"so I went over to mom's place and she was making banana pudding I just had to make sure I brought you some." Jaylin placed the bowl in front of him but he didn't turn to look at her, he continued to stare at the wall in silence.

Jaylin thought it would be a good idea to bring her brother food that he had always loved growing up, just to help him get happier.

She looked around his room, everything was still in place. There were a few holes in his walls that Jaylin guessed he put there.

Sighing she looked at her brother in sadness. She hated this and wished he could go back to his happy self again.

"Jha please...I understand-"

"You don't understand shit! Nasir been loyal to you for years, he been honest with you for years! Don't tell me you fucking understand when you've never been through it." His voice was hoarse but you could hear the pain that he tried to mask with anger.

Jhacari was always the type to mask his sadness with anger, him being sad made him feel weak especially since he grew up with mostly females, many has always called him weak.

Jaylin was at lost for words, she shook her head. "I'm sorry but we just want-"

"I want you to leave. Leave and never come the fuck back." The harshness in his tone hurt Jaylin. It was like an arrow through her heart, Jhacari had always helped Jaylin but never let her help him.

"You don't mean it.."

"I do, I never want to see your fucking face again."

Tears streamed down her face but she nodded and stood up she walked to the doorway but stopped and looked back at her brother.

"I know your hurting right now and I know you don't really want me to go. But ima go anyway but I'll be back. Your my big brother and I'll always help you no matter what."

With that she walked out his room and out of his house, tears streamed down his face when he heard the hurt in her voice.

He sat up and looked out the window, as he saw you speed away from his home.

"I'm sorry Jay."

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Jaylin drove back to her house with tears flooding her cheeks, she was heartbroken even though she knew Jhacari just wanted to be alone.

She wished she would've killed Nicole but she knew that wouldn't have changed Jhacari's heartbreak, it wouldn't have changed anything.

She parked her car and tried her best to wipe away all her tears so Nasir and Quan wouldn't see and flip out. She took a few deep calming breathes before getting out her car and into the house.

"No nigga, you don't do that!" Nasir was heard from in the kitchen.

"Bitch how you gonna tell me!"

Jaylin walked into the kitchen before gasping extremely loud at the massive mess both men had created.

Cookie dough was everywhere, they were both drenched in egg yolk, the milk was on the floor. It looked like a two year old tried to make cookies.

"What the hell guys?" Jaylin looked at both men who were already pointing fingers at each other.

"No it was you both, clean this shit up!"

Jaylin sighed and walked out the kitchen and into her bedroom. "I told you." Quan mumbled before beginning to clean up the mess in the kitchen.

Jaylin looked at the dirty clothes hamper and noticed it was full, she grabbed it and went into Za'Niyah's room to grab hers as well.

Sighing she looked at the mess her daughter made with all her toys, she kneeled down and began to pick up her toys placing them in the toy bin.

She picked up a piece of paper which caught her eye immediately, frowning she looked at the back to see nothing.

On the paper was a black circle and inside of it was a black triangle.

She folding the paper and put it in the back of her jeans making a mental note to talk to Niyah about it later.

She grabbed the hamper and went in into the laundry room.

-Authors Note-

I'm back! And another update for you guys :D

I hope you all enjoyed.

-Kee