I can't believe she's finally back, after all this year's I can finally hold her again "I missed you so much mother...you don't even know" I tried to stop myself from crying but I just couldn't "father will be so happy to see you again...he hasn't been same sence you left..it broke him" I said as I looked up at her only to see her already smiling at me "I'm so happy to be back" she said before letting go of the hug, suddenly we hear little running footsteps coming towards us and It was Mehmed, I smiled "Mommy!" He yelled and my mother smiled to me "Hieren? You have son!?" I nodded as mehmed came to us, I picked him up "This is Mehmed mother" she looked really proud as she held him "I'm so happy you have family now darling, is Bali bey treating you right? I'm assuming you married him" She asked with smile on her face Wich I returned "thank you mother and yes he is treating me very well, we should go see Father now" I said and she nodded happily. I noticed she changed alot..she looks alot older now...and more tired..I wonder where she was all this time.

After some time we came in front of my fathers chamber and told the guard to let my father know, as we walked in and my father turned around I could see shock in his eyes and happy tears making it's debut "Hurrem? My Hurrem?" He said still not believing, my mother walked over to him "it's me Suleiman..I'm back" she said softly before hugging him tightly and they both started crying Wich made me cry too, I'm so happy everything can be like before now. We all sat down on the couch and talked "mother what happened? Where were you? We couldn't find you anywhere" I said worried as I held Mehmed on my lap "I was held hostage...in Hatices castle..I had to work for food and place to sleep...that's why I look like this now...I I couldn't focus on my beauty" she saud sadly " Hurrem you will always be the most beautiful woman in the world for Me" my father said softly and my mother smiled "I'll leave you two to catch up " I bowed and smiled at both of them before leaving with Mehmed. Father made special celebration for my mother's return the same night and everyone cane, even Mustafa and Mahidevran, I was shock when I saw them, I sat with my mother by one if the tables and we talked for a bit, I could feel somone giving me glances every now and then and it was Mustafa, I ignored it for good "I see Hatice didn't came..what a pity, I haven't seen her in awhile" my mother suddenly Said "she's dead mom.." I said abd my mother looked at me with wide eyes "I poisoned her for good" I whispered to her and she smiled at me "good girl" she said before continuing to eat, after some time somone approached our table and it was Mahidevran, I haven't seen her in while...she got grey hair now and she looks old "You can never die can you..." She said with chuckle at the end "Mahidevran please..." I said but my mother stopped me "Hieren I can handle this" she said and I nodded "you will never get rid of me Mahidevran, I can promise you that...and you will pay big price for killing my son" I looked at Mahidevran and she looked nervous"I didn't kill him, you're just sad because ur son won't be on the throne when Suleiman dies" she smirked and walked away, I rolled .y eyes before patting my mother back "you will get revenge mom don't worry, she's the one who's jealous cuz she couldn't keep Suleiman, she will always cry herself to sleep and never have his love to keep...she's good to her only because of Mustafa" I said and got smile from my mother. As we were eating I could see Mustafa and  his wife laughing and talking together and my son and his son playing together, I just watched Mustafa abd his wife, I had tears in corners of my eyes...he was happy...he have family now..he is in love with the other women...I looked down at my plate before wiping my tears abd looking at my mother "I'll have to go ...it's late and Mehmed gas to sleep" I said softly and she nodded "Mehmed darling let's go" I smiled at him  "Mom can Orhan cone with us? We are not done playing" Mustafa asked and I noticed he is holding Orhans hand "Mehmed no " I said softly "But mommy.." "Mehmed please...listen to your mother" I gently held his hand, then Mustafas wife came to us "Sultana ...if you agree...we can visit you..it's not that late" I glared at her "I don't this that's a good idea..." "Sultana...I don't want to be a bother but-" "Then shut up, leave me and my kid alone..better focus on ur own children" I told her angry before taking mehmed abd leaving but not before bowing to my parents.

I came to my place and put Mehmed to sleep, Malco is still not home...I wore my night clothes before laying in bed "what am I doing wrong...why can't I find love ...." I whispered to myself before tearing up "am I going to end up like Mahidevran....misurble and without man's love? The only hope and happiness being my son?...maybe it's just not ment to be..." I whispered to myself before drifting of to sleep.

Hello! In sorry this part is shirt it's kinda rushed but I hope u guys like it^^