○ THIRTY- FOUR ○

I frowned as my eyes flitted across the page, trying to take in as much information as I could. A smile curved my lips as I felt Matthew kiss my temple, his fingers dancing in my hair. "I'm trying to study you know" I said, tilting my head to look at him.

He grinned, flashing his pearly whites. "Don't let me stop you" he replied before I felt him tug my hair lightly.

"You're impossible" I said chuckling, turning back to my study book.

It was silent for a moment before I heard Matthew shift and I jumped as his lips brushed across my cheekbone. His free hand snaked it's way to my chin where he held it firmly, turning my head to look at him properly. "You have plenty of time to study" he murmered.

I rolled my eyes. "My exam is in two days, I barely have any time" I replied softly.

"Mmmhm and in those two days I won't see you because you'll be studying, so I think I'm more important" Matthew replied, as a cheeky smile graced his face again.

Tilting my face up a little, my nose brushed against Matthew's and our mouths met. My study book fell off my lap and onto the floor with a thud as I shifted closer to Matt. His right hand cupped my face while the other slid down my body quickly. His fingers hooked around my right leg thigh, pulling it up and over his lap so I was straddling him.

Matt's fingers felt hot against my skin, lightly trailing shapes across it. Freeing my hands, I placed them on his chest so I could balance myself. His hands rubbed towards my shoulder blades and I pulled away from our kiss. "What?" Matthew asked, his voice raw.

"I should be studying" I said, taking note of our position and what people would think if someone walked in.

Someone beinga bandmate that don't announce their presence.

"Could be, or you could make out with me" he replied, leaning forward again.

Our mouths met again, a little fiercer this time. I heard a pop and I realised that I had been pulling at Matt's shirt, and suddenly a button had flown off. His tongue delved into my mouth and I lost all train of thought, hearing several more sounds of popping.

A soft groan fell from Matthew's throat as my hands touched his bare chest. He leaned up more, flicking his arm and taking his broken shirt off. The shift in our position had caused us to rub together and a tortured moan left both of us.

He pulled away, a dreamy look in his eyes. "Your turn" he whispered.

My heart started to beat as he pressed a kiss on the hollow of my neck. My head fell to the side as he sucked and nibbled at my skin, marking me semi-permanently. He moved his lips lower and pressed a kiss near the tops of my breasts.

I jolted as I felt his fingertips brush against my stomach, making me erupt into goosebumps and nervous flutters. "You can tell me to stop" he said softly.

I shook my head, unable to explain what I was feeling. He lifted the hem of my shirt and I lifted my arms up straight. In one swoop, my shirt joined Matthew's broken one.

This felt so right. Made me feel so complete. I arched my back as Matthew kissed across my chest. My lower body rubbed against his and he hissed slightly, grabbing at my hips. "You might want to stop doing that, baby" he growled out.

I opened my eyes, not sure when I had closed them. Looking at him, I couldn't help the mischievous streak that ran through me. "Or what?" I breathed out.

"Things could get out of hand, really fast" he breathed out, as if he was restraining himself.

"Maybe I want things to get out of hand" I replied, not sure when this side of me developed.

Matthew bit his lip and it was the hottest thing ever. His hands held my hips still but I leaned in closer to him, letting him feel my chest against his. He started to breathe heavier. On the inside, I wasn't a nervous wreck like I thought I would be. I was cool, calm and in extreme need of Matthew Kane.

I leaned in close to his ear, so he could feel my breath. I was deliberately teasing him and I was making it incredibly hard for him. Pun intended.
"Do you have protection?" I whispered.

A groan ripped through Matthew's lips as he tightned his hold on me. He lifted me up, and I fell on my feet as we both stood up from the sofa. I got a good look at him and my body tingled at the thought of him against me.

Matthew grabbed my hand and started to pull me towards his room. I grinned in excitement. I wanted this. We made it and I pushed the door closed as Matthew rummaged around in his drawer. Taking the chance at his diverted gaze, I undid my belt buckle and let my jeans drop. I was suddenly so boldly confident in myself, and I didn't want it to end.

Matthew turned around and froze. "Your turn" I said, trying to sound sexy.

"Oh fûck baby" he groaned. He reached for me again and pressed his lips against mine hotly. I fought back with every ounce of passion I felt for him. I heard a rip but I didn't look down, just focused on kissing the hell out of my boyfriend.

I felt us walking backwards and my knees hit his bed. I fell onto my back, bringing Matthew down with me but neither of us paid no mind as we kissed. He pulled away slightly for a moment. "Are you sure?" He asked, looking me in the eyes.

I nodded. "Baby, I need to hear you say it, I don't want to hurt you" he said cupping my chin.

"I want you Matthew, all of you, I'm ready" I replied breathlessly.

"God, I've been waiting too long to hear you say that" he replied before claiming my lips again.

A/N
Hmmm to write or not to write.
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