Tanaka Ryuunosuke || Undisclosed

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You sat on the floor in utter shock. You gulped as negative thoughts immediately rushed through your head.

This wasn't supposed to happen.

It shouldn't have happened.

You were so sure that your life was over. Everything you've planned for the future won't matter anymore.

You stared at all the tests you've bought.

Two lines. Positive.

What were you going to tell your parents. Your friends.

"What am I going to tell Ryu."

You held your face in your hands. All you could do now was cry. It was all you were capable of doing in this situation.

~next day~

You were able to tell you parents and your best friend. They were surprised but they couldn't do anything about it either. They decided it was best to support you no matter what.

You couldn't tell him. You wouldn't tell him.You can't even face him. 

You left your home early and quickly to avoid having to go walk to school with him. You sat in the bathroom until class was about to start. You began to eat in abandoned classrooms.  You stopped going to his practices altogether. You even left all his messages on read.

This continued for weeks.

To the unfortunate event, Tanaka was able to track your patterns, your "new routine."

As you walked quickly through the halls cautiously looking around someone abruptly grabbed your wrists and turned you around.

"(F/n)! Are you... avoiding me? Did I do something wrong?" Tanaka furrowed his eyebrows in concern.

'We did something wrong'

"No! I've been really busy lately. With school and personal.... problems," you spoke with uncertainty, "don't worry about me Ryu."

"You could've messaged me about all this. I thought we weren't going to keep secrets from each other anymore. All this was so.. sudden," He tried smiling, "I was really worried. You avoided me so easily."

The thought of telling him killed you. You felt a lump grow in your throat.

"I'm sorry! I really need to go!" You ran passed him as he stood there dumbfounded as he tried to reach out for you.

You knew that he would do everything he could to get an answer from you. You had to avoid it somehow.

More like, you had to end it. To protect him.

'He wouldn't stay if I told him anyways.'

You sat in the library at school as you gazed out the window. You saw the team enter the large gym. You felt guilty. Tanaka never looked so gloom. You sat up from your chair and made your way to the gym.

'This is it... It has to be done. I'm sorry Ryu... I still love you. But I can't do this anymore.'

You slid open the gyms door as eyes we directed onto you.

"Hey look it's (L/n)-san!" Hinata jumped into the air, "where have you been?"

You could tell Tanaka avoided your appearance which came to notice by some of the third years.

"I'm guessing your here to talk to Tanaka correct?" Asahi stated.

You quietly nodded your head.

You inhaled and approached your ex boyfriend.

"You finally showed up," He scoffed a bit, "what made you–"

"Tanaka... we need to break up."

"W-what? What's gotten into you?" He dropped his bag and stood in front of you, "first you avoid me for weeks, and now you want to break up? Everything for no reason at all!"

"I-I don't feel the same way about you anymore..." You stated sternly.

"Bullshit..."

"Ta–"

"THAT'S ALL BULLSHIT! Not even long ago! You said you loved me, and I knew it was genuine. What's going on with you?" He clenched his fists trying to control his emotions.

"Im sorry... but I'm breaking up with you. One way or another..."

You turned your heel and began to walk out. But someone roughly pulled your shoulders back.

"(F/n)!"

"Tanaka! Stop!" Daichi stepped in to hold him back.

"Let go of me! She can't leave like that. That's so selfish! What are you trying to achieve (F/n)?! Stop toying with my heart..." His voice began to crack, "I'll forgive you if you said it was just a joke! Tell me it's a joke please!"

The gym was dead silent all could be heard was your footsteps leaving the gym. As soon as you stepped out you ran. You'd didn't know where but you had to get out of there.

Your view was blurry from the hot tears that spilled down your face. You tripped and scraped your knees against the gravel causing them to bleed. You didn't care. Your heart hurt more than anything else you've ever felt.

You leaned against the wall as you sobbed loudly.

"Ryu! I didn't want this! I'm so sorry.... I'm sorry... please forgive me... the team probably hates me too now... but I deserve it..."

~

You returned to school and you looked awful. Your eyes were swollen from crying and your knees were bandaged.

Tanaka looked happy.

You were glad that he got over it so easily.

"(F/n).."

You were startled by the sudden call making you finch and turn around,"Sugawara!"

"You look... terrible," His eyes grew soft.

"I'm okay."

"Stop lying! You really didn't want to break up with him... But why?" He held your shoulders.

"I can't say. And you should stay out of it. It's okay Suga-kun! Thank you though!" You turned away from him and walked away.

About four months past.

You haven't talked to the team nor spoke a word to Tanaka since. You looked at yourself in the mirror and realized a bump was becoming evident.

You decided that one more day of school wouldn't hurt then you'd be staying home for the rest.

Your parents agreed as they helped get you to an online school program.

You wore a thick sweater to school and you left a little later than usual. In the hallway you felt someone stare at you.

You looked and it was no other than your ex. You locked eyes with him. You built up the courage to smile and wave a bit. You then quickly turned away.

This was your last day at Karasuno.

You left the school and you never looked back.

A month has past and life was difficult having to carry a baby around. You left your home to do some shopping for new clothes since things weren't exactly fitting anymore.

You walked down the street until a lady stopped you.

"Congratulations!" She smiled sweetly as she carried a child in her arms.

"O-oh thank you."

"I was just like you. I was 17 years old when I got this one," she bounced the child in her arms, "I know how you feel but believe me when I say you won't regret them."

"I see..." You smiled at the small child in her arms.

Little did you know coach Ukai watched as you caressed your stomach. He knew. He quickly ran to his car and dialed someone's number.

"I'll pick you up right now."

You said goodbye to the lady and entered a shop to buy some clothing. You left the store but was startled when someone abruptly stopped their car beside you.

You walked faster until you heard a familiar voice.

"(F/n)! Wait!"

It felt like you were back to a square one. You tried to get away but coach Ukai stood in front of you.

"Is this why?" Tanaka asked in a soft tone, "you should've just told me."

"I couldn't!" Your voice was hoarse. You turned around to face him as his eyes soften.

"Is this mine?"

"Of course it is who's else could it be?" Tears stung your eyes.

"This is all my fault.." He stated still shocked, "this is why you suddenly disappeared."

"Well, now you know the reason. I'll be on my way."

"No wait!" He ran in front of you stop you from leaving, "i'm kinda happy..."

You stood there shocked by his words, "I thought it would ruin your life."

"No way! This is our child right? It needs a father like me," He chuckled a bit as you saw tears run down from his eyes.

"Ryu..."

"You should've just told me! For this whole time, I thought you hated me... I'm just... so relieved."

You hugged the taller male as he immediately wrapped his arms around you.

"It's been six months and I'm still not over you," He laughed into your hair.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry!" You cried into his chest.

"I'm happy.. Don't be sorry you dork," He ruffled your hair. He kneeled down and placed a kiss on your stomach.

"I love you Ryu."

"I love you more (F/n)."


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