HEEJIN

eonni

yes my sweet baby

i'm pregnant

CONGRATULATIONS

but i broke up with mingi

OMFG YOU IDIOT

baby why would you do
that

i would have the best
boyfriend ever right now if we
didn't break up right when
i found out about jihoon

what about yunho

okay so second best

think about it if you hadn't
ended it with him you'd still
be with him and you
never would've gotten
back in touch with oppa

that's true

so i did the right thing

NO

you and mingi are soulmates
baby

you're perfect for each other

and he loves you so so much

did you at least tell him

no he doesn't know

i don't want him to know

omfg

okay do you wanna know
what he told me seven years
ago

what

he told me that he loves
you so much he values
your life over his own

SEVEN YEARS AGO

imagine the kind of shit
that he'd be spilling now

so?

tf do you mean so

you fucked up baby

i'm sorry i know you're
probably really upset
right now but in the
nicest way possible you
absolutely did fuck up
and you fucked up big
time

okay so i'm a fuck up

no you goose YOU are
not a fuck up but you
made a mistake

how is it my fault that
i'm pregnant

it isn't

why are you changing
the meaning of everything
i'm saying

you made a mistake
breaking up with him

but you're lucky it's mingi
that you broke up with

what?

because he loves you so
much that i guarantee you
he'll text you in five
minutes asking you to take
him back

how do you know

yunho is talking to him now

how do you know that

uh because i'm at the dorm

whatever

i don't think he wants this
though

are you fucking kidding
me yuna

what

you told me that you two
had been talking about
marriage and children for
months

even before you officially
started dating

do you think he was joking
around

no

exactly

so you may not be doing
it in the order that you
intended but so what

big deal

yuna you two were literally
made for each other this
is so stupid

what is

the fact that i have to tell
you that you fucked up

you shouldn't have broken
up with him

but he's not ready for a
kid he told me himself

and neither am i

but he has this whole
career and all these fans
and he's doing huge
things and he won't have
time if anything the kid

would just be in his way
and you know how much
shit he would get for
having a kid even that guy
from exo who was 28 years
old got shit for having a
girlfriend let alone a damn
baby mingi is only 22 he'll
get fucking destroyed for
ruining his career so early
on

a baby would ruin everything
for him

NO IT WOULDNT

he loves you more than
anyone will ever understand
and nothing would make
him happier than you having
his child

you know for a fact he would
quit his job for you

he would give up everything
he has

for you

how could you possibly
think that he wouldn't want
this with you

FINE IM NOT FUCKING
READY

IM TWENTY FUCKING
YEARS OLD I DONT
HAVE A REAL JOB I
DONT HAVE THE SPACE
FOR A BABY BUT I
CANT AFFORD ANYTHING
BIGGER THAN WHAT I
HAVE NOT TO MENTION
MY MENTAL STABILITY
DOESNT EXIST

YOU DONT THINK I KNOW
THAT

YOU DONT THINK I KNOW
WHAT THATS LIKE

YOU DONT THINK I FELT
EXACTLY THE SAME THING
WHEN I FOUND OUT
ABOUT JIHOON

THE ONLY DIFFERENCE
BETWEEN YOU AND I
IS THAT YOU HAVE THIS
AMAZING GUY WHO
WILL LOVE AND CARE
FOR YOU BOTH WHO
SPENDS HIS EVERY
WAKING MINUTE
WORRIED ABOUT YOU
AND HOW YOU ARE
AND HOW YOU SLEPT
THIS GUY WHO WOULD
GIVE UP BEING A
GODDAMN IDOL FOR YOU
AND YOURE PUSHING
HIM AWAY BEFORE HE EVEN

KNOWS

i didn't have that yuna

he may have been
absolutely incredible in the
beginning but the second
i even started saying the
word pregnant he was out
the damn door

he didn't and still doesn't
want anything to do with
jihoon

mingi would give everything
for you both and you won't
even tell him

i'm sorry this sounds
horrible but what you're
doing is disgusting

keeping his own baby a
secret

who does that

idc how scared you are
you don't do that

i'm sorry

don't tell me you're sorry

i just can't do it

why not

because

i don't want it to be real

i just want this to be a
dream i just want to
wake up and forget
about it all

baby i'm sorry but it's not
a dream

i know

i'm so scared eonni

i know you are baby

but you're going to be
okay

get mingi back and you'll
be even better

okay

think about it like this really
quick

mingi

is an idol

and judging by his
clothing he makes a
lot of fucking money

imagine the life you could
give your kid with an
idol for a husband

especially with how popular
they're getting

yeah i know

so go get that bitch back

don't throw it all away
because you're scared

trust me if i'd had someone
by my side through my
pregnancy i wouldn't have
been half as scared as i was

especially someone like
mingi

well now you have yunho

yeah but he wasn't around
2 years ago was he

no he wasn't

yeah so he can get fucked
for all i care

EONNI

i'm kidding i love him so
much

and he's so great with
jihoon

yeah

and think about your
kid too they're going to
have the most incredible
family

they'll have 7 fun uncles
the most incredible aunty

they will be living the dream
life

yeah

okay

enough talking to me

go get your husband back

yeah okay

thank you

for this

that's okay

don't be scared baby
you've got this

you know girl power or
whatever

i love you eonni <3

loves you too my sweet
baby <3

MINGI

mingi i'm sorry

i know

me too

what for

i told you i was happy
with you and that it was
all me

i know

but i should've fought
for you

i should've said no

i should've tried to working
it out with you

i know that you're clearly
going through something
right now and i may not
know what but i should've

told you that i would be
right there beside you
through it all because i will

that's what i wanted to talk
to you about

what do you mean

i am going through
something

oh

well you don't have to tell
me since you know we're not
really a thing anymore

first off i lied i don't want
to break up with you that
was dumb

well i absolutely agree

so what is it that you're
going through because
whatever it is i'm sure i
can help you somehow

do you know how to
unimpregnate someone

???

why

think about it for a second

no way

NO FUCKING WAY

YOURE ACTUALLY
PREGNANT

yeah i am

OMG YUNA

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW
HAPPY I AM TO HEAR
THAT OMG I CANT BELIEVE
IT IM ACTUALLY CRYING

stop so am i

wait how long have you
known

the result wasn't negative
min

you're kidding

no i'm not

i'm sorry i lied to you

i was scared and i didn't
want it to be real so i
figured if i didn't tell
anyone i wouldn't think
about it and i would just
forget

yuna you're pregnant
eventually you would
have to acknowledge
the fact that there is
in fact a human growing
inside you forgetting
doesn't magically make
it disappear

i know that

wait so heejin knew

no

she wasn't in the room
with me when the doctor
gave me the result so
i lied to her and she
believed me

so technically she never
lied to you when she said
i wasn't because she had
no clue

so don't be mad at her

i'm not i swear

and i'm not mad at you
either

i understand why you lied

and i'm not upset or anything

but for serious you're really
pregnant

yeah i really am

omg yuna

i can't even begin to
explain how happy i am

i love you so much <3

i love you more mingi <3

just don't tell anyone yet

i won't

not until you're ready

guess i won't be at the
dorms for a few weeks

that's okay

i'll come live with you

you won't have to do
anything as long as i'm
around i will make sure
of it

thank you

anything for you my queen

STFU YOURE SO CUTE
I WILL CRY

i know you will

i still love you

YUNHO

YOURE FUCKING
PREGNANT AND YOU
LIED ABOUT IT YOU
BRAT

AUTHOR

uhh what the freak
a double update????

yeah because i love you
all and i hate to make
you suffer like that <33