AUTHOR

FUN FACT

WERE STARTING THIS
CHAPTER WITH THE
AUTHORS NOTE AND
ITS NOT A TRIGGER
WARNING BUT A

HAPPY 100 CHAPTERS
BITCHES !!! <333

if you've made it this far
go and get help because
wtf why

literally seek help there's
no way you're allowed to
be an active part of
society if you are reading
AND enjoying this

i mean i'm not an active
member of society i'm
writing this from a cave
somewhere in a volcano
because i was banished
600 years ago for being
'too sexy'

if only i knew wooyoung
back then

he would've defended me

anyways

time for the chapter to
start?

LETS GET IT

MINGI

bro i'm stressing tf out rn
i'm not even kidding i think
i'm on the verge of bawling
my eyes out

why

what happened

are the twins okay

do you need help

i'm pretty sure i'll be like
fine but at the same time
idk man

why what's going on

i have to go grocery shopping

???

okay??

why's that stressing you out

BECAUSE I NEED TO
BRING THE TWINS
BECAUSE EVERYONE
IS BUSY RN AND IDK
IF IM READY TO GO
OUT WITH THEM LIKE
WHAT IF THEY START
CRYING WHILE WERE
OUT AND I CANT MAKE
THEM STOP AND THEN
EVERYONE LOOKS AT
ME AND IM NOT

WEARING ANYTHING
GREAT LITERALLY JUST
SWEATPANTS AND A
CROPPED HOODIE SO
LIKE WHAT IF PEOPLE
JUDGE ME LIKE SHES
A TERRIBLE MOTHER
LOOK AT HOW SHES
DRESSED AND LISTEN
TO HOW HER BABIES ARE
SCREAMING FOR MERCY
AND LIKE SHE SUCKS
OR LIKE WHAT IF THEY
HATE THE WHOLE
EXPERIENCE ENTIRELY
AND ARE TRAUMATISED
FOR LIFE BECAUSE OF
ME AND CAN NEVER WALK
INTO ANOTHER GROCERY
STORE WTF AM I
SUPPOSED TO DO ABOUT
THAT

you're so cute yuna

BRO HELP ME

okay

so

you're overthinking this
completely?

yeah i am aren't i

yes you are

they might cry yes but
no one is going to judge
you

sure people will be like
"ugh crying baby" but
they're not going to think
you're a terrible mother

also i don't think there's
anything wrong with
what you're wearing people
wont think you're a terrible
mother for wearing
comfortable clothes

and they won't be traumatised
from going to the grocery
store and i think they'll be fine
to walk into grocery stores

when they grow up they'll be
perfectly fine yuna and so
will you you have no reason to
stress so much about this

you're an incredible mother

it's just grocery shopping

the store is just downstairs
you go in get what you need
and get out

you can do this

you think so

yes of course i do

you think i'm stupid don't
you

not at all

i think it's perfectly normal
for you to be stressing out
but i think you might be
overthinking this a little too
much

just take some deep breaths
to calm yourself down you'll
be fine

okay

i can do this

yes you can

i can do anything

yes you can

i am the alpha

yes you are

okay

i'm going to do it

okay

you've been out with them
before this is just groceries

okay

cool

i've got this

don't freak yourself out like
that

you're right

sorry

don't apologise it's okay

i love you mingi

i love you too yuna

SAN

so i don't mean to intrude
but i'm sitting with mingi
and i saw your whole
conversation and i just
wanted to say

YOURE SO FUCKING
CUTE I CANT EVEN OMG

fuck you i was seriously
panicking

i know you were but it's
still cute

i am pretty cute aren't i

YES YOU ARE OMG

aww shucks <3

MINGI

I DID IT

I WENT GROCERY SHOPPING

oh are you asleep

TRUE ITS LIKE TWO IN
THE MORNING THERE IM
SORRY

goodnight princess <3

ATITTIES

me
who's up

hongjoong
i am

HONGJOONG

hi hongjoong

hey kidlet

what's going on

everything okay

everything is great

i'm just really proud of
myself

that's good

why're you proud of yourself

well this morning i realised
i had to do groceries so i
checked with everyone but
no one could watch the
twins for me while i was out

so i had to bring them

anyways i had this huge
panic attack because i
overthink and freak myself
out but i talked to mingi
and he calmed me down

AND I DID IT

i was okay

none of us cried none of
us pooped our pants

we were all okay and it only

took me like half an hour

so now i've taken them down
the street to my favourite
coffee shop and we're just
chilling

we've been out for two
hours now

good for you yuna :)

really i mean it

i'm proud of you too

thank you

it was just really stressful
for me and i was scared
but i'm really happy that
i could do it

good

you should be happy

thanks joong

how're you

and why tf are you up
isn't it like two

no it's three

it's not nine hours
difference?

no it's eight

oh

yeah

i'm just working on some
stuff

like what

music lyrics some business-y
things

sounds boring

it really is

i was struggling to stay
awake until you texted me
so thanks for that

you're welcome <33

so other than today how
have you been handling
the twins

great really

it's been pretty calm and
whatever

i did think eunji had a
fever the other night but
then i googled it and
apparently she was a
normal temperature for a
baby

that's good to hear

that she was fine not
that you thought she had
a fever

yeah

so you're doing okay

so far yeah

i'm pretty okay

i'm happy to hear that

and i'm proud of you

thanks hongjoong

it really means a lot that
you're saying that

i know it does

but i should be telling you
because you're doing
incredible and you deserve
to hear it

okay now you have to stop
because a tear just fell
in my hot chocolate and it
is shockingly salty now

sorry

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
HONGJOONG OMG <33

love you too yuna

okay you should go now

get some sleep

i'll just finish this and i'll go
to sleep

or

you go to sleep now and
finish later

okay

i will go to sleep now

good

i'm serious tho go to sleep
dude

i will i promise

you'd better

goodnight yuna

goodnight joongie <3

MINGI

sorry i fell asleep

it's two pm here so it's like
ten there and you're
probably asleep

well i hope you are

but i'm proud of you

and i love you yuna <3