Continuation of the flashback

Jin groaned loudly as he clutched his aching and spinning head with both hands. Then slowly, adjusting his eyes to the bright light, he took a look around him only to get shocked.

"Wh-What am I doing in J-Jungkook's..." He immediatly looked beside him and gasped. 

"J-Jungkoo...Oh, Oh no no no no noooo...."

Jin pulled away the blanket which barely covered his lower area and gasped again, seeing himself all naked on Jungkook's bed with the little boy sleeping soundly beside him without any clothes at all.

"Oh god no no...Th-This can't be true, Oh no please god noo..." Jin whispered to himself as he sat on the matrass with now teary eyes. 

He remembered what they did last night, just like in a movie. How he got out of control by Jungkook's begs, how he pushed him to the bed, how he ripped off those finest piece of clothes in one go just to fuck him quick, the boy's constant moans and screams which still rang in his ears.... He remembered them all.

"J-Jungkookie?" Jin spoked in a wobbly voice and touched Jungkook's shoulder. "Kookie, c-can you wake up honey?"

But there was no response from the latter. He just laid there looking so exhausted. 

With trembling hands, he rolled Jungkook to his back and parted his legs. A loud deep sob escaped through Jin's lips as he spotted the sore red hole of the younger which had thick dried cum around the rim of it. And what's so dreadful about it was, there were a few little stains of blood mixed with it. 

Jin surely had gone too hard. Too far. 

It didn't took long for Jin to break down into tears. It was so hard to believe that he himself ruined his most precious Jungkook's innocence in one night. Jungkook won't be the same anymore. 

Jin saw there were no hickeys or love bites on Jungkook's body. His swollen lips and bled hole were the only witnesses which showed signs of him having sex.

So it was just fucking. Not making love. It meant nothing. And that's what hurt Jin the most. 

And then, something terrible, something too much horrible to acknowledge struck across Jin's hazy mind. 

They didn't wear any condoms!

Jin slapped a hand over his mouth as he recalled them having raw sex like animals without even using protection. 

"J-Jungkookie..." Jin cried harder, as he locked his slender fingers around Jungkook's soft lifeless hand. Then still crying, he left a trail of pecks there before leaning in to kiss his forehead. 

"I'm sorry my baby, Hyung's sorry.." he sobbed. "Hyung didn't mean to hurt you my sweetheart. You know you're hyung's everything. Hy-"

Jin got startled when he heard a sudden knock at the bedroom door with a following voice saying, "Good morning master kook! Are you awake there yet?"

Jin recognized the voice as Michelle's. He stayed silent, hoping she would leave and after another useless attempt of getting her master's reply, she did went away. 

Jin heaved a sigh of relief and climbed out of the bed, wiping his tears. He picked up his clothes from the floor and wore them before putting Jungkook's into the laundry bucket. Then he walked into the attached bathroom to fetch some wet towels and returned back to the bed. He slowly parted Jungkook's legs and rubbed the cloth near his wounded area with trembling hands. He couldn't help but to start cry again. 

Jungkook squirmed a little but didn't troubled Jin much, allowing him to clean the mess on and around him. 

"Fuck me!" Jin cursed, while the very sight of naked Jungkook started to arouse him in the middle of the cleaning. "I'm such a beast." 

After finishing it, Jin brought some new clothes from the closet and smoothly pushed them through Jungkook's limbs. Then he pecked the younger's forehead and face a several times before whisper crying, 

"I'm sorry m-my baby but don't be afraid of a-anything.. Hyung will be there for you, n-no matter what happens. Hyungie loves you!"

With huge guilt eating him up alive from inside, he slowly stepped out from the bedroom while tightening the coat around his crumpled shirt. He tip-toed over to the top of the stairway and seeing nobody near, started to climb down the stairs. 

"Good morning sir!"

Jin got startled hearing the voice, as soon as he stepped into the living room. He turned around and muttered,

"G-Good morning Jackson.."

"You slept here last night sir?" Jackson asked, switching the broom to his other hand. "You should've told me sir, so I could've inform Michelle to make something good for breakfast."

"No, I'm not hungry. Thank you.." said Jin and stepped ahead of him saying, "Tell your master that I fell asleep in a guest room and left earlier for work."

"Okay sir," Jackson bowed and watched him go. 

Flashback ends

Jin couldn't finish the sentence as a harsh slap landed on his face. 

Hot tears escaped the elder's eyes as he stared at his beloved Jungkookie who was now glaring at him with pure hatred.

"B-Baby?" Jin stuttered. 

"Y-You are a m-monster hyung...!!" Jungkook shouted as tears flowed down his cheeks. "I-I thought I drank too much th-that night and that's w-why I couldn't feel my legs a-and my head, i-it hurt so much. I didn't.. I didn't know you r-raped me...Y-You lied to m-me..."

"S-Sweetie I'm sorr..."

"Shut it hyung..." Jungkook snapped pulling his arm away, when Jin tried to hold it. "I-I hate you so much..."

Jin's already teary eyes widened at that. "S-Sweetie?"

"Stop saying that hyung!" Jungkook growled, getting up with difficulty. Jin tried to help but the younger just swatted his hands away with hate. "And don't touch me with those filthy hands of yours."

Jin softly gasped at that but held his hands back again when he tried to turn around. 

"I SAID DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!" Jungkook pulled his hand away and slapped Jin's face again. 

Jin didn't even care about the stinging cheek as he knelt down in front of Jungkook to hold his legs. Then with pleading eyes, he looked up at the younger before saying, 

"P-Please sw-Jungkookie, please give me another chance. I'll give you anything you want. I'll prove that I'm worthy enough to have your love, j-just please... I'm begging you!"

"No, I hate you! I hate you, Kim Seokjin!! Don't you get it? You're the one who ruined my whole life and all this time, I blamed it on my Taehyung. You know what, Taehyung is ten thousand times better than you! You-You are actually the worse!! 

"Please J-Jungkookie...I-If you can't let me be your b-boyfriend... J-Just let me be your slave. I'll do anything you want me to do. Just please let me stay with you till I die... Please..."

Jungkook groaned and tried to remove Jin off of his legs, but he was way too weak for that. 

"You aren't even sorry for what you did Seokjin! I don't love you anymore so let me go... Nobody loves me, No one wants me! E-Every single one of you lied to me, betrayed me!! Is that what I deserve Seokjin? Uh? Tell me? Am I just a toy for you nasty people?"

"J-Jungkookie listen m-my l.."

"No, not another word. I've had enough. I-I've suffered enough Seokjin. Why don't you let me live in peace?"

Jin tightened the grip around Jungkook's waist and started leaving pecks along his hips while mumbling, "I'm sorry my l-love, please forgive your stupid hyung. Y-You know, I never wanted to harm you. Wh-When I realized my mistake, I promised myself not to leave you until my death. I'm sorry for my mistake, I know it c-can't be undone but please b-believe me b-baby... I may have lied but I never faked the love I had for you. It had always been only you Jungkookie! I loved only y-"

The third slap landed across his face but this time, a lot more harshly which made Jin stumbled backwards, holding his cheek. He stared at Jungkook who now had tears in those innocent eyes, which once Jin adored the most. 

"D-Don't make it hard f-for us h-hyung..." Jungkook whispered with worry. 

"P-Please baby... I-I can't imagine my life without you, y-you know that right?" Jin begged with clasped hands. "I will die, i-if you leave me my l-love.. My heart beats only because of you a-and.. without you it'll stop... P-Please, I'm begging you J-Jungkookie! Please forgive your stupid hyung and stay with me please!!"

Jungkook shook his head as he bit his bottom lip to suppress the cry and mumbled,

"I used to think of you as s-somebody that would never ever hurt me, e-ever...B-but guess I was wrong, again... "

"J-"

"It doesn't matter what you say or what you do h-hyung. It's just changed everything. Y-You're totally a different person to me now."

 Before heading into his room. Jin watched him shut the door staying still in the same position. 

"B-Babe...!?" 

Jin felt like his chest's burning and difficulty in breathing. But somehow gaining energy to his legs, he ran to his room, in hope to enter Jungkook's room through the shared door, but as he expected it was already locked. 

For the very first time, the shared door to their rooms kept locked, making a barrier between the two broken lovers.

"My Jungkookie...!" Jin whispered for one last time before passing out beneath the door, clutching his chest tightly. 

(A/N:- We're getting closer to the end now, aren't we?)