Two Bit Imagine @lizzi_clifford

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Lizzie's POV

I woke up to my parents yelling and screaming. I was surprised they weren't hungover. My brother Johnny had already left by the looks of the empty bed next to me. I got up and peaked out of the door to see if I could get outside without anyone seeing me. They were right outside my door but were to absorbed in themselves to notice I had opened the door. I closed it quietly and crawled under the bed. I was shivering out of fear that they'd take their anger out on me. I didn't want it to be Johnny either but there wasn't anything else I could do. Eventually after a while the yelling stopped and I cautiously poked my head out the door. They were gone so I made a run for the door. Once I was at the lot I stopped running. I was doubled over and out of breath. I couldn't run well since my mom had tripped me the other night. Eventually I fell over and gasped when my arm hit the ground. My dad pulled it out of socket and Johnny helped me put it back but it still was sore. I just laid there alone until I heard laughing. I ignored it until I heard who it was. A couple of my brothers friends were on the other side of the lot but had started walking towards me. I got up and brushed myself then limped towards them. I noticed one of them as Two Bit Mathews. I had never told anyone but I had a huge crush on him.

"Well look at fatso here out of breath." Two Bit said laughing.

"Yah she can barely stand without falling over!" Steve replied.

I never showed how much it hurt, I learned to hide it a long time ago. That didn't ease the pain at all though.

"Yah. What'd you do to your foot?" I was more than shocked to see he actually cared. It was almost to good to be true

"Your old man get ya? I hope so cause I told him I'd pay him to beat you up." He started howling with laughter and so did Steve. 

"You know what? F*** off. Just f*** the hell off. Every time I see you you always do something or say something to make me miserable. All of you do. And you guys sympathize Johnny but all I get is your crap. I'll do everyone a favor and just kill myself." I screamed at him then ran off as well as my leg would allow. I ran to the park and got behind a tree. I pulled out my knife and put it against my wrist. I slowly dragged it across my arm and watched the blood run down my arm.

"Lizzie!" I looked up to see Two Bit running towards me, screaming my name. My eyes widened but looked back down to hopefully finish. I put a deeper cut along my arm hoping to speed up the process. By the time I was done with the cut he was done on the ground panting with a panicked look on his face.

"Look at fatso here out of breath." I copied.

He winced and frowned.

"Lizzie, don't do this."

"Why so you can have someone to hurt? You know two Bit I loved you. I loved you so much it hurt. But what did I get in return? Two Bit you can't be mad at me for doing this, you made me. You pushed me to do this! I just want it all to stop! All the pain and beatings and make calling! I'm sick of it! I want to die!"
I screamed. I was crying due to the pain mostly but seeing his face made me cry more.

"Lizzie I never knew you felt that way. I know just apologizing won't make it up to you, but will you let me show you how sorry I am? Let me make it right?"

"It's to late for that." I put the blade against my arm one last time but Two Bit grabbed it.

"Please?" He let out a broken whisper and I realized he was crying.

"Two Bit why would you say all those terrible things if you didn't mean it?"

"I-I don't know. I wish I could take it all back. I wish I could make it better for you. I'm just confused. I liked you but I didn't know what to do about it. I've never really truly loved a girl as much as I love you. And you deserve so much better than a drunk like me. I tried to shove away my feelings but the more I tried the stronger they got. I never wanted you to kill yourself. Please don't do this. Please."

I stared at him a long time before releasing the knife.

"You get one chance to make it up to me." I said with a straight face. He smiled bigger than I've seen anyone ever smile and he jumped on me with a hug. He picked me up by my waist and spun me around. When he put me down I lost my footing and fell into him. It was an awkward position where our faces were extremely close. I leaned up and kissed him on the cheek. He smiled and kissed me on the nose. With our arms wrapped around each other I slowly could feel myself falling in love all over again, and finally thought I could be happy for once.


I'm not trying to romanticize suicide at so please don't think that. It's a serious problem that people seriously have. If you are going through this or something like this know you are so loved! You are wonderfully made by God who loves you so much. Talk to someone about it, and if you have no one you can always come to me. You won't be a bother at all, I want to help.

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