Chapter 23: First impression.

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Lou's POV:

"Alright, see you soon dad. I love you! Bye!" I said before hanging up. God I really miss them so much!

Ryan has left me for about ten minutes now and he hasn't come up yet. I heard some noise coming from downstairs, Theo, Maya and Simon probably arrived by now.

I headed downstairs to where all the noise and shuffling came.

"LEAVE THIS HOUSE IMMEDIATELY!" Ryan shouted. Could he be shouting at Simon?

'What else is new?' Right?

"Oh but it's just getting better! In fact, she's right behind the wall listening to us baby." A very feminine voice answered. Maya's voice was nothing like that. This girl's voice was an annoying high pitched squeak while Maya's was more calm yet strong.

Is she calling Ryan baby though? And was she talking about me?

'Well you're behind the wall listening to their conversation, and there's no one other than you in this house, so yes, she is talking about you...'

"Oh come out little human, we know you're listening to us." The voice said again but this time in a singsong tone.

At her words I stepped out of my hiding place and headed downstairs to see a gorgeous blonde girl with blue eyes.

'The stereotypical mean girl Lou!' It actually was kind of stereotypical.

The girl was tall enough to tower over me.

What happened to all the short people in here? Were they all kicked out of the pack?

She had voluminous golden hair and ocean blue eyes. Her eyebrows were perfect, mine would look like two bushes compared to hers. Her lashes were stunningly curled and long, she had high cheekbones stained with a tinge of pink. Her lips were pink and plump and her teeth, Oh god her teeth were pearly white and perfectly lined! This girl was stunning!

"Here you go little human. Well babe, any explanations? I know you miss me but really couldn't you find better?" She said giving Ryan a smile while placing her hands around his neck in a seductive way, but he swiftly removed them and stood by my side.

What does she mean by that? What is she talking about?

"She's not a distraction." He said while placing his hand on the end of my back and pushing me closer to his hard chest.

"Actually Rebecca, Lorraine here is your Luna. And I order you to treat her with respect." He said rather calmly this time, with a glint of amusement in his eyes.

"Lorraine is my mate, and what happened between us was nothing Rebecca. You were the distraction, not her. I was fucking around and that was a mistake, but I was waiting for her impatiently. I know that I want her, and I'm gonna be with her, forever." He said very huskily as he buried his face in the crook of my neck and started kissing me gently. My cheeks started to heat up and I know I was red now.

But it felt good, seeing the jealousy in Rebecca. I always wanted revenge from her but also from Ryan. Either way now it was her time to feel vulnerable and unloved. God she was never even loved, he told her that she was a distraction, it was crystal clear.

"Face it, if you weren't mates you'd never notice her, never choose her more precisely. But you chose me, on your own will!" She hissed at us as she clenched her hands into fists.

She was right...

Ryan was about to say something but she interrupted him quickly.

"Besides, she'll never satisfy you like I do! Look at her, she's a child! How old is she? Fourteen? She doesn't have curves, she's so short and she doesn't have any breasts! I mean really. Look at them, they're tiny. Just like her." She laughed at me as she crossed her arms to push her own breasts out.

'Oh no sis you didn't.' I thought to myself in a sassy way.

Ryan growled a threatening growl at what she said and held me tighter than before.

"REBECCA! THAT'S ENOUGH! IF YOU DON'T LEAVE THIS HOUSE IMMEDIATELY, YOU'LL LEAVE THE PACK AND BECOME A FUCKING ROGUE." He screamed at her as his eyes became suddenly dark and his canines started to show.

"Really now? And where's the fun in that?" She smiled her fake smile again looking directly at me.

"Haven't you heard the Alpha? You either leave the house or you leave the pack, Rebecca." And here comes the girl I love so much, Maya. Her name rolled out of her tongue like it was poison as she stood there leaning on the door frame eyeing that snake, while Simon and Theo were right behind a grin on their faces.

"Maya Reynolds, it's nice to see you again." She smiled her fake smile as she turned around to face her.

"I see you came back from your little trip. Isn't it a bit early though?"

"I figured I'd come early since some people here missed me." She answered turning to look at Ryan and gave him a smile showing her pearly white teeth.

'I'd love to wipe that smile off of her disgusting face!' Oh but me too Lou, me too...

"But no one missed you Rebecca...Really! We were actually celebrating your departure!" Maya said smugly with a huge smirk on her face while Simon started 'ooing' at her response.

"REBECCA THAT'S ENOUGH, IF YOU DON'T LEAVE THIS HOUSE RIGHT NOW, YOU'RE LEAVING THE PACK. AND BELIEVE ME, I WON'T HESITATE TO KILL YOU IF I FIND YOU NEAR MY TERRITORY." Ryan screamed in a dangerous threatening voice which made me flinch at his words.

Rebecca laughed a little bit until she huffed and turned around facing the door. Maya has moved to make space for her and lifted her hand towards the open door to tell her to just get out.

"Don't let the door hit your fake ass on the way out, bitch." Maya said earning a glare from Rebecca.

"This is not over yet little human." She growled before rushing towards the door and slamming it behind her.

'Tell Ryan to kick her out of the pack! He's wrapped around your finger Lou, he'll do it!' Do I really want this?

'Well of course. Unless you want to make her even more jealous and flirt with Ryan...' Yeah right. Like I had the courage to do so.

'Remember, you're crazier than she'll ever be, and besides, that hot thing behind you is head over heels for you! You can manipulate him easily. Just like you did before.'

But you know, Rebecca was right. I would never satisfy a guy like Ryan! She was meant for him, not me.

'Then who's meant for you Lou? Why are you underestimating yourself? Even if you don't have tits doesn't mean you're not pretty. You got an ass, an adorable baby face of yours and, well sometimes, gorgeous hair...' Yeah, sometimes. But I'm not Rebecca, I'll never satisfy him...

I stood awkwardly, still staring at the door in front of me as Ryan tightened his grip on me.

"Are you okay Lou?" Maya asked sweetly and approached me slightly. She placed her tender hands on my arms and rubbed them up and down in a soothing way.

"Hey, don't listen to that bitch, she's just jealous Lou. You know that." She didn't have a reason to be jealous though, if anything, I should be the one feeling jealous.

"Yeah sweetheart don't mind her, that fucking slut is insane." Ryan whispered in my ear but it failed to comfort me. It actually made me angry.

"REALLY? YOU DIDN'T SEEM BOTHERED BY ALL OF THIS 'BABY' CALLING. YOU'RE CALLING HER INSANE NOW BUT WHEN YOU SLEPT WITH HER I BET YOU LOVED HER!" I lashed out at him like a crazy psychopath.

'This wasn't the crazy I was talking about! Are you fucking stupid?' Bitch I might be.

"What? Calm down Lorraine! You don't even know what you're talking about Angel." He said calmly trying to steady me. But they called me stubborn for a reason.

"DON'T FREAKING ANGEL ME RYAN! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I SLEPT MORE THAN 87 TIMES WITH DIFFERENT GUYS EACH DAY HUH?" I screamed as I lifted my arms in the air in a movement of annoyance.

"DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE BECAUSE I'LL KILL EVERY GUY THAT EVEN LOOKS AT YOU. AND BELIEVE ME, IT'S NOT THE FIRST TIME I KILL SOMEONE!" He growled in a daring but dangerous tone.

'I wouldn't mess with him anymore if I were you Lou!'

"Yeah whatever." I said before striding off to our room and locking it.

I sat on my side of the bed and waited impatiently. For what? I don't know either.

Heavy footsteps followed me and loud bangs came crashing on the wooden door.

"Lorraine open this fucking door right now!" Ryan warned as he continued to knock hard on it.

I'm being humiliated in front of the guys every single day. Give me a break!

"Lorraine this is my last warning! If you don't open the door right now I'm going to fucking break it!" His voice rose slightly but I wasn't scared. I now knew he wouldn't dare hurt me, I was too important to him...

Suddenly, the door flung open and I was met with a very angry Ryan.

'Pffft, more like a furious beast!'

"What do you want now?" I said gritting my teeth as he got closer and closer by every second.

"I want nothing else but you Angel..." He said huskily, his mouth inches away from my lips. I stood up and started backing away, creating some space between us. But it was to no avail as he approached me more and more.

"Can't you see that I don't want you? You're a pervert, a monster, a beast, a freaking werewolf for the love of god!" I screamed, backing away until I touched the wall and froze, realizing there was no way to escape anymore. He still had that angry look on his face but he smiled as he noticed that I couldn't get away from him, not this time. I was trapped.

Taking this as an advantage he slammed his hands on each side of the wall making it harder for me to move, and whispered "That's why you're shutting me out then... Why can't you fucking understand that you're the only girl I want? And you're obviously resisting your feelings for me, I know you fucking want this shorty." He said before pushing his lips on mine taking my breath away, and my first kiss too...

I wanted to slap him. To push him away, but I was trapped in his embrace. I tried to trash around but I stopped when I suddenly felt something hard between my thighs. My nipples hardened and I suddenly became wet when I realized what that 'something' was. His kiss wasn't even helping, his captivating tempting kiss...

I suddenly found myself kissing him back and closing my eyes. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pushed myself incredibly closer to him. There wasn't a gap between us anymore and I was giving in to this kiss as much as he was, craving his touch.

'Lou! Get a fucking hold on yourself girl! You fucking lost control, you let him win.'

I lost control alright, but I also won.

'Really? And how so?'

I tasted his delicious lips...

'I can't...I'm out! All you'll be tasting is shit without me Lou! I'm quitting. Being your conscience is an impossible job.' Well suit yourself my friend, but I know you'll be back. Maybe not for me, but for him.

What the hell was I thinking?

I suddenly realized that I was still kissing him as he grabbed my thighs and wanted to pull me up. Boy! That ain't happening! I thought to myself as I slapped his cheek and broke the kiss. He put me down and ran his hand on his now red cheek.

His now swollen cheek displayed a stain of red forming a hand and five fingers. I stood there admiring my work until I was rudely interrupted.

"WHAT THE FUCK LORRAINE?" He roared at me.

I should be the one screaming at him. He took my...first kiss.

"YOU STOLE MY FIRST KISS! HOW COULD YOU?" I screamed back at him, clenching my hands into fists causing my knuckles to turn white at the action.

"THAT WON'T BE THE ONLY THING I'LL STEAL THEN NEXT TIME." He yelled at me making me flinch.

Steal what? He's got everything! He has my phone, my house, my freaking freedom too.

'Your virginity dummy...' Hey! I thought you were quitting. Why did you come back?

'Turns out it's spiritually impossible to quit being your conscience. And besides, you make me laugh with this stupidity of yours.' Oh gee! Thanks...

Wait, my virginity? Oh hell no!

"Oh hell no! Do you know why Ryan? Because we're over." I said proudly.

"Oh fuck no! I won't let you do that."

"Why so? You'll be free and would choose whoever you want to be with on your own will. You won't be chained to me anymore!" I rose my voice slightly, seeing how exasperate I am. His features softened as he looked at me straight in the eye. What he said next shocked me the most.

"What if I want to be chained to you forever?" He said before cradling my face in his hands and tilting my head to the side, giving him more access to my neck.

He buried his face in the crook of my neck and I thought he was just going to take a whisk but I was so wrong.

He opened his big mouth, showing his white canines and bit me...

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