Chapter 28: A living hell!

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Lou's POV:

"OUT NOW!" Ryan growled as everyone started leaving, including me...

I was right behind Simon when he caught my arm and pulled me back.

"Everyone out except you." He whispered in my ear, his voice hoarse and his eyes sparkly.

"What's wrong? Why are they leaving?" I asked him as I saw them get out of the library and the bookcase closed behind them. But Ryan being Ryan didn't want to answer.

"What were you doing?" He asked dangerously.

"R-reading." I stuttered. I hope he hasn't seen the closeness between me and Simon.

"WITH SIMON?" He barked at me still holding my arm, tightly I might add.

"N-no he just came a-and asked what I was reading!" I stammered making up a lie. I couldn't tell him he was making a video of me calling me 'Lunasaur Rex'!

"You're a bad liar, I heard him." He groaned while gritting his teeth.

"Alright. So what? He was having fun and I wanted to join him too but you cut us!" I said sassily, as in it was his fault we weren't having fun anymore, because it was!

"THAT'S IT! I'M GOING TO MAKE THAT LITTLE BITCH REGRET IT!" He yelled in my face and tightened his grip on my arm which made me wince in pain.

"WHAT THE HELL DID HE DO?" I screamed back like a whining kid, astonished by his behavior and change of mood. Seriously, what did Simon do this time?

He roared incredibly loud, yet didn't answer me. If there was glass in the room, I'm pretty sure it would break because of his voice.

"You're unbelievable! He was playing!"

"He doesn't need to play with you!" He snapped at me.

"WHY? No one is willing to have fun with him here. He's miserable!" I yelled with tears threatening to fall. Ryan saw my watery eyes and his eyes softened as he studied my features.

I should be possessive of Simon! He and I have so much in common. He reminds me of my brother Raymond, and I cannot not entertain him seeing as he has plenty of free time since he didn't find a mate yet.

"FINE! Okay? Fine! I'll make him delete the video and everything will be solved alright?"

"Can you at least tell him to make a copy before deleting it? I'd like to have it..." I mumbled but he just nodded and stormed out of the room, probably to go after Simon.

'That poor thing!' No Lou! I'm the poor thing...

But that's not the actual problem here. Why is it so hot?

'Obviously because I'm here. DUH...' Yeah yeah whatever.

I got out of the library and still felt hot. I should probably drink some cold water.

I headed to the kitchen and poured myself a big glass of cold water and drank it.

I sighed satisfied but I still felt hot, this time hotter than before.

Could I be sick?

I went outside the house to get some fresh air, maybe it was the house that was too warm? But nothing changed! I still felt hot.

My body started to pain me and whenever I moved it would pain me even more.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? I started to panic, did I do something wrong? A bad move or something?

I hurried inside and went to the bedroom quickly, with a lot of pain by the way, and layed down on the bed.

My body felt like it's getting burned and torn apart, like someone was cutting me in half and pouring acid on it at the same time. I felt dizzy, I didn't know what to do. I tried to close my eyes, a tear fell on my cheek and it burned. Everything that touched my body hurt me.

I lifted my hand to wipe it away but I wish I didn't do that, my hand made contact with my skin, it felt like a fatal scratch against my soft cheek.

I'm dying! I'm sure of it.

'I'm sure dying would be less painful.' How are you still alive?

'I don't feel your pain, idiot!'

Where is Ryan when I need him? He should know about this.

'At this point, I'm pretty sure he's responsible for all this. Dump his petty ass Lou!' Oh believe me I will, but not until he finds a solution for this!

An immense wave of pain stroke me and I couldn't handle it anymore. I screamed even louder than the time I was chased by wolves, or werewolves to be precise.

I screamed like there was no tomorrow.

'At the moment I'm not certain you'll live till tomorrow Lou...' Well that's reassuring, coming from my own conscience.

A few seconds later and Ryan stormed in with worry in his eyes. He examined the room and saw that there was no danger, but when his sparkly green eyes landed on my, now probably dead, figure he rushed towards me and started to panic, not knowing what to do.

'There's no time to panic boy!'

"What's wrong? What happened? What should I do?" He asked rapidly while sitting in front of me, his expression terrified.

"I-I d-don't know...I'm d-dying, burning. It h-hurts." I managed myself to say those words, hopefully he'll know what to do.

'Hopefully.'

"You can't die!" He sighed helplessly.

"WHAT?" I asked shocked, was he serious right now ?

"You can't leave me, my love, everything's going to be okay. I promise!" He whispered with watery eyes. It was the first time I saw him so emotional, what a beautiful creature he was!

He placed his soft, big hand on my cheek, it didn't burn. It sent pleasure to my body. I moaned loudly...

WHAT THE HELL? 'WHAT THE FUCK?'

His eyes held no more worry but shock and realization. What could he realize right now? I wasn't turned on, that I'm sure. Why did I moan? I freaking embarrassed myself so hard. Oh my lord!

"You're in heat!" He said loud enough so I can hear him, tears and sadness disappearing from his face.

'What the fuck is heat?' I have absolutely no idea.

He placed his hand on my cheek again and I moaned louder than before. Why do I keep doing that?

His eyes darkened and I leaned more into his touch. If he's the cure for this unbearable pain, so be it. I can't tolerate it anymore.

'I'm sure you don't mind touching him, that's all.' Oh shut up!

He got up and lifted me up with him, earning a moan from me as soon as he touched me. He sat on the bed and cradled me in his tight embrace.

I sat between his crossed legs like I was some kind of child and let him hold me, and touch me as much as he wanted. Just for now, just so I won't feel the pain anymore. Although I felt something poking my butt from behind, maybe his misplaced foot?

"W-what is heat?" I stuttered, not able to open my eyes.

"Heat is a pain that all she wolves feel after they meet their mate and still haven't completed the bond yet. It's the moon goddesse's way of saying that we should waste no more time and mate." He whispered in my ear. His breath fanning over my skin sent sparks down my spine making me hum in pleasure, I wanted more!

Of what? I don't know, just more.

"I'm human, I'm not a werewolf. Why do I feel this excruciating pain?" I asked quietly while pushing myself even closer to him so there was no gap between us anymore. So this is what heat feels like, I thought I was dying!

"Only the Alpha's and Beta's mates, even if they were human, would still feel it." He whispered again, lowering his face closer to mine.

"How much does it stay?" I asked wanting to know when this hell will end.

"Three days..." he answered me. Three days of hell that's what it is!
I don't think I'm capable of surviving this for twenty four hours, how am I going to survive this for three days?

'That's a mystery but I'm sure it'll be exciting, watching you suffer and crave his touch. I bet you'll be holding everything back to not loose your precious virginity! If it's the only way to stop the pain why not just give it to him, you're his mate after all...' Let me tell you something, sweetheart. No!

We stared into each other's eyes long enough until I interrupted this moment. It felt so right but wrong at the same time...

"How does this affect you?" I asked curious. If I'm going through that pain, I'm making sure he goes through it with me. It's not fair that I have to endure my death alone seeing as he always say that whatever I feel he feels it too.

"I-I don't sense your pain. It just turns us more on than we already are." He stammered, looking at me sympathetically.

"So I'll get turned on too?" I asked bluntly. Judging by the earlier incidents that happened, I'm pretty sure I was turned on more than normal too.

'That explains the loud obnoxious moaning and your dirty desires.' Hey! That was you not me, I don't desire him, you do!

'Oh please! We both do, don't deny it!'

"Yeah, and my touch as you figured out, can calm you." He added and placed a kiss on my hair. His kiss, it was a very bad move since I felt something hot ooze out of my...private area. His kiss successfully made me wet. Thank god he won't notice it.

"Is that it?" I said lifting my face up so I can look at him clearly.

He shuffled around and looked at everything but me. He's keeping something from me...

"There's more?" I asked while furrowing my brows together.

"Uhm...I c-can smell your arousal, and that's not very good because it doesn't keep me calm, at all..." He mumbled still not looking at me.

WELL FUCK! I was having the Niagara falls down there just because of his touch. And the good part is, he can sense that. And the even better part is, it freaking turns him on.

My cheeks were redder than a tomato, I'm not exaggerating! I turned my face so I was now staring at the window right now, incapable of looking him straight in the eye.

I'm ashamed. I'm so ashamed of myself. But this is not me! I'm still craving his touch and I want more but it's not me who's controlling my body anymore!

I turned my face towards his, he was looking at me intensely.

It's not me.

I lifted my face up and approached his slowly, still staring at his beautiful ocean green eyes that were staring back at me with adoration, lust, desire, and love.

It's not me.

I lifted my whole body in the process so it was facing him now, my chest collapsed with his, closing all the gaps between us. He sat in a slouching position, his elbows on the bed providing him support and me right between his legs, getting closer and closer.

It's not me!

I crashed my lips against his and started grinding on him.

WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL? 'Wow! That escalated quickly!'

I suddenly cut the kiss before he could do anything, I finally took control over my body again.

"IT'S NOT ME!" I screamed at the top of my lungs while he had a very puzzled expression. One of confusion but most of all, disappointment? Sadness? I couldn't tell.

'Well, you didn't hold anything back, and it's still your first day...I'm laughing already.' Kill me now.

I got up from this very awkward and intimate position and ran towards the kitchen in need of a glass of cold water to cool me off.

The pain was finally gone. But I was still worried about the next wave of pain, stronger than the first one...When is it going to happen?

'We found a new thing about you Lou! If there's one thing you love more than him it's his d-' Jesus! It's Jesus and my God! Praise the lord!

I can't believe you, you dirty little shit!

'Hey, they're your thoughts after all!' I'm cutting you off till you're calm enough so I can put some sense into you again!

Ryan soon came down and sat on the opposite stool. I couldn't look at him, all I did was admire my, now empty, glass.

He lifted his hand and placed his fingers under my chin, sending shivers -the good kind of shivers- down my spine, and lifting it so I could look at him. But my stubborn ass looked at everything but his eyes. His beautiful ocean green eyes, full of hope.

"Look at me..." He whispered comfortably but I could still sense the pain in his voice. Why was he hurt?

I slowly looked at his eyes and he admired my chocolate brown ones like they held the whole universe inside of them.

This look just made me melt.

"I'm sorry." We said at the same time which made me puzzled. He stayed quiet and continued rubbing small circles on my jaw and cheek.

"Why are you sorry?" I said quickly not wanting him to feel guilty. After all, it was my fault.

"It kills me to see you in pain, and it kills me even more because I know how to stop this. I can make the pain stop. You just have to say so." He said while cupping my small face in both his big hands.

"N-NO! Of course not!" I whispered quickly in disbelief and pulled my face away from his warm hold. He looked at me with sad eyes and nodded, respecting my decision.

I would never give away my virginity unless I like the guy. Which is not the case.

'Yet...'

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Hey my fabulous readers! How are you all doing?

I'm so sorry for the long post! I have all my ideas planned, literally I have a notebook with all the story's details, conversations, references and some funny shit that Simon's about to do! I even have this post it stocked to my laptop with the ideas of the next chapters. I just scrunched off the idea 'Heat.' You're welcome!

I'm so lazy and I have to finish the story before school starts! Which is impossible since it's in a week so I would have updated only twice.

I still have like 8 chapters to write until I finish the story! I know my lovelies, I'm also sad! In fact I might cry after the story ends!

I'm not planning on doing a sequel because I have another story in mind...No spoilers hehehe. And I also have everything planned for the whole different story!

I'm sorry but I cannot not plan everything out already!

Anyway, I'm going to continue writing this story until it ends. But I still don't know when I'm going to publish the new story, I can't write it during school because I have to concentrate on my studies, which is also impossible...And if I decide to write it during school, I don't think I'll update much! That's why I'm thinking of writing it next summer.

'That's a lot! You're just lazy and making up excuses!' Oh shut up!

Anyway! Thank you all for your support! Keep reading my story please! Don't forget to vote and comment and see you in the next chapter!

Byeeeeee!

-Your fabulous author. XOXO

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