I walked in my father's chamber and saw him working by his work table, I bowed at him "hello father" he smiled at me "Hieren, my beautiful daughter" he opened his arms and I walked over to him and hugged him "I wanted to invite you here anyways cuz I need to talk to you about something very important" I nodded and we went to tarace where we sat in couch "I want you to have the best life and the best husband who will love you and take care you" he said as he caressed my hair "your mother and I talked and we decided to marry you to Bali beg" my dad looked so happy saying that..I couldn't possibly ruin this for him so I just smiled "really? That's great thank you father" he smiled more and we drank our green tea.

Few weeks have passed from the announcement and I didn't tell Mihirmah yet, I knew she will go crazy if she finds out, I still haven't received Latter from Mustafa Wich saddened me but he is coming this week with his mother, he did something bad and my father wants to keep an eye on him so he told him to stay here, I can't say I'm sad about it tho, at least I'll be with him for awhile. My brothers Selim and Beyazit already left to their castles, I haven't heard from them in long time but they grew up and I knew this was going to happen sooner or later..I miss them tho. I'm still not happy with the idea of Marrying Bali beg, he is very focused in his job and does not want love at all..so I will basically live without having any love from him...I don't even know if we will have child...(ik it's a bit dramatic but I'm trying to show the Hieren character from this situation if u know what I mean ).

Today was finally the day that I'll see Mustafa again, I missed him alot, I didn't wait for him in the garden like I usually do since my mom asked me to spend some time with her "so the wedding will be in a month" I sighed and silently drank my tea "Hieren stop acting like a baby, you are women now and you need to get married and give me grandchildren" I nodded and smiled "I'm just tired" I whispered and she patted my back "I'll walk you to ur chamber" my mom said and I nodded before we both got up and walked out of her chamber. As we were walking to my chamber we saw Mustafa and Mahidevran, we then stopped "Hello Mustafa and Mahidevran" my mom said and I smiled at them weakly and they smiled back "I'll have the chamber ready for you" my mom said "there's no need, I'll be staying in the main chamber" Mustafa said and smiled, I looked up at him and sighed "let's go mom" I hugged her arm and we walked to my chamber, at the entrance I suddenly felt dizzy and fell down "HIEREN" my mom yelled "GET THE NURSE NOW!" she yelled at the Maud and the rest of them carried me to my bed and layed Me down. The nurse came in the door and checked me "She has high fever " the nurse says and put wet towel on my forehead then I fell asleep.

As I was sleeping I felt somone holding my hand, I slightly opened my eyes and saw my dad "Hieren!?" "Dad? What happened?" I whispered and tried getting up "you are sing darling don't move" he layed me back down gently "where is mom?" I asked and looked at him "she went to sleep already it's night, try sleeping too my love" he kissed my forehead and left the room then I fell asleep again. The next morning I woke up to a sun poking my eyes and my mother standing next to my bed "mom?" She smiled and patted my cheek "good morning Hieren, Selim sent me letter saying he is sick so I will go check on him and I'll be back by the night" I nodded "please say hi to him from me" she nodded and left the room, I wonder if they are doing ok. Suddenly Mustafa walked in my room and sat on the edge of my bed "hello, how are you?" I sat up "I'm better thank you" I said and smiled, he smiled back and placed his thumb under my chin and gently pulled me closer but I stoped him "Mustafa I'm sick..." He sighed "it's just a kiss" "Mustafa I don't want you to get sick..plus anyone can walk in at any moment and see us.." I sighed and looked down then he help my hand "so what...I was planning on telling father anyway" my eyes wide open " you are crazy ..he will kill you" "he won't kill his own son, specially not for this reason" I looked up at him "did you even get my latter?..." He looked confused "what latter?.." "I wrote you a latter few weeks ago!" "I never got it.." I teared up " they want to marry me to Bali bey mustafa "I whispered and he held my chin "what!?..." I sniffed "yes and I'm scared cuz-" he cutted me off by kissing my lips but I pulled away "Mustafa stop! We can never be together! My mother will never aprove it" he looked very mad "I don't need ur mother's approval " "well I need it Mustafa! Our father will never aprove it as well" he then held my face with both of his hands softly and looked me straight in the eyes "I promise you we will get married one day Hieren ..I promise you" He whispered and whipped my tears away " I love you Hieren...and nothing will come in the way " I sniffed and hugged him tightly"I love you too Mustafa " I whispered.

Few hours later I went to my father chamber cuz at this time they are together eating dinner but when I walked in I only saw my father angry "Father..what's going on?" I asked confused "YOUR MOTHER IS MISSING" I shook my head not believing "but...that can't be" suddenly Mustafa, Mihirmah, Mahidevran, sah, Hatice, Mehmed, Chihahgir and gulfem walked ini looked at them in shock and started tearing up then Mihirmah took my hand and I stand between her and Hatice. "IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYTHING ABOUT THIS SPEAK UP!" my father yelled and I was so scared, I never saw him tell this much "my mother had lots of enemies father, we all know who they are" Mihirmah suddenly said "who Mihirmah!?" She looked over at Sultanas "our Sultanas and our prince Mustafa as well" I looked schoked at Mustafa "Mustafa?.." I whispered and he shook his head "Mihirmah, Hieren and Mehmed take Chihahgir and leave the room now!" Our father yelled and we did as we were told, I carried chihahgir and when we were outside the chamber I tried calming him down a bit since he got scared "I'm sure it was Mustafa too..." Mihirmah said "Mihirmah stopped, he would never do something like that" I said and she just rolled her eyes, suddenly our aunts and Mahidevran walked out, I placed chihahgir down and Mahidevran walked over to me "Hieren I'm sorry I know it must be hard for you" I sighed " thank you Mahidevran I nodded and tried my hardest not to cry, I could see from the corner of my eyes that Hatice was rolling her eyes. After few moments of waiting Mustafa walked out very angry and Mehmed stopped him "Mustafa if you did something tell me now! I'm sick and tired of your and Mahidevrans plans to kill my mother! Tell me where is she!" I walked over to Mehmed and held his arm "Mehmed stop"  he looked at me "why are you defending him!? It's your mother too! " "You don't know if it's him or not Mehmed! He is not evil like our aunts and you know it!" Mustafa then walked away and I walked in my chamber.