Sugawara Koushi || Never meant to be.

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The cold winter air pricked at your fragile skin. Letting out a huff as you reached out your hands allowing the small delicate snow flakes fall onto the palms of your hands only to be turned into small droplets.

Stuffing your hands back into the pockets of your jacket, you left your porch to get some fresh air. You settled down at a nearby park and sat under the climbing structure to cover from the snow.

Leaning against a pole you pulled out small crumbled pieces of paper from the pocket of your jacket. Taking one of them, you unfolded it carefully ensuring that you wouldn't rip it.

Dear (F/n),
How are you? Thank you for accepting me. It really means a lot. I've had a crush on you since our first year at Karasuno. I'm sorry that I waited till the very last minute. I thought that it would be too late to tell you. But lucky enough, you loved me too. I'm glad that I was able to have a beautiful, intelligent and an amazing girlfriend by my side. Love you!~
Love,
Sugawara Koushi

You softly smiled at the beautiful hand written letter before folding nicely and placing it back into your pocket. You opened the next letter.

Dear (F/n),
(F/n)! We won! Thank you so much for taking the time to come to the game! It really means a lot to me and the team. You told me that you liked it when I sent you hand written letters.
I'll keep writing them for you. Love you!
Love,
Sugawara Koushi

You chuckled as you reminisced about how he was a dork at times. You loved how he was always supporting his team.

Dear (F/n),
Congrats on graduating! We did it didn't we. I really hope we could stay in touch. We've been together for quite some time huh. I love you (F/n). Let's move on to our next chapter.
Love,
Sugawara Koushi

Putting the letter away you looked at the last one that laid on your lap. The paper was slightly torn but was crumbled up into a small ball. unfolding the letter you let out a small sigh.

Hey (F/n). I don't know how else to put it. I'm sorry that I wasn't able to tell you face to face. And I know I should. We can't do this anymore. At least, I can't. I'm sorry it's just. I think we should stop... stop seeing each other I mean. I thought it'd work out too. But it just didn't. I know you have a lot of questions to ask me. But I wouldn't know the answer to any of them. I just don't love you anymore. I'm sorry if I sound super harsh. Please (F/n).
We were never meant to be okay! That's it. There's no us anymore. I'm breaking up with you. In the stupidest way. I'm not going to make an excuse. You hate excuses. I loved you. I really did. (L/n) Thank you.
Goodbye.
-Sugawara Koushi

Letting the tears fall onto the paper. you took in a deep breath.

"Sugawara Koushi. I love you. I don't know when I will get over you. But I will somehow. I hope you're doing alright. I think about you everyday. It's a living hell. It hurts Koushi. It really does," You sobbed quietly to yourself.

"Like a snow flake. We fall beautifully down the sky. With a form that is like no other. We fall. Until we fall to the ground and disappear. Why must it go away so soon. I guess we were never meant to be."

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A/N
Wow guess we started off with this. Sorry I'm terrible at making things sad. Also sorry if he's OOC.
Hoped you like it??
Anyways.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

To 2018!

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