15. pregnant?

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Ishitha's pov:

What was he thinking while talking like that, he is not a kid for God's sake to talk mince.

I am beyond furious right now
I am not a virgin that doesn't mean i whore around.

I am in my car heading towards our house and arjun is coming behind in his own.
I crossed the speed limit
That's not good but i am not in a mood to give a fuck about rules

I reached house in ten and dashed into the elevator and punched for our floor

I am outside of our apartment
about to press passcode
arjun came breathing heavily taking me a back , did he run up all the stairs?

"Ishitha listen to me please I.."
He started while walking along with me into the house

"What is there to listen?"
I shouted

"I am sorry , really I am
I am not in my right condition of mind at that time i kn......"

"Enough, you can't do things like that and expect me to be restraint? What am I a machine? with no heart and flesh, I am a human for God's sake" I screamed on top of my lungs maching his breathing pace.

"I know I fucked up please forgi....."

I walked into our bedroom before he had the chance to complete those words.
I locked myself in the room
Slowly tears pooled in my eyes then I cried my heart out all alone in this room

His voice from outside didn't reach my heart  cause 
i am badly hurt

I cried till my eye lids couldn't stay open anymore

I don't know when I woke up
I checked time to see it's nine at night, I am simply staring at ceiling thinking nothing in particular

"Ishitha please open the door" I heard him

"Leave me please"

"I won't disturb you , please came and have some food" He literally begged, but I didn't budge cause I realised one thing I am in love.
Yes I am in love with arjun
I never cried like this for anyone till now
I cried only for arjun
Just for arjun
Now it's making sense
Why I cried that night
I can't take it if he do something bad to me.
God I am crazy
He didn't even treat me like a close friend and here I am falling for him so deeply

"Ishitha please"

And that one statement collapsed all my walls , I walked into washroom ,after cleaning my face I opened the room door.

"I am sorry ishitha" His first sentence
I just nodded my head and walked to the dining table before I serve myself he helped me in serving

He made an indian dish
I stiffled the moan that is ready to escape at the heavenly taste of the palak panner and biryani combo.

This sweet gesture of his would have lessen the pain only if he had loved me back

I know he did this out of guilt but I forgive him for the effort he had put into this

"Can I stay? " His low voice came , I have no courage to look into his eyes so I filled a plate with food and placed it beside mine.

"I am not hungry ishitha just wanna talk about doc's appointment"

"I don't wanna talk"

"Please I wanted to"

"Then eat" I said

"Okay "

"I am having poly cystic......"

"I learned it through the doctor ishitha"

"Then why are you asking me? "

"Cause I wanna help you"
I dropped the spoon and my eyes became wet remembering the conversation I had with the doctor few hours ago

"Hey hey don't cry" He passed a water bottle towards me
I got up and ran into our room and started crying again
the spot beside me dipped
arjun slowly pulled me into his embrace and started rubbing my shoulder gently, his gestures added some more pain.

"She said it's hard to get pregnant arjun" I was devastated hearing her news

"I know but it's possible if we take care of your body"

"How? "

"According to reports you are in the first stage of pcos so we can get away with that pretty soon"

"Hmm"

"Just do as I suggest okay" He is rubbing my hair gently
I feel like staying in his arms like this forever.

"Did you have food? " I asked him

"No"

"Why? "

"How can I enjoy the feast when my wife is sad and starving" He said making me laugh a bit

This felt nice but inside I am having a turmoil, whether it is an action out of guilt or a genuine one I don't wanna know
I am scared of his answer
But I am good for now

After a while we went back to complete our food

Then i hopped on bed to sleep
Today he pulled me to him and hugged me lightly with gentleness and care.

In ten minutes he is asleep
But I am wide awake not because of nap I had few hours ago it's because the proximity we shared, my body is on heat.

I tried but even after two hours of trying i am still not asleep

Slowly I removed his hand around my shoulders and I literally marched inside washroom.

I touched my most private regions imagining it is arjun, to my bad luck the urge became more so I stood under cold shower to get all the sinful yet beautiful desires off my body

After putting on a grey bathrobe I walked out and ended up at closet
I chose a lose pajama suit for night

I laid on the very edge of our bed not to get hot once again. Ahh this is so frustrating!

"Ishitha wake up"

"Hm"

"Ishitha we have to work on your health come on its already su"

"Okay I am up I am up now stop shouting at my ear"

"Good meet me in five , I will be by the banister "

It took me fifteen minutes to get ready in a simple black tank top and yoga pants cause of my heavy drowsiness.

"I am ready"

"We will start with simple positions as it is your first day "

"Okay"

When arjun said simple it's anything but simple
The way his body bends, stretches its highly impossible for someone like me to move like him.

"It's very easy do it "

Easy my ass it hurts like bitch i can't even touch my toes without bending my knees

Gosh this pcos
Arghh!!

"Ishitha it's not like that" He is coming to me to correct my apparently failed position
My heart beat raised on seeing him all flustered due to his heavy work out and god his abs are on display
His sweat drenched tank t shirt is accentuating his godly upper body.

When he is about to touch my elbow his phone went off
Thank god
It is a call from his mom i think.....

This is the best time to escape
So i made a run for our room and in a minute i am under shower washing off the little sweat my body has produced.

After getting Dressed in my office clothes I walked inside our kitchen only to get blessed by the sight of my husband serving food into our plates.

"Wow  being all husband material huh?" I wiggled my brows while sitting at the table ,getting no response I look up to see his face poker, his whole concentration is on his food like it is the most priced possesion of his.

He made pearl millet broccoli I never had this before but it tasted nice maybe because it was made by my man. I am so on cloud seeing him being considerate about my health.I couldn't ask for any more.
I am happy to experience this side if his.

"Why did you cook so much, I can't even have quarter from the amount you served in my plate"

"I don't want you to have junk in the middle of the day, to make your stomach feel heavy I cooked a lot, oh and don't forget to come to hospital at noon"

He is saying  like he was forced to, I don't get it what is happening around me for a second
he was on his phone the entire time with a poker face from the beginning

  I am satisfied after eating 3/4 th of the served food but i don't wanna waste my husband's hard work so i stuffed my tummy to the brim.

"Lemme do the dishes"
I said to arjun but he didn't paid any heed like I didn't exist, am I imagining things or is this really happening?

He is good in the morning though what happened suddenly?

"Arjun" I called out for him
he just nodded

"Let me help you atleast" My voice is shivering cause I abominate when he avoids me like this.

"You don't have to do any thing for me ishitha, go you might be getting late"
His words are indeed like swords passing through my body tissues.

"Did something happened? "
I ask him

"Nothing"

"Tell me arjun?" With a heavy sigh he turned to me and God his face speaks of danger.

"Why didn't you tell me anything about asha and ishaan, when mom asked me whether you and i are coming tonight for match fixing I don't know what is happening, tell me ishitha are you that busy to apprise your husband the most important thing that is going on in our family"

Now everything made sense
Shit that matter slipped my brain actually I thought he don't care about these matters but who am I kidding aasha is his closest.

"Never mind" With that he left me all alone in house.

Why can't we be happy just for 24 hours.



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