Chapter 43

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Jungkook stared at the half moon in the sky, calmly while leaning onto the railing of the bridge. The cool breeze didn't bother him at all 'cause his thoughts had gone far far away.

Without knowing, a bitter smile crept onto his beautiful face which glowed goldish yellow under the moonlight. 

"W-Why did you do this to me h-hyungie?" he whispered to the moon. "Why is so hard to hate you? Why do I still love you?"

Jungkook scoffed to himself, hearing nothing but the constant sound of water flowing down there as a reply. 

"I never knew l-love could hurt someone this much. E-Even breaking up with Taehyung didn't hurt me like this. W-Why hyungie? Why am I so addicted to you?"

Tears slowly started to make their way through Jungkook's big brown eyes. "And I just thought I-I finally had found my true partner.... W-Who could love me to the point where he'd never bring a single tear to my eyes. B-But... Why don't I deserve that? Is it a too hard wish to grant, god? Am I that unsuitable to lead a happy life without getting heart breaks?" Jungkook said the last part to the sky. 

Then clutching his chest he cried, "It hurts so much hyung. It hurts every time I think about you hiding something that terrible from me for months. Y-You should've at least..... B-But even after knowing what you did to me, still I can't stop loving you like mad hyungie! I'm already fallen too deep for you my hyungie!!!"

"HYUNGIE!!" Jungkook wailed. "I love you, okay? Can you hear me? I love you so much!!!"

Then he cried so louder, letting out the frustration which had kept eating his insides for hours. 

He recalled the days he spent with his beloved hyung for the past few months, just like in a movie. The way Jin dragged him out of Jeon mansion, how he bought a beautiful house just for him and came to live with him, how much he cared about the latter's welfare, Jin being emotional for the name he suggested for the baby, the way he called himself as Seokkie's uncle, the day Jin brought Mr.Momo home and how happy he was, the time where he started to grow feelings towards the elder, the beautiful dreams he saw about what seem to be their past lives, their vacation to Suncheon, how angry and possesive Jin became after he ran away with Taehyung, his confession by the river bank, their first kiss, the adorable moments they spent together after that, their first time of love making and how gentle he was..... All of them felt so nice and warm in his heart. 

Expect for the hurt he was feeling right then because of Jin's terrible deeds which shattered him to the very core, where he couldn't make up his mind to go back for him.

That's why he left the house close to the midnight without saying good bye to Jin. He knew he would've changed his mind if he lay his eyes on Jin again. He wanted to leave the world without seeing his hyungie in pain.

"I'm not worthy enough for this world hyungie. I never had happiness in my life, not for a single day until you confessed your love to me. Every day I spent with you was better than the last a-and I'm sorry for leaving them all behind. I know you would be mad at me for this hyungie b-but I can't handle this anymore. I need to escape from this pain. I'm not ready for another betrayal h-hyungie 'cause I've just faced the worst."

With that Jungkook took a dangerous step closer to the railings. He caressed his bump lovingly and whispered, "Papa's sorry Seokkie, my baby. Papa's sorry for doing this. B-But I'll promise to be your mom again, in one of our next lives. Please don't hate me baby. Papa's so weak in heart, Papa can't take it anymore."

"Let's wish to be together again as a family, you, me and Appa." 

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"Arg..." 

Jin groaned loudly as he felt the pain in the back, where it was pressed against the cold wooden floor. Then suddenly, remembering what happened earlier, he stumbled up to his feet in hurry. 

"J-Jungkookie?" 

The door was still closed in front of him and he recognized the heavy darkness around him. Jin switched on the light and read the time on the table clock as 11.p.m.

"M-My baby must've slept without eating." Jin worried, pushing the terrifying memory of them breaking up to the corner of his mind for a bit. "I should make him some soup."

With still wobbly legs, he strolled out of the room, into the living area and to his surprise, he found the separate door to Jungkook's room  wide open.

"S-Sweetie?"

Jin slowly stepped into Jungkook's room only to find it....empty.

"B-Babe?" Jin stuttered, scanning the whole room after switching on the light. 

He stepped backwards in fear and stopped at the entrance of the door again while tears oozed into his eyes. 

"Babe, a-are you there?" Jin shouted and was about to run to the kitchen area, when he spotted the unlocked main door. 

He felt like his breath's knocking out of him as the realization hit him hard. 

"J-Jungkookie, wh-what have you done?" he mumbled in an unnaturally calm tone, then picking up his pocket knife from the table, speed walked towards the door before swinging it open.

"I-I'm gonna kill you today, Taehyung!!" Jin growled to himself as he stormed towards the car outside. He flung his car door open carelessly and got in while gritting teeth. He crashed the key into the ignition and reversed it in high speed, not even caring about wearing seatbelts. 

The very thought of Taehyung kidnapping Jungkook from him, made Jin go half crazy. 

Jin pulled the Volvo into the main road and started to drive in speed of 120kmh. His eyes were red, and nostrils were flaring with anger and sadness. 

On the way, he dialed Ken's number and after a few rings the latter answered, "Hello?" with a loud yawn.

"Ken, I need your fucking help!" Jin roared, revving the accelerator.

"What is it, Jin? Ken asked in a hurry, forgetting about his sleep. 

"J-Jungkookie has run away again a-and I need you to help me find my babe." 

"W-What? Oh w-wait wait, I'll get my car. Don't worry, we'll find him, okay?" Ken knew how much Jin should be worried right then so without asking any questions, he disconnected the line. 

"B-Babe, why are you doing this to me?" Jin talked to himself as he sped up along the road but halted the vehicle into a stop as soon as he reached a small bridge where a river flowed beneath it. 

He saw a single figure at the middle of it and it didn't took long for him to recognize him as Jungkook. 

And his heart raced inside his ribcage, when he realize what the latter was about to do. It was worse than running away with Taehyung. 

"No Jungkookie... No, you can't do that.. " Jin screamed as he tugged on the door handle desperately. 

He swung open the door and tried to climb out in a hurry which sprained his ankle, but he didn't care about it.  He didn't gave a fuck about anything else but his precious baby who was leaning over the rails to make a fall.

"J-Jungkookie no, S-STOP!!" he shouted from the top of his lungs, running towards the small figure which stood at the railing of the bridge, looking down at the dark water. 

The young boy was startled, hearing the distant shout and as soon as his eyes landed on the person who was running towards him, started to panic. 

"J-Jungkookie, get away from there, NOW!!" Jin demanded loudly, as he closed the distance but even before he could blink, Jungkook climbed onto the railing with difficulty, his body dangerously unbalanced.

"N-No Babe wait!!" Jin was about to hurry over to where the boy was but the younger unclutched one of his hands and shouted,

"Don't you dare come near me!!"

Jin's eyes were filled with tears of fear now. "B-Babe no, get down please! Y-You're gonna kill yourself.." 

"Y-You don't let me live! You don't let me die!!" Jungkook cried, so much irritated of the interruption. 

"N-No, I'm not letting you die so d-don't even think about it. P-Please just... let's talk this through babe...Please get down."

"What's left there to talk about hyung? You destroyed me a-and that's it." 

With that Jungkook tried to loose the grip on the other hand too when suddenly Jin fell onto his knees on the road. With anger filled eyes, Jin drew out the pocket knife from his trouser and held it to his neck, pressing the sharp edge against the skin.

It would be a lie if we say Jungkook didn't got shocked after seeing it.

"Y-You die, I'll die too!!" Jin said through gritted teeth. "There's no life for me without you Jungkookie. So let's die together!"

Jungkook's eyes widen as he saw the blade make a slight cut on his neck and in no time, blood started to ooze out from the wound. 

And it was too hard for Jungkook  to watch his love bleeding. He never wanted his Jinnie hyung to get hurt for whatever he did.

"H-Hyung please!" he mumbled and Jin made the knife go more deeper which made fresh blood gush out of the cut on his neck.

Jungkook couldn't bear it anymore.

"No hyungie, s-stop!" Jungkook cried as he climbed back from the bridge and speed walked towards Jin. He grabbed the knife away from Jin's fingers with both hands and threw it over the bridge.

"H-hyungie, what have you done?" Jungkook couldn't help but let the tears out as he examined the slightly deep cut on Jin's neck. 

"Y-You were actually gonna die f-for m-me?" 

Jin looked into Jungkook's big tear filled eyes who was bending over him and nodded with a bitter smile. 

"I-I can't let you go, please!" Jin mumbled, through his tears and pressed his lips against Jungkook's oh so softly. 

Out of nowhere, a heavy rain started to pour down but it couldn't detach the two lovers lips. Jungkook held Jin by the back of his neck as they deepened the kiss while Jin's hands caressed the other's hips with love.

Jin was the first to pull apart, noticing the younger's need for oxygen and pressed their foreheads together. Jungkook fluttered his wet eyelashes at him and smiled weakly.

"I-I beg you my precious flower, please never ever do that again!" Jin asked with pleading eyes. 

Jungkook didn't reply in as his eyes moved to Jin's now blood covered neck which was now soaking with rainwater.

"H-Hyungie we need to stop the bleeding or it'll get infected. Y-You didn't have to do this hyungie, what if you cut your throat? I-I won't be able t- ARG!!!!!"

Jin immediately got up as Jungkook screamed holding his tummy. He gripped him from sideways, not letting the younger fall over.

"Ahh...It hurts hyungie!!!" Jungkook shrieked clutching onto Jin's shirt. 

"Oh g-god no! He's in labor!" Jin whispered frantically and picked the younger in his arms and groaned as his neck stretched a little making more blood run out of the cut. 

But nothing made Jin stop as he started to run towards his car through the heavy rain, carrying his love of life carefully in arms.  





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