"i just don't understand why. i thought we were good, yuna," mingi pouts at her as she holds his face in her hands, "i thought you were happy with me."
"i am! i'm so happy with you, mingi. and i promise you, it's not you. it is absolutely, without a doubt, me," she begins to cry as he watches her sadly, tears threatening to spill, "it's all me. and i'm sorry. but i can't do this."
"o-okay," he sniffs, blinking away his tears, "whatever you need. even now that we're... you know. anything you need, just ask and i will do my best for you."
"even though it didn't work out," yuna sniffs, holding mingi's hands tightly, "no matter what happens, you'll always be the one i'll tell my kids about when they ask me what true love is."
she lets out a quiet sob, leaning forward to rest her head against his chest, her tears wetting his white shirt.
"me too, nana. i'll always love you." she looks up at him, tears falling steadily, and they both lean in for one final kiss.
...
YUNA'S BITCHES
me
can someone come over
please
wooyoung
uhh why don't you ask
your boyfriend
me
because
seonghwa
because is a word not
a reason bby
me
because it's over
yeosang
what's over??
me
mingi and i
me
we're done
me
code black
jongho
this is another dumb
prank right say it's a
fucking prank please
me
i wish it was jjongi
believe me
seonghwa
but why
yeosang
yeah youse are like
perfect for each other
wooyoung
not LIKE perfect they
ARE perfect for each
other
jongho
what about your ring
me
i gave it back
wooyoung
why though
me
because
me
i can't tell you like this
seonghwa
omg
me
don't say anything
yeosang
does your brother know
me
no
me
only you guys
me
i can't tell everyone else
me
i'm not ready
me
if i tell everyone else that
makes it real
me
mingi can do that if he
wants to but i just can't
wooyoung
yeosang
don't worry beautiful we're
coming for you
YUNHO
why tf is mingi bawling his
eyes out
i don't know ask him
yuna what happened
i thought everything was
good
everything was good
i'm not
what do you mean
i'm not good enough
for what?
for him
for mingi?
you? not good enough for
mingi?
no i'm not yunho
he's too good for me he
deserves more than what
i can give him
he deserves more than me
but you are enough for him
he's proven that to you time
and time again so why are
you still doubting yourself
you know how he feels about
you and i mean i was under
the impression you felt the same
i do
i love him so so much
but he doesn't deserve me
he deserves better he needs
better than me
no he needs you
and even if you do leave him
do you understand that you are
the only one for him
he won't find someone better
than you because for whatever
reason you're his perfect
you're his reason to get up in
the morning you're the reason
he works so hard you're the
reason he can't sleep at night
and not in a bad way in the way
that every time he closes his
eyes all he sees is you and
nothing else and then he can't
fall asleep
and i personally think that
you are more than good
enough for him
you're too good for him
not just because you're my
sister but because i genuinely
think you're too good for him
and yes he is definitely too good
for you sometimes
you're too good for each other
and that's why you're so
perfect together
yunho i don't want to talk
to you about this
okay i understand that
in the meantime come up
with a better excuse as to
why the fuck you would
break not only mingi's heart
but yours like this because
i don't know if you're scared
of love or if you're scared
of not being alone for some
reason but "i'm not good
enough" isn't going to cut it
...
yuna breaks down into loud sobs, her shoulders shaking with every cry.
her heart felt like it was on fire, screaming to be let out of the thick walls and allowed air to breathe. yearning to let mingi in when all it knew was 'keep out'. she was no stranger to pushing people, good people, away in fear of getting hurt by them. she just never imagined that it would hurt so much.
she didn't think pushing someone away before they could get in could hurt so much more than someone getting past her walls and ruining what she'd hidden inside.
and now, with this, she couldn't let him in any further than he'd already come because one day it could all come crashing down and she'd be left with nothing.
her mind was running at a million miles an hour and her heart couldn't keep up. she felt nauseous, dizzy, too light yet too heavy, too cold yet too warm.
she barely noticed the sound of the door to her apartment flying open.
"yuna!" it was wooyoung, falling over as he tries to hurriedly take off his shoes before he practically crawls his way over to her. he wraps her in his arms and holds her close, letting her scream and cry into his crisp black shirt.
"yuna, baby," seonghwa sits on the lounge behind the two, gently stroking the girl's hair, "what happened? i thought everything was good, i thou-"
"everything was good!" she interrupts him, practically screaming as she looks up at him, face a blazing red, "everything was good until..."
"until what, baby?" wooyoung frowns at her as she looks at him, more tears on the verge of falling.
...
YUNHO
did she tell you what
happened
yes
and i personally think her
reasoning is bullshit but
whatever
it's not bullshit
for whatever reason she
isn't happy
if being with me is stopping
her from being happy than
so be it
all i want is for her to be
happy and if that means
not being with her than
i won't be with her
you're an idiot too ya know
why
what did you say
what do you mean
when she said to you
"i'm breaking up with
you" and then said
"i'm not happy with
you" what did you say
she never said she wasn't
happy with me
she said it was all her
obviously she needs some
time to herself to work
some things out
so this will pass
she'll figure out that i'm
not the reason why she's
not happy and she'll come
back to me
you should've fought for
her though
you should've told her
she was being an idiot
and fucking fought for
her
because this is exactly
what i didn't want
was for you two to break
up and than both be
coming to me with
bullshit reasons as to why
it ended
you and i both know that
she doesn't really want this
clearly she's going through
something right now and
instead of being such a
damn pushover you should've
told her that you would be
with her through whatever
you know that neither of
us ever know what's going
through her head fuck i
don't even think she knows
half the time
if you're so sure that this
will pass you should've
fought her on it from the
start
if you're so sure that she'll
just come back to you
than you should've stopped
her from leaving in the
first place
you're right
???
i am
yeah you are
idk wtf i'm doing
i'm an idiot
it's not all bad
i'm not mad at you for this
btw
i mean i am a little but
i'm somewhat happy
that you didn't fight
her
why???
after that whole rant and
now you're happy
it shows me how much
you love her
that instead of stressing
her out or making her
feel bad or possibly even
uncomfortable you said
yes even though you knew
you'd both be heartbroken
and wouldn't be able to
cope
it just proves that you
really love her
of course i do
i always have and i always
will
don't tell me please tell
her
please fight her
fight her physically if you
have to just fight for her
don't let this go so easily
okay
okay
HEEJIN
they fucking broke up
i know
i cant fucking believe
that she would break up
with him over something
so stupid
stupid???
"she's not enough for him"
that's bullshit and she
knows it
he always makes sure
that she knows she's
perfect to him
yunho
like it's just bullshit
YUNHO
i'm so done with them
seriously
JEONG YUNHO
CAN YOU STFU
why
that's not why she broke
up with him
that's what she told me
she's a damn liar we both
know that
they both are
yeah i know
but what are you talking
about
if that's not why she did it
then why
yunho
heejin
yunho she's pregnant
AUTHOR
MWAHAHAHAHHAHA
p.s should we have a vote
for boy or girl or should i
just let y'all live in the dark
about it ?????
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