Max's P.O.V

Jasmin is in her room now. I'm sitting there with Daniel and Nico. Lewis and Sebastian went back tot he hotel, to explain to other drivers what's going on. Honestly, I don't really care who knows at this point. I just want Jasmin to wake up. But I also dread it, I'll have to explain what's wrong with her. I have to break her heart. Luckily, I'll be the one who can heal it.

Jasmin's P.O.V

I slowly feel myself coming back to life. I slowly open my eyes, to be met by bright light. I feel pain everywhere. I groan slightly. Soon, my eyes adjust to the light and I see three pair of eyes looking at me.

"Jas?" I look into the eyes of my boyfriend. Max.

"Max" I whisper. I'm in a hospital, once again. I can't remember what happened. But seeing the worry in three pair of eyes and the pain I feel, it must be something bad.

A doctor walks in and smiles when he sees that I'm awake.

"Miss Hall, how are you feeling?" he asks. I'm laying in a hospital, how does he think I'm feeling?

"Like shit" I answer, remembering the last time I was in a hospital. I can't remember being in this much pain the last time.

"Do you remember what happened?" The doctor asks me and I shake my head.

"What do you remember last?" he asks. I look at Max. He nods.

"I remember talking to Max about our situation. On what we are going to do about it and how it's going to affect our life" I say. The doctor nods.

"I've been told that you were going shopping with your friend, Rose, is it? Anyway, on the way back to your hotel, another car drove into your cab, on your side to be specific. You broke your ribs, again and because of the bones, you had an internal bleeding. We could stop that, that is the good news" he says. I look at Max, who looks down, not meeting my eyes. I then try Nico, who is standing behind Max and he also looks away. I'm not even going to try and look at Daniel. Max must have told them about me, so I just ask the doctor.

"Is my, our baby okay?" I ask him. I now see Max looking at me. He grabs my hand and that's when I know the answer. The doctor shakes his head slightly.

"I'm sorry to say this, but the baby didn't survive" he says. He then nods at the boys and walks out of my room, leaving us. I feel numb. I don't know how to react. I can see that Max doesn't know what to say to me.

"Max?" he looks at me and I see a tear rolling down his cheek.

"It's okay, we're okay" I whisper. Max looks up at me and shakes his head slightly.

"You don't have to pretend to be okay, Jas" he says. I sigh and squeeze his hand, that is still holding mine.

"We were too young anyway. We'll try again in a few years" I say and smile. I actually feel okay, now that I really think about it. We really are to young. This is okay. Max then nods. Just then, Sebastian, Lewis, Carlos and Kimi walk in the room, all looking worried. They all smile when they see that I'm awake though.

"Hey Jas" Seb says and comes over to give me a hug, being extemely carefull. Others follow his actions and all take a seat.

"This is the second time you scared us to death, Jasmin. Are you going to keep doing this?" Carlos says and chuckles. Some people would try not to joke in this situation, but I'm glad these guys are not like most people.

"I don't know. I mean, I keep getting lots of attention and you guys are being extra sweet, so maybe I'll keep this up" I say and Carlos laughs.

"How are you feeling, though?" Kimi asks, having his serious side coming up. I smile at him. This is the first time I've seen him worried.

"I'm feeling like shit, but that's more because of the pain" I say.

"Where does it hurt then?" Lewis asks.

"Ribs, stomach, foot, arm, head" I just say. All the boys nods, probably knowing my injuries as well.

"How's Rose?" I ask Max. He smiles.

"She's okay. She was less bad than you were, so she didn't have to have surgery. She is in the room next to you actually. She was the one that called me" Max says. I feel relieved when he tells me Rose is fine.

"Maybe you should post something on social media, fans are really worried" Daniel says and hands me his phone. I see all the tweets the boys tagged me in. I smile at all of them and like them, before typing my own little message.

jasminxo : hey everyone, I'm alright. in a lot of pain, but i'm alive, which is all i could hope for, right? thank you for my F1 family! special thank you to these guys, for cheering me up max33verstappen , danielricciardo , nico_rosberg , LewisHamilton , carlosainz , Kimi and Sebastian <3

I tweet it and get lots of replies. Fans are all happy that I'm okay. There is another knock on the door and a familier face walks in.

"Ah, you're awake, that's the first good news!" Christian says as he walks in. The boys all greet him. Christian gives Max a hug before he goes over to me and giving one to me as well, being carefull not to hurt me, off course.

"I am indeed awake" I reply and Christian smiles.

"How shit are you feeling?" Christian asks and I giggle at him using a swear word.

"Pretty shit, but I guess it could be worse" I say and he nods. Max gives him his seat and Max moves onto my bed, sitting next to me.

"Just to make sure you're not stressing about it, we found someone who can replace you at the Japanse Grand Prix, as we're asuming you won't be able to come with us" Christian says. I smile at him. I was worried about it, though. Christian looks at Max.

"I would really love it if you would come with us though. I understand if you don't, we have a back up driver available, but you know, with you, we have more chances" Christian says and I look at Max, who looks at me.

"If you all don't mind, I rather stay here" Max mumbles and I shake my head.

"You need to race" I tell him.

"How can I race when I will be worrying about you every second? I won't be able to get a good result anyway" he says and we all know it's true. I just sigh. Christian nods, understanding Max's choice.

"Just make sure you watch then. You need to see how I win again this weekend" Daniel says and everyone laughs.

"Keep on dreaming Dan" Nico replies, with Lewis agreeing. I just shake my head at these boys. I look at Max, who is smiling at me.

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So quick note. The results of the Japanse Grand Prix will be different in this story than in real life, as Max won't be racing in the story. In real life, he got second place, so because of that, the results will be completely different!

Thank you for all the reads! <3 xxxx