Amanda's POV

He doesn't like me back so it doesn't matter. Why should it matter? It's not like it's ever going to happen.

Seriously, everyone knows what it is called when your crush likes you back; Your imagination.

Brandon never really liked me either. Neither did Evan. Maybe I am wearing some kind of boy repellent because this what it feels like.

I told him I would help him if he told me who and I guess I can't break the deal. I guess I was just hoping he would say he liked me, definitely not Gina. Why Gina? "Okay, I'll help you."

He smiles, "Really?" he asks, excitedly and I nod. Sadly. Why am I such an idiot? Why am I doing this? I have done many stupid things in my life but this is by far the stupidest.

Stupid.

Stupid.

Stupid.

Stop now or forever hold your peace.

"You know that means you'll have to kiss me. A lot. Without slapping me." My heart skips a beat when he says that and I mentally slap myself. Why can my heart never listen to my mind? Stupid heart. Stupid boys. Stupid. I need to stop having feelings for him but its not going to be easy.

"So this weekend a bunch of people are coming to my beach house. Gina will be there, so will Evan and Emma. You can invite Jen. In case you're wondering, I invited them before I knew what they did. You don't have to come if you really don't want to but even with Evan and Emma there I'm sure it will be fun. Plus, we'll get the opportunity to make them jealous." I nod again. Stop nodding you idiot. This is a bad idea.

Help.

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A/N: *sings* the heart wants what it wants. Shame, I honestly don't know what I would do if I was in Amanda's position. I would probably say yes just so I can make out with Austin because... THAT FACE!

Song: Cannibal - Kesha

Question of the day: Who used to/ does like Kesha?

Lots of love and jelly tots- TPG