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Chapter Nine - Burning Man

As usual I'm waiting for Judah in the conservatory while I dig into my breakfast. I turn with a smile when I hear footsteps behind me but it falters when I see Parker. He grins at me before taking a seat on the couch I'm on. I shuffle to the side discreetly before mumbling a good morning to him.

"Good morning to you too." He replies as he shoves a forkful of eggs into his mouth. "Excited to get your bandages off?"

"I guess." I shrug with a chuckle. "It's the only exciting thing I've got going for me."

He laughs at that before nodding. "That's true but hey, you'll be leaving for Venezuela soon. You'll be working an assignment and being bad ass as usual."

"Yeah...that's true." I stare at him before looking down at my plate. I stop myself from telling him that working an assignment is the last thing I'd want to be doing. "So, what are you up to today?"

"We'll all be in meetings for a few hours with supervisors and our boss." He makes a face before shaking his head. "Griffin always likes to have things planned and can talk strategy for days if you let him."

"Well, it's a good thing he doesn't like me so I don't have to listen to that...ever." I grin cheekily which makes him chuckle.

"It's not that he doesn't like you –"

"Oh, come on Parker! Be real!" I swat his arm and he throws his head back with a deep laugh. "He hates my guts!"

"Okay...maybe a little."

I laugh before my gaze lands on Judah standing by the door. His eyes are trained intensely on me and I swallow harshly. Parker, totally unaware, finishes his food before shooting up with a curse. He mutters something about being late for that meeting but I barely hear him, too focused on Judah who walks away.

"Let's get those bandages off so you can shower yeah?" Parker asks with a tilt of his head towards the door.

I nod and finish the last bite of my food before standing. Following him out of the room I watch as he calls out to Judah and asks him to meet us in Parker's room too. After I've taken a seat Judah walks in and the tension between both men increases. I sit silently while Parker takes my bandages off but don't miss the way he caresses my leg while doing it.

"I'll be in the meeting room until five but if you need me let me know okay?" He asks gently while I roll the material of my sweatpants down.

"Sure, thanks Parker." I smile before rushing out of the room.

As I'm picking out my clothes I hear the team walk into the meeting room down the hall before the door shuts. Grabbing a spare towel, I make my way to the bathroom and step inside. The steam instantly catches my attention and my jaw drops when my wide eyes land on Judah's naked figure in the shower. He turns at that exact moment and unintentionally my gaze drifts over all his tattoos down to his hardened member.

I shriek before closing my eyes and blindly reaching for the door. "Sorry!"

I've just yanked it open to dash outside but am pulled back and pushed up against the wall. I squeeze my eyes shut but they snap open when Judah closes the door and locks it. My mouth opens and closes like a fish as my gaze flickers between him and the door.

"J-Judah...w-what –"

"Strip and get in the shower." He utters quietly which makes my eyes bug out.

"What?!" I shriek loudly but am cut off mid-way when he covers my mouth with his hand.

"What? You'd rather it be Parker?" He replies with a roll of his eyes and I bite his palm hard to get it off me.

"You're jealous of Parker?! Are you stupid?!" I hiss and shove him away. "I was waiting for you to join me as usual but he showed up. What was I supposed to do?!"

"Telling him to get lost would've been a great start." He cages me against the wall with his arms. "Do you like him?"

"No."

"Then who do you like Macy?" He drawls as he yanks on my top's neckline before peppering open-mouthed kisses from my neck to the swell of my breasts.

"No, we can't!" I shake my head and try to duck underneath his arm but he grabs me. "If you're looking for something more...a relationship...I can't be that someone for you."

"Then just give me what you can for now love." He murmurs, almost tenderly, as his lips brush against mine teasingly. "We can worry about the rest later."

I gulp harshly as I stare at him before my eyes flicker down to his tempting lips. That's all it takes for him to pin his lips on mine hungrily. I moan when he bites down harshly before pulling. Our hands roam over each other's bodies before my clothes end up on the floor too. He cups my face in both hands and kisses me as I walk backwards towards the shower door. As soon as I'm past it he picks me up and wraps my legs around his waist.

"Judah!" I squeal before laughing softly when the warm spray of water hits my hair and body.

He leans his head back with a lazy smile as he watches me. I blush as I scrape my hair away before he pushes me up against the wall. His bright gemstone eyes flicker from one tattoo to the next before they settle on my eyes.

"You're so fucking sinful." He murmurs huskily and I bite my lip when I feel myself becoming wet.

His tongue glides over my damp skin and our eyes lock just as he rolls it around my nipple before his mouth takes it in. My back immediately arches as my core floods with heat and a cross between a whimper and a moan escapes my lips. My fingers tangle themselves in his hair and I tug harshly whenever he nips and sucks at my skin. His hand slides down to dive into my wet heat and, as if expecting my reaction, he swallows all sounds of pleasure with his mouth as his fingers move deeper inside me.

"Round two sweetheart?" He chuckles as he lets me stand on my feet again.

He moves to bend down before I stop him. I smile nervously and he smirks knowingly when my gaze flickers to his member. "Can I?"

"Sure Mace, whatever you want." He gently pushes me down until I'm on my knees before him.

I take his length in my hands and hesitate before letting my tongue drag from his base to the tip. A drawn-out curse escapes his lips and I look up to see him place his hands against the wall as if to steady himself. Feeling a lot more confident I start stroking him while my tongue working on his hard length makes him moan and release shaky exhales above me.

"Take me in your mouth love." He instructs gently and I nod before letting him push his entire length down my throat. "Fuck!"

He's a lot longer and thicker than the previous men I've been with so I gag a little bit while I adjust to the size and feeling. He lets me breathe for a second and when I get comfortable he grabs a fistful of my hair and guides my mouth up and down his length.

"Play with yourself Macy." He rasps out and I whimper when he starts thrusting harder at the sight of my fingers rubbing myself. I groan when I accidentally flick my sensitive nub and it makes my back arch in pleasure. "Now, put those fingers in...good girl."

I work my fingers faster inside me when I feel that he's about to become undone. He grunts before freezing when somebody knocks on the door loudly.

"Marcella?! How long are you going to take? I need to go!" Cole whines from outside and Judah's length slips out with a loud pop.

He grips himself in one hand while grabbing my chin with the other. I shoot him a warning glare when he rubs his tip along my mouth but he ignores it. Instead, he throws his head back in bliss and bites his lip harshly which makes me even wetter than I thought possible.

"I-It's going to take me another while Cole, sorry!" I reply guiltily before swatting Judah's leg when he tries to force himself in my mouth again.

"Ugh, alright! I'll go outside!" Cole huffs and my shoulders slump in relief.

I turn to face Judah and he wastes no time in continuing what we started. I groan as he pins my hands against the tiles and he whispers a swear before squeezing his eyes shut when he jerks. I feel him shoot the first of his load and he grabs my hair, letting me up for air before exploding fully.

"Fucking hell Macy!" He closes his eyes as he breathes through gritted teeth.

He pants harshly as he slides his length out before pulling me up. Covering my mouth with his hand he shoves two fingers inside me eliciting a muffled scream. I groan when he starts placing hickeys all over my skin before moving up to do the same to my neck. Winding my arms around his shoulders I arch my back and sigh contently when he adds a third digit.

It doesn't take me long to reach the height of my pleasure and I find myself shattering intensely. Judah doesn't stop and this time he pins my hands to the tiles above my head in one grip as he brings me to a second orgasm within minutes.

"Don't you dare scream Mace." He murmurs harshly as he stares into my eyes before a cheeky smirk spreads across his lips. "Unless you want the whole team to know what I'm doing to you. In that case, scream as loud as you want."

I glare at him and he chuckles before his movements become rougher. I tremble against him and tighten my legs together when I feel a hard knot form deep in my belly. He tuts and shakes his head as he parts my legs with his knee. I feel tears brim my eyes and my walls clench around his fingers as I get close to my release.

"Judah!" I groan and he kisses me passionately when I'm close.

I bite down on his bottom lip as my release wreaks quiet havoc inside me. He chuckles huskily and slowly curls his fingers inside me before taking them out. I shiver and he holds me up against his naked body.

"All the more reason to get clean now." He winks as he pulls me under the spray of water.

I chuckle and we spend the next few minutes running shampoo through each other's hair before soaping up our bodies. He meets each of my playful glares as he runs his hands agonizingly slowly over my skin. I decide to do the same and he leans back against the wall with a lazy smile adorning his lips.

We steal kisses from each other as we dry up and change. I'm about to peek out the door when he pulls me back against his chest. My eyes flutter shut when his lips brush against the shell of my ear. He places the softest kiss on the skin behind it which has me weak in the knees. I feel him wrap an arm around my waist to hold me tight to his body.

"Next time I'm going to be inside you. That's a promise." He whispers seductively and I glance up at him to see a small smile playing on his lips.

"Before I leave or after I come back?" I arch my brow with a cheeky grin.

"Before." He murmurs as his gaze roams over my body deliciously. "I'll go insane if you make me wait that long to worship you Marcella."

The way my actual name rolls off his lips so sinfully makes my core throb wantonly. I find myself blushing as he tucks my hair behind my ear before placing a sweet kiss to my cheek. He pats my hip and gestures for me to peek out the door. I roll my eyes with a laugh before sneaking out successfully. The team continues to converse normally as I pass by the room, completely unaware of what just happened between me and Judah.

As I open the door to my bedroom I see him turn into the hallway. His bright blue eyes find mine and he smiles handsomely before jokingly blowing me a kiss. Shaking my head, I capture it with a chuckle before stepping inside. I close the door softly before leaning against it with my eyes closed.

"I'm so done for." I whisper to myself as I brush my fingers against my lips. 

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