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Chapter Ten
-Déjà Vu-
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"Ya father was a confusing son of a bitch. Always leading people on just to get what he wanted and when he wanted it. Selfish mothafucka. And he was most selfish when it came to me..."
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:: The following day ::
(Jacob's Pov)

Parking Dyme's Porsche in one of the spaces between a Jeep and a Subaru, I shut the car down and finally made my way out. Hitting the stupid Subaru with the car door at that, annoyingly. Shit. If I put a dent in her car, we all know she gon' put a dent in my ASS next. Hopefully she won't notice.😬

I brushed the area off a little and closed the door properly. Now walking up to a nearby burger joint to meet up with Christine for a talk. She begged me and begged me to give her a chance to say what she needed to, so now I'm all ears for this confession. What legitimate reason did she have for cheating on me when I brought her everything, fed her everything, payed for everything and put a ring on it when I ain't really have the money. Its bullshit.

Every time I thought about it, I started to regret even responding to her. And before I knew it, I came up to a booth where she sat looking out the window nonchalantly.

"Hey, you made it" she smiled and stood up to greet me.

"Yeah I did. Now what is it that you desperately needed to get off ya chest, start talking" I sat down and by passed her introduction.

She cleared her throat nervously. "Well I brought you a soda for starters and I'm here to....apologize"

"That's it? Cuz I already heard that bullshit already"

"Jacob look, I know you're mad and you have every right to be angry. I just want you back and prove to you how sorry I am. Its just not the same without you Jacob, I love you--and....I'm just so.....so sorry" she started to cry, applying a napkin or two up to her eyes.

"If you loved me, you would've never let another nigga come in our house and lay down with you in the bed we fucking shared. Some fucking love you claiming right now"

"I'm sorry Jacob, for everything I swear. I do love you, but I was just....being stupid and not thinking. You know I make stupid decisions I don't really mean. Its like I'm two different people in the same body. But the real Christine Rebecca Walker loves you and just you. He's nothing compared to you and I regret it. I'm so sorry Jacob, I promise you I'll do right by you if you give me a chance again. I don't want us to end like this,...please just let me fix things. I just--I just love you so much and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry baby please. I'm a wreck and I cry all the time. I miss you everyday....and I can't live without you JayJay. I can't..." she cried.

"Look I don't know right now Chris. What you did....it hurt me yo. After everything I do for you and you repay like that..."

"Please--I'm sorry. I know and I'm so sorry. It won't ever happen again Jacob, I won't even look at another man. I just want you...."

I looked down at the table and grabbed my face, thinking. I was a sucker for cryers man, I just hated when females cried to me.

"If I give you a chance, ain't shit gon' be like how it used to be. We taking it slow and that's it. No more begging me for money, no more questions when I'm handling business, no more attitude over dumbshit, no more disrespecting my baby mama either. If you give me any reason to drop you, I'm a fuckin' drop you right then and there. I'm only doing this because I care about you, don't make me regret it. And don't expect me to be home right away either, my daughter come before anyone" I stood up to my feet and grabbed my keys off the table.

Not even taking the soda she brought me, I left just like that and got back in the car. Maybe now she'll stop blowing up my damn phone.

*
(Dyme's Pov)
*door opens*🚪

Before I could make out who was coming inside, my daughter already had me beat with her baby babbles. "Bagah-mmgm Ba!Guhua" she said, getting hyper because her daddy was coming home.

"Hey my baby girl!" Jacob bent down, grabbing Desiree from my hands.

Hearing the two play and kiss above me, still didn't get my attention. I had to break it off with this Troy guy but he was really being a pain...

Troy: Why not? Am I too clingy or something?😔

Me: No, I just need to really focus on my life right now. Its not you, it's me okay.

Troy: But I care about you and you just never gave me the time or the day it seemed. So I guess I was a distraction from whatever it is your going thru huh.😞 I'll talk to you later I guess.

"Ughhh" I smacked my lips and threw my phone down besides me.

I swear my pimpin' days are over, I can't even drop a single guy without feeling bad about it.😒😭😩

"Hey, I been standing here for like a minute now and you still ain't acknowledge me yet" Jay said, looking down at me.

"Sorry, I just had to handle something but hey baby daddy" I smiled.

He blushed and leaned down to kiss me twice, taking a seat next to me with Des in his lap.

"So how did it go?" I asked, turning to him.

"Uh...it went okay" he shrugged and looked down at his daughter.

"You didn't give her a chance did you?"

His expression changed when I asked him that. Now showing me something different as he continued to look down at his daughter. This son of a bitch...

"I guess that means you did give that bitch a chance" I said angrily and stood up from the couch. ...I completely forgot my daughter was in the room when I said that. But her father really pisses me the fuck off.

I walked away from him and headed upstairs with a clear attitude.

"Dyme--?" he called me before getting up himself.

I went straight into my bedroom and slammed the door out of frustration. How could he really give that white slut-ass bitch a chance after she did that to him. Is he for real? Or am I just stupid to understand that kind of logic.

Before I knew it, he was coming into my room and up to me on my bed. He didn't have Des anymore thankfully because I could feel this argument about to happen.

"What the fuck is your problem?! Cursing in front of our daughter like that" he yelled.

"I'm not the one with the fucking problem! It's ya stupid-ass decisions that got me fucked up! Stupid-ass motherfucker" I kicked him and laid down.

I heard him laugh at me from above. "Ain't somebody grumpy today, what is your period on?"

"Yours is gonna be on in a minute when I cut ya shit off and feed it to the dogs out back"

"Yeah whatever. What the fuck you mad about anyway?"

"Because you gave that fucking bitch a chance, after she fucked a nigga in y'all bed and everything. Where they do that at?"

"Look, we talked it out. I know it sounds ridiculous but....couples go through shit, you know. Just like how we went through--"

"Don't you dare bring up our fucking relationship! Not when you ain't give me a second chance to make things right when I only kissed a nigga. You straight up cheated on me after I said I was sorry. But when this bitch fucks another nigga in the same bed y'all sleep in every fucking night, she gets to have all the chances in the world right!" My voice started to break from trying to hold in my cries. ...maybe my monthly was coming on.

He looked away from me in a guilt trip, leaving me to turn around in the bed to disperse my feelings into my pillow. "It's not fair to me..."

"Babe I'm sorry, I...*sighs* I know how that must feel and I'm sorry. Dyme look at me....please"

I gave him the middle finger in response.

"I'll just come to you then" he said, coming up to me on my bed and hugging me from behind.

"I hate ya stupid-ass..."

"I know you do, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not giving you a second chance Dyme, and you know that already. You know I regret that shit most of all. Not to give you an excuse again but I was young and ignorant. You were the first girl I ever gave myself to and I saw you kiss someone else when we should've been kissing. It fucked me up, D. I loved you and I ain't want no one to have you like I did. But then I thought it was too late for some reason. I thought he'll just....come and take you away regardless. I was insecure about losing you, so I went and got a rebound in case you left me yourself. I was stupid to ever go out and betray you like I did and I admit that I was just being a bitch. But now I gotta a new girl and she ended up cheatin' on me too. I hate to say it but it just reminded me of us all over again. And I ain't wanna make the same mistake again without learning from the last time I ain't give a girl a chance. But that's my business, you know. Me and her don't got shit to do with me and you. I don't care if me and Chris still together, I just got you back in my arms again. And I don't wanna let it go.....just not again. It's hard for a nigga to be without you and I'm scared I'll lose you again. That's what makes every girl different from you,.......it's because you're my love no matter who comes into the picture"

Staring at the wall still, I could feel his arms hug me tighter after his confession. Then came a simple kiss on the cheek to show me he cared.

"Can you stop being mad at me now, I came home to you didn't I?" he said, making me laugh a little.

"Who said this was your home?" I teased.

"Who said I was talking about the house" he sucked on my ears softly.

I chuckled again at his flirts and looked up at him behind me. "I hate that I love ya stupid ass..."

"I'm just glad that you do, I'm sorry for being stupid....., can't blame me for wanting your cake and to eat it too, she might be my "main" but you're priority"

"Stop it "I blushed. That was so sweet though😩❤ "You still a selfish motherfucka" I leaned up to connect our lips softly, feeling him smile.

:: November 2nd, One day later ::

"Happy birthday to you,.....Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday my little monester your sister Diya loves you. Muah!" I blew him a kiss over the phone.

"Heh, thank you!" he laughed.

"So how old is my little guy now?" I asked, pretending like I didn't already know.

"Eleven, I'm not even little anymore Diya. I'm in the 5th grade"

"So? You're still my little Jamesy-boo bear" I teased.

"Ugh..., stop calling me that. I miss you though Diya, I can't wait till you come" he said, putting a smile on my face.

"Yeah I miss you too. I'll be up there tomorrow morning okay, just so we can spend our birthdays together boo. I love you..."

"Love you too"

"Okay, I'll see you in the morning" I hung up seconds later and slid my phone into my pocket.

"What time you think you'll be home after that?" Jacob asked.

"Um--I don't know. We might spend the whole day, but I gotta leave a little early. Its like a 4 hour drive annoyingly. But I promised him we'll celebrate together this year, and I'll never break a promise for him. Its bad enough I don't see him much already" I looked away as I sat back down on my bed.

"Yeah I know, I'll keep Desiree for the day. Just so you two can spend time, I know how much you love that little boy"

"Yeah..." A smile drew across my face. ...My children were my life, no matter what circumstance.

"We're getting old Dyme, you especially though. What are you....twenty three now?" he laid back after streching.

"Yo shut up with ya ugly pezzy-ass head. You already 23 grandpa, I'm still a young buck"

"Girl please, you had them forehead wrinkles since 10th grade" he laughed at me, pointing at the three lines above my eyebrows.

"Nigga you not even funny. I got wrinkles cuz I'm mean as shit. I'll chew ya ass out"

Hey, thank you for reading🙌💋
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