💜Forgive me💜

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Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do

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Author's Pov

Y/n's blood ran cold, her body turned numb  where as she felt like her heart stopped pumping blood watching him standing in front of her

Whole day she tried to avoid him in fact from the past 3 days she even tried to stop him from invading in her thoughts . She looked at him with widened shocked eyes who was already staring at her with nothing but just emptiness in his gaze.

Y/n got totally lost into him and her thoughts when suddenly her phone started ringing taking her out of her trance

She shrugged her shoulders and then averted her gaze towards her phone.
She looked at her phone and then picked it up

"Umm... Hello.. " She said turning back from him ..

"Princess, where are you? , I am waiting for you come fast " Suga replied

"O..Oppa... " She stammered getting nervous

"Princess what happened? Are you alright? " He asked worriedly hearing her tensed voice

Y/n gulped hard and sighed heavily

"Oppa I coming there in couple of minutes " She replied

"Oh....okay come" He stated and then hung up the call

She then turned around and stared at him who was stopping the elevator from getting closed and continued to  at her with no intention of coming out.

Y/n thought she would take the stairs but they were at 15th floor which made it impossible for her to go to ground floor in a couple of minutes.

She sighed and decided not to make things more awkward because someday she had to face him so why not that day, she could not avoid him forever.

So without looking at him, she went inside the elevator which made him to removed his hand making the elevator's door to got closed .

Both didn't utter a single word to each other and the silence made the situation more tensed .

Y/n stood at a place as far as possible from him , she looked down to the floor ,didn't even dare to look at him on the other hand she could feel ,he was continuously staring at her with his soul piercing gaze.

He clutched his palms as his gaze never left from her and she could feel his gaze on her and her heartbeat accelerated where as panic started to rise in her feeling that unbearable silence.

Her breathing rate increased rapidly breaking the tensed silence between them.

He fisted his palms more tightly trying to control his sinful urges but his patience left him when he heard her panting heavily  and trying to get more away from him which made him to released his palms and stormed towards her .

He pushed her against the lift's wall forcefully turning her eyes widened with shock and fear where as her whole body started to quiver uncontrollably.

She started to breathe heavily while looking at his now darken eyes. He looked at her doe beautiful eyes and then his gaze travelled to her trembling tempting lips which were like a drug to him, which he could not survive without tasting them

Unable to control his urge, he groaned in temptation...

"F#ck it... "

And then slammed his lips against her capturing them into for a deep passionate kiss.

Her eyes bewildered feeling his lips on her, she tried to push him away but his grip around her tightened more and there was no effect on him of her struggling.

She continued to struggle in his grip and tried to push him away because she didn't want to give up to her heart that time until she heard his almost broken and begging voice ..

"Please.... " He said in almost inaudible husky and pleading voice against her lips

And his begging voice was enough for her to lost her control over herself.

Y/n closed her eyes slowly and then pressed her lips against his without thinking twice and surrounded her arms around his neck.

She kissed him back with the same intensity and need as him.

She needed him like he needed her, they couldn't survive without each other, their existence depended upon each other.

They kissed each other like their whole life was depending on it, he licked her bottom lip making her to opened her mouth in anticipation and his tongue invaded her mouth dominating and intimating their kiss more.

He pushed her more against the wall while pressing his body more closer to her leaving no space between each other

Y/n's hand went to his head where she clutched his hairs tightly and pulled him more closer to her.

They both got completely drowned into each other but suddenly her mind started to recall his those venomous words

"There's is no place for love in my life..."

Y/n shut opened her eyes and came to her senses but she didn't push him away because her heart didn't want her to  instead her eyes started to fall heavy warm tears because she didn't know what to do anymore.. She didn't want to stay with him because he didn't believe in love but she knew that she needed him in every possible way closer to her . She got lost in the dilemma of her need and want.

Taehyung who was completely lost in her ,came into his senses when his mouth tasted something salty and he noticed she stopped kissing him .

He looked towards her while breaking the kiss and his heart shattered into 1000 pieces watching her eyes to became completely red while her whole face became wet due to her tears.

His heart felt a pang watching her broken state, he had seen her crying many more times before due to getting hurt but that time, she was crying because she got completely broken, he broke her, he shattered her innocent soul fully...

He looked at her startled and then took his steps backward from her because he too got it that now he lost everything, every single thing. He had lost her... His life..

Y/n looked at him with her teary eyes and she realised that now everything was ruined, everything was shattered, that time they both seriously lost each other.

They both gazed at each other like they were looking for the last time. He looked at her like his soul was leaving his body and Y/n gaped at him like her everything got lost, her everything  ended.

Y/n's eyes continued to fall tears while looking at his lifeless eyes until she heard the lift's door to got opened indicating that they reached their destination .

Y/n looked at the door and then again averted her gaze towards him.

She wiped her tears with the back of her hands and one last time glanced at him and then stormed out of the lift leaving him alone there.

And he again saw her disappearing figure and realised that, that time seriously lost her for forever.

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"Princess.... " Suga gasped watching
Y/n running towards him while panicking

"Are you alright? Why is your face and eyes are looking so red? were you crying ?what happened? " He asked getting worried by watching her.

"No Oppa I am fine " She replied

"But... "

Suga stopped when he saw Taehyung coming from the same direction as
Y/n and he understood everything

Y/n noticed his presence behind her and panicked .

"Oppa let's go home, I am not feeling well please let's go"

Suga sighed and then nodded at her.

Y/n started to walk as fast as she could and then left with Suga leaving him alone for the last time.

Taehyung looked at his world leaving him which totally shattered him painfully and the fact that ,he was not capable of stopping it....

About Half An Hour Later

"Princess... "

"Oppa I am going to my room , I am feeling very tired" Y/n said cutting his sentence

"But.... "

"Bye , I'll talk to you tomorrow, Good night" She said without giving him the chance to reply as she went to her room

Suga sighed heavily and went to his room..

Inside Y/n's Room

Y/n walked towards her bed and then laid on it on her chest while burying her face on the pillows, she bursted out on tears.

She bite the pillow and sobbed harder trying to muff her cries . She  remembered his face and how lifeless he was looking. That person whom she started considering her whole life.. That person who had given her a new life was himself got lifeless that day..

Her tears automatically turned more abrupt when she remembered how hurt and shattered he was looking when she left him.

She cried so hard that she felt her oxygen to got cutted off from her body.

She clutched the pillows tightly for calming herself down but nothing helped instead turned more painful.

"When our Miseries are going to  end? ..."

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"Hyung how's she? " Jungkook asked on the phone call.

"She's is not good Jungkook, she is hurt " Suga sighed stating his reply.

"Today when I saw her at your company I also got worried thinking about the possible consequences" Jungkook said

"I know, I didn't know that Jimin was going to take her there with him, if I have known earlier then I would have never let him to take her there with him"

Jungkook sighed at Suga's response.

"By the was how's he? " Suga asked

"Ummm.. I don't know I didn't talk to him after leaving your company " He replied

"Oh.... Okay... "

"And R.M Hyung told me that he did not go back to his house, his house maid informed him " Jungkook stated

"What but where he is? "

"I don't know I called him but his phone is out off reach"

"I just hope he didn't do anything wrong and everything got settled down before it gets too late" Suga uttered suspiring.

Jungkook sighed and replied

"Hmmm Hyung, ok then bye good night"

"Bye, night" Suga said and then hung up the call.

Suga exhaled a heavy breath and looked outside through his window at the dark gloomy night sky.

"When their miseries are going to  end? "

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Y/n was standing alone at an unknown dark place where the only source of light was the moon light

She panicked because she was alone there,her body started to shake with fear and then she saw that moonlight to travelled to the whole room, revealing a figure standing at a distance.

She gulped hard and nervously walked towards it and then saw someone standing there whose back was facing her

She stood behind him getting panicked where as her body started to shiver due to fear but her breathing got hitched into her stomach when that figure spoke with his deep husky voice

"Doll.... "

Y/n's eyes started to built tears where as her heart calmed knowing he was there for her, and he would protect her from her every fear.

She closed her eyes and then hugged his back tightly

"Thank you, thank you for saving me from.... "

She stopped speaking when she found her hands became wet due to some warm liquid

She slightly broke the hug and looked at her hands, her eyes widened with horror where as her heart stopped beating

"Bl.. Blood.. '' She stuttered getting terrified by watching that blood on her palms.

She trailed her eyes at his back and forcefully turned him towards her.

And her soul left her body by watching Taehyung's whole shirt covered with blood then her gaze averted towards his hand and her body got frozen by watching him holding a gun in his hand

Y/n in fear looked at his face and found him painfully smiling by staring at her and then fell on the ground.

Y/n's eyes bewildered with horror and shock where as her whole body was trembling , she fell with him and placed his head on her lap

She started to sob and panick where as her words got stucked into her throat by witnessing his that state, her eyes started to form more heavy and shap tears where as she felt like her mouth got sealed.

She cupped his face as he continued to smile at her and then softly wiped her tears using his trembling thumb

"Don't cry m..my Doll I ..I...told you I ca.. Can't stand see..seeing you tears. "

Y/n's heart froze hearing his broken stammering voice. She couldn't find words to utter to him.

"I... I. Am so.. Sorry my Doll, I couldn't pr.. Protect you, I promised you to protect from.. Ot.. Others.. But I cou.. Couldn't capable of s.. Saving you from m.. My own self"

I mys.. Self h..hurted you, I myself b.. Broke you, I just forget that... Sinners are not capable of saving they only capable of hu.. Hurting others"

" Sinners like me d... Don't deserve. To be h.. Happy or to be loved

"So.. P. Please f.. Forgive me.. My doll, th.. This sinner couldn't s.. Save you f.. From him own self.

He couldn't p. PRotect

HIS FORBIDDEN DOLL"

With that , Y/n saw those dark oceanic eyes to got closed which made her own breathing to stopped, she looked at him like he left her while taking her own soul with him. Her whole body started to ache in extreme amount of pain until she felt like getting her voice back as she screamed his name.

"TAEHYUNG... "

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