Max's P.O.V

Once again, I arrive at a hospital, but this time, I have Marcel with me. For some reason, when I saw Rose calling me, I knew something was wrong. And I have a feeling it's worse than last time Jasmin was in a car crash.

We were supposed to go to the celebration party, but before we went to the hospital, I put on sweatpants and a big t-shirt, knowing I'd be here for a while. I'll text the team later on why I'm absent.

Anyway, I walk towards the reception desk, Marcel following close behind, looking as worried as I am.

"I'm looking for Jasmin Hall and Rose Brown" I tell the lady behind the desk. She types something into the computer and then nods.

"Names, please?" she asks.

"Max Verstappen and Marcel Cavanaugh" I answer once again. She nods again. She gives us the room numbers and the directions. We walk towards the way she pointed us. I walk towards Jasmin's room and she's not back. She must still be in surgery. I let out a frustrating groan. Marcel looks at me with sympathy in his eyes. I know he knows about Jas and I. He walks into Rose's room though, which is next to Jasmin's room. I follow him and see Rose with her eyes closed. She is attached to wires, like I had seen Jasmin in Amsterdam. Marcel sits down next to her and grabs her hand. I leave the room again and decide to text Daniel, just when he has texted me.

Daniel : where are you, mate?

Daniel : is everything alright with you and Jas?

Me : it's fine between us, but

Me : Jasmin has been in another car accident, this time, it's much worse dan..

Me : she is in surgery and I don't know why. they won't tell me what's wrong with her

Me : i'm sorry, i shouldn't interupt your party, because you deserve it

Daniel : i'm on my way, stay strong

Daniel : i'll bring some friends for support

Me : you're the best, dan

I slouch down in the chair outside of Jasmin's room. I decide to call her parents. They should know.

After 3 rings, Jasmin's mum answers her phone.

"Max?" she asks.

"Yeah, it's me" I say. I can't keep myself from sounding depressed.

"What happened?" she asks, knowing straight away that something must be wrong. It feels like if I say it, their whole world will collapse.

"I'm in another waiting room at a hospital in Malaysia. Jasmin and Rose have been in a car crash again. Rose is sleeping and Jasmin is in surgery. I thought you should know" I say, hating the way I sound, emotionless. I feel numb, once again. I can't feel anything but worry. I don't even react when I hear her mum cry. I tell her that I'd keep her updated. I grab Jasmin's camera. I brought it with me before I knew how bad she was. I turn the camera on.

"Hello everyone, it's Max. The last time I did once of these, Jasmin was in a car accident. I'm sorry to say that it has happened again. We're in Malaysia and another car drove into the car where Jasmin and her friend were in. She's been in surgery and I don't know how she is. I promise to keep you updated. For sooner and more updates, you all can follow me on twitter, I'll promise to post a lot on there. I'm sorry for this short message, but I had to tell you. I'll see you later" I turn the camera off again.

"Max!" I hear. I look up and see Daniel, Lewis, Sebastian, Nico Rosberg and Jenson walking towards me. I just look at them, not really knowing what to say. Luckily, they don't say anything either. They all take a seat next to me. Daniel and Sebastian are sitting next to me and they both put a hand on my shoulder. I've never felt like this. I have never felt so scared for someone. I just want to know if she's okay.

A doctor comes walking up to us.

"Are you here for miss Hall?" I nod and stand up, the boys slowly following me.

"Are you her boyfriend?" he asks me and I nod. Somewhere, in the back of my head, I know why he just asked that.

"Well, I just came from surgery with Jasmin. She'll be brought to this room soon. She seems to be doing just fine. Her ribs, that we noticed have previously been broken, are broken again. Her shoulder was dislocated, but we fixed that. Her food is broken, as it got stuck under a seat. Other than some bruises and cuts, she's fine on the outside. Because of her ribs breaking, she had a piece of bone poking in her organs. She had an internal bleeding, but we were able to stop that. I'm sorry to say so though, Jasmin had a miscarriage" he finishes his little speech off. The little voice in the back of my head is back, saying I told you so. You're not going to be a dad, Max. I just nod at the doctor and thank him, letting myself fall into the chair again. We hadn't told anyone yet, off course. So, one by one, the boys sit down and look at me.

"We found out a few days ago, that Jasmin was pregnant" I start, owing them an explanation.

"We had a talk about it and finally decided to give it a try, this afternoon. Rose had texted her, asking to go shopping for an outfit for the party and Jasmin went along. On their way back to the hotel, another car drove into the cab they were in" I tell them. I feel arms around me and some pats on my back.

"I don't understand, though. Why does it have to keep happening to her? What has she done wrong to deserve this shit?" I ask, to no one in particular.

"I don't know, mate. It's unfair" Daniel answers. I just nod, not wanting to talk anymore. I just want to see my Jasmin. My beautiful Jasmin.

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I am scrolling through my Twitter page, people have been tweeting me about Jasmin. I see some tweets from the F1 drivers.

danielricciardo : dear jasminxo , I really hope you get better soon! just want to let you know that I love you! see you soon xxx

LewisHamilton : really hope jasminxo gets better soon! tweet her wishing her a good recovery guys!

Carlosainz : wishing jasminxo a good recovery! get better soon, Jas!

nico_rosberg : get better soon jasminxo we love you! <3

ValtteriBottas : get better soon jasminxo. hang on mate max33verstappen

Dany_Kvyat : get better soon! jasminxo

HulkHulkenberg : get better soon jasminxo. if there's anything I can do, let me know max33verstappen

VJVerstappen : I love you jasminxo get better soon babe! Hang on there, big bro! max33verstappen

I smile at some of the tweets. I quickly text my sister, explaining the situation, even telling her about the baby. This is going to be so hard.