I'm sorry for what's going to happen
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Author's POV

The time passed in a blink of eye and today was the day when Yoongi was supposed to come back to Korea. In this whole time, whenever they talked, Jimin never had the courage to tell him the big surprise. So he convinced himself that this is a news he should personally share to his lover.

So when 3 days ago Yoongi told him about his arrival he didn't know how to react.

Flashback

"So how's the work today?" Jimin asked with that delicate voice of his.

"It was OK. Like I had some meetings here and there and a lunch with some officials of our new partner company." A tired tone spoke from the other side of phone which belongs to none other than CEO Min.

"Oh, right. You sound very tired Minnie. I guess you should rest for now." Jimin said in a worried tone.

"I believe I'll only get a proper rest when I'll be back in your arms" Yoongi teased knowing the effect on Jimin very well.

"Yah! Since when CEO Min got this cheesy, hmm??" As expected a flustered Jimin yelled from the other side.

"Since he met this handsome doctor. Anyway I wasn't joking, I'm really coming back in 3 days." Yoongi told him with a lil bit of happiness in his voice.

"W-what? You are c-coming back?" Yoongi didn't even know what kind of bomb he just dropped on Jimin with that news cuz surely Jimin wasn't ready to tell him the truth and also he wasn't ready for whatever reaction he'll receive.

"Yeah. Aren't you happy? You were so whinny when I left." Yoongi chuckled remembering that day, but what he didn't know is the things are not same anymore.

"Y-yeah.. Of course I'm happy. Why wouldn't I be. I'm just counting days for you to come back and take me to our promised date." Jimin don't know why but his voice cracked at the end of the sentence.

"Obviously baby.. I remember it and I'll surely make time for our date when I come back."

"Now go to bed and Rest! You still have work so don't over work yourself." Jimin scold him only to hear Yoongi chuckle.

"Sure mother" and with their usual bickering they ended the phone call.

End of Flashback

So as it was the day of Yoongi's arrival. Jimin didn't go to airport to receive him, as he still needs courage to tell Yoongi about the matter in hand. He still have no idea how Yoongi will react but he could only pray for a nice reaction.

Yoongi arrived at the Seoul branch after landing because he knew his doctor would be there. Though he still hasn't figured out his feelings and he still believes that his doctor is just a time pass not anything else.

But at some points, Yoongi just liked the feeling of having a certain raven head close to him. He liked the domestic vibes he gets from him. But as he's Min Yoongi he easily discard those feelings.

When Yoongi entered in the Hospital he was greeted by some higher officials of the hospital. After a few minutes of briefing during the way towards his office, he dismissed them. He didn't call Jimin because he knew the news of his arrival must have reached him and as he'll get free he'll come. Its because no matter what he can't risk the lives of his patients.

He was looking in to the transactions, important matters that happened when he wasn't here. His secretary has provided with all the needed files. He was so immersed in his work that he didn't even notice, it was already lunch time. A small smile made way to his lips as he thought of a certain doctor coming to him.

Jimin surely got the news of CEO Min coming to branch. He won't lie, his attention to his patients was least today. He spaced out too many times, thank god he didn't have any major surgery or he would surely messed up.

But he knew that sooner or later he has to reveal it. He took deep breaths to calm his racing heart as the lunch time started. He walked to the CEO's office with firm steps though he was shaking from inside. He has his reports in his overall's pocket.

Finally the elevator stopped, he stepped out of it. The secretary already knew him so there's no point of stopping him. He knocked at the glorious double door and again did his breathing exercise when he heard 'Come In' in a gruff voice.

"Jimine?" The CEO spoke without lifting his glance from the file. Because he knew the scent very well by now.

"Wow! That's how you welcome me, by working on your files? Hmm?" Jimin's voice was dripping with sarcasm as he walked towards CEO, who conveniently pulled him on his lap, when he came in his range.

"Did you missed me?"

"Petal, I don't think if I still haven't made you realised during our conversations that I missed you so much" the admiration in his eyes was too real.

"I missed you too. Can I ask you a question?"

"You don't need permission, doll." he carssed the sides of the doctor in his lap.

"Will you stay with me forever?" a hesitation was heard.

"I don't know what kind of question was that, but I'll try my best to keep you with me" a hope sparkled in someone's eyes.

"What if something unexpected happens?"

"I'll try to not let that happen."

"Will you love me forever Minnie?"

"Love is a big word sweet heart. You can't just say it like that. But I'm sure I like you though." Jimin's heart cracked a bit but still there was hope.

"You know I've to tell you something." Curiosity woke up in Yoongi after hearing those words.

"Say it doll" gentleness was all he could hear in his voice.

"I... Uh.. I'm conceiving."

Silence

Utter silence

Not even the sound of breathing

"What did you say?" Yoongi's voice dropped a few octaves. Jimin gulped at the sudden fear surging in his veins.

"I.. I'm conceiveing your child Y-yoongi. I know it might be weird but you know how common male pregnancies are now, right?" Jimin tried his best to not stutter and make his point clear.

"WHAT THE FUCKING HELL?! DO YOU TAKE ME AS A FOOL?!" The CEO's voice roared in the office as he pushed Jimin off of his lap harshly. Jimin barely grabbed the edge of the table to prevent himself from falling.

"W-what? N-no Yoongi. Why would I.. I joke about something like that? I----" he was not heard.

"SHUT YOUR MOUTH YOU WHORE! YOU REALLY ARE THAT CHARACTER LESS? WOW! I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE A CUNNING SLUT. AND WHY WOULD I? THAT INNOCENT FACE OF YOURS WOULD DECEIVE ANYONE!" Jimin don't even know in how many pieces his heart shattered after hearing those words from his lover's mouth.

" Please Yoongi don't disrespect me like that please. "he joined his hands in front of him, tears endlessly falling from his eyes.

" DISRESPECT? HAH? YOU HAVE NO RESPECT TO BEGIN WITH. AND MY CHILD? WHY DO YOU THINK I'LL BELIEVE YOU? I NEVER USED YOU WITHOUT PROTECTION. " he yelled but Jimin's mind was stuck at only one word.

"U-used?" he whispered with tears falling down

"Oh? You still don't know. I'm really surprised by myself too. Because I never stuck with any of my toy this much. But yes Used. What do think? You meant something to me? Oh! You should have looked at yourself before even thinking of being with me. Anyway, after this news of you cheating makes it easier for me to get rid of you." Each word from Yoongi's mouth tore the soul of Jimin gravely.

"How? H-how can you be so heartless? Not even once? Even for  once Min Yoongi, maybe I was something more for Y-you? A-and I never cheated on you"The breakdown was bad but still the pure Jimin doesn't wanna believe any of it.

" NEVER! And leave my office right this instant and never come to see me. I don't want to hear your pathetic lies and I'm not gonna accept that thing you call my child. I didn't know that you spread your legs anyone else than me but go and blame that thing on the real person not me! Now if you want to keep your job get the fuck out of my office and don't come back. Be glad that I'm letting you continue your job. And if you ever utter a word about our fling to anyone, I'll have your head. NOW GET OUT! "With that said CEO Min started reading his file again.

Jimin didn't even know when he left the edge of table and when he walked out of the office, staggering at every step that the secretary outside also looked at him with concerned eyes. He didn't know how he reached his cabin, how he slumped on his chair. He realised how messed up his life was when he sobbed silently with endless tears adoring his flower like face.

He was always a fairy tale loving boy. He wanted to write his own love story but guess what, the person whom he loved with his whole heart, broke him that bad, that he couldn't even find the pieces of his shattered soul, let alone fix himself.

"I- (hiccup) I'm S-sorry baby. I'm so sorry. I couldn't e-even provide you a f-father. I'm sorry for everything. B-but I promise.. I will try my best to give you everything I can. I know because of my foolishness all this happened. If.. Only if I've a bit more conscious may be I could stop myself from doing that.

Maybe I could stop myself from loving a wrong man. "

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Author's Note

Well? Sorry 😔
I'm so sorry if I made anyone of cry.
And uh.. I seriously don't know what to say.
Oh and I updated four times this month 😳that's a progress but that's cuz I've a break these days.

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