My bedroom door bust open and in walks my mom " Get your things and get out " she screams . I just finished making my bed when she came in .

" Calm down Lisa you know your just drunk" I say rolling my eyes . Then she did the one thing that really made me mad , she throws my clothes and stuff out my window .

" Stop " I shout " I want you out now " she gets in my face . I grab some bags and start to pack me and Natalia's things .

I grab a crying Natalia then walk out making sure to slam the door . " NEVER COME BACK YOU SLUT" my mother yells from the window .

I grab the things she threw out and put them into my car . I strap Natalia in and start the car . I drive her to Nancy's place and drop her off because o have to get to school.

" I'm sorry baby mommy loves you I have to go I will be back right after I promise " I kiss a crying Natalia on the cheek and hop in my car .

I get to school and walk in my first period . I still have a couple of bruises on my face and stomach from the fight last night.

Emillo walks in and takes a seat right next to me " what the hell happened to you " he says taking his notebook out . " It's nothing " I say and he gets that I don't want to talk so he shuts up.

I have so much anger in me , my own mother kicked me out and called me those words in-front of my child. I ball my fist up and start bouncing my leg up and down .

When the bell rings I'm the first one out of my seat , I walk to my locker and grab my math textbook then slam my locker shut .

I walk into math and see Zamire and Luca sitting in the second to last middle row . I walk to the back that so happens to be behind the two boys .

I daze off thinking about what I'm going to do , I mean I can get an apartment I have the money it's just that It will take days and I don't have days .

"Zoelin"

"Zoelin" I get out of my daze and look up to see the whole class looking at me . " can you answer the question on the board please" Mr.Shnap asked me .

" no " I say then put my head down " Zoelin I'm going to need you to answer the question " he says in more of a demanding tone which aggravates me even more .

" And I need you to shut up , I don't care that you want me to answer the stupid question. If I don't want to then I don't have to " I snap . " that's detention " I shrug because I'm not going to go.

The bell rings signaling that's it's lunch time , I grab my bag because I didn't take anything out and swing it over my shoulders then walk out .

I walk in the cafeteria and spot the guys and the girls talking , I sigh then walk over . " Zoey I haven't seen you all day " Aiya hugs me " Hi " I say then sit down between Emillo and Zamire .

" what's wrong with you " Zamire whispers to me " nothing " I say putting my head down . " Zoe my mom made some of your favorite " I pick my head up and smile .

I steal some of her food and eat it . Then everyone freezes " what?" I question " what happened to your face " Luca asked . Which causes Nora to elbow him " ow " he rubs his side .

" he just ment you have a black eye and a few bruises " Nora said a little more gentle . " I had some things to take care of " that's all I said and they left it at that but Zamire kept staring at me .

" If you keep staring at me I'm going to rip your eyeballs out" I threaten but it seemed to make him smirk and still do it .

I grab his face then grab a spork and put it so close to his eyes " don't test me" I said " okay calm down my love " I roll my eyes .

He say something under his breath but I didn't hear .

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School ends and we all are talking in the parking lot " I think we should go to the movies" Aiya said " what no that's lame " Emillo comments.

" then do you have a better idea " she asked folding her arms over her chest . " we go to my place and watch a movie there " he shakes his head smiling.

" that's basically what I just said but instead we go into a theater dork" . After bickering for about five minutes we decided to do a movie at Emillo place .

I'm surprised Aiya backed down so easily trust me she will argue for days if it means to get her way . " Alright I have to go I will see you guys " I pause " wait when are we watching the movie ?" I ask .

" Zoe really were watching it tonight at Emillo houses " Nora said . I nod " alright here's my number just text me what time ". I pace my give him my number and walk to my car .

I get it and drive off to Nancy's , while I drive there I'm just thinking.The girls don't even know about Natalia and I will bring her tonight. I can't keep being a bad mom and handing her off to some lady no offense Nancy I love you but it's true .

I put the car in park and get out , I ring the door bell then Nancy and Natalia open up . " there's your mama " Natalia puts her arms out for me to grab her which I did .

" Hi princess " I kiss all over her face , " thank you Nancy so much " I hand her two hundred dollars and walk off so she won't try to give it back .

" Zoelin you better get back her " I turn around " I love you and tell Austen I said hello " I shout . I strap Natalia in her car seat , I had her a bottle full of breat milk that I pumped before I came .

I kiss her forehead then walked to the drivers side . I type in the address he sent and drove to his house . I wonder what they will think ?