Onika's POV.....

His lips crushed to mine with a feverish need, exploring them urgently.

I didn't know what to do. I froze at my place like a statue neither denying him now resisting him, my eyes shut close, feeling my gut tied in knots. He grew desperate as I kept my lips shut.

Suddenly bit on my lower lips hard and I gasped in pain he took the chance to enter my mouth. Exploring each and every reassess​ of my mouth thoroughly as if he has waited for the moment for too long and want to savour each and every moment. I could say he was trying hard to provoke a response out of me but I wasn't able to do any thing. Maybe in another circumstances I would have felt something other than this paralyzing feeling if Alex wasn't in the hospital and all I could see is his unconscious form waiting for me.

He finally released a frustrated sigh and said " don't you think you can do better than that?"

He said in an angry voice. That was enough to bring me out of my trance. I started panicking. I can't afford to anger him again. I could already read the warning in his eyes.

'This is the last chance you get.'

"S- Sorry, Please don't get angry I..I will do better." Even if it kills me.

This time it was me, who crushed my lips to him. Feeling him smile against my lips.

I just moved my lips to match his rhythm. He held my head in position in a possessive grip. He didn't let go until I started wriggling in his hold for air, feeling a bit dizzy with the lack of oxygen. After what felt like hours he broke the kiss and both of us were panting for air. When I looked into his eyes I was able to see a satisfied glint their. He kept looking at me with longing, a small smile again creeping up his lips. I just wanted to hide my face away from his scrutinizing gaze.

"Good girl" he said with satisfaction as if I am his pet, this made my blood boil but I knew better then to react 'now is not the time.' I enchanted in my head.

"I am finally going to make you mine." He said in a dreamy voice.

My palms trembled a bit in dread. Feeling like the whore Agustin always thought me to be. Sleeping with someone for money. I wish the circumstances were different.

It was like I was proving Agustin right, and it killed me.

That brought fresh tears in my eyes and I gave him a pleading look.
He looked at me intensely for a minute. I could see the struggle in his eyes as if fighting over something. He closed his eyes for a while when he again opens it I could see determination there. And I knew now there is no going back.

He held my hand and led me to the bed I just followed him like a corpse.
Slowly he removed the dress from my shoulder and his lips travelled to my neck planting wet kisses while his hands were exploring my body, desperately as if his life depended on it.

I felt goosebumps on my skin wherever he touched. His lips travelled to my jaw then my cheeks and finally my ears, his teeth bit on my ear lobe causing me to yelp. Then he suddenly pushed his tongue inside my mouth stroking every corner and coaxing my tongue.

His hands went to my pants button trying to open it. My body began to shiver and eyes welled up with tears of fear as I thought what is going to happen next. All my courage abandoned me .

I was scared out of my wits and my mind went to panic mode. A sob broke through my mouth and my whole body was shaking like a leaf in silent resistance. His eyes were suddenly on me as if coming out of a trance. He stared at me for almost a minute as if seeing me for the first time. His eyes showed some signs of inner battle. Suddenly he hit his hand hard on the bed post beside my head . Which made me scream and cower in fear. I felt a sense of De javu making me sick in my stomach at the violence, which I am not even sure was directed at me.

He said through clenched teeth. "Get Out". His whole body was stiff against mine.

And my whole world came shattering down into pieces and my sympathetic nervous system kicked in. I desperately clutched his hand and pleaded

"I am so sorry I will do better I pro..promise. please don't get angry. Please don't​ cancel the deal. I swear it was involuntary I didn't wanted to resist like that. Please give me one more chance I will not disappoint you this time."

I sounded like a whore but I couldn't care less though never in my life I thought I will be reduced to this. Fucking someone for money. I feel disgusted at myself but I know there is no other way. I have to do it.

I was pulled out of my thoughts by his harsh voice "I said get out before I change my mind."

"Wh..what do you mean." I asked confused.

He sighed and said" I can't do this. Not after seeing you like this, Lord, I feel like a monster." He cluctched his hair in frustration.

" You are literally shaking in fear as if will pass out any minute. It feels like r-rape, I was an idiot who thought you will enjoy it once we get started."

I looked at him in shock.

"I have never forced myself on a girl before, I never had too. They are more then willing to throw themselves at me. But not you, I guess this was the first thing that attracted me to you. I thought it must be just physical attraction but doesn't seem like that anymore, seeing you in this state is killing me though I know I can take you right here right now, still I can't bring myself to do it because of the look of fear will always haunt me."

As I was about to open my mouth to say something he answered my unasked question.

" Don't worry about the money. I know you won't take my money just like that. So we will do it your way. Meet me in my office in two hours. I will tell my lawyer to keep the contract ready. You are to work for my company till the debt is paid."

I looked at him in disbelief and-- gratitude? It took some time to sink everything in. When I looked at him and found no hint of humour I finally asked" you are serious right?"

He narrowed his eyes at me. "Why can't you just believe me for once woman."

I visually sagged in relief and I looked at him with so much emotion that I am sure he must have known how thankful I am for this. Thanks for proving me wrong Theodore Blake, you are not as bad as I thought.

Then I mouthed a genuine "Thank you" to which he gave a nod and said "now get the hell out of here before I regret my decision."

That did it I strode out of his apartment with the speed of light wearing my t-shirt, making my way back to the hospital, to Alex.

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That was very bad of you Theodore! What were you thinking scaring Onika like that?! ;)