Chapter One
-A Valuable Lesson-
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"So....about your first time..."

*Chuckles* Boy...I sure wish it could've been an actual good experience for me. But now it's one of the things I regret most in my life. I should've never gave it to that bastard...

:: The Next Day ::
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Now February 12th, it was two days before Valentine's day and also the day that would change my life forever.

Little did I know back then, that tonight I would lose my virginity to the first boy I ever gave my heart out to. At that time, I was obsessed with Malik and falling in what I thought was love, honestly. He could have it all from me and I wanted all of him in return of course. ...God, I was so vulnerable and stupid back then😔

But it was still a fantastic day and night for me and definitely one I'll never forget. This is how it went...

At lunch time, Malik came up to my table and sat with me to eat his sandwich. That's when I also noticed the "Jugador" tattoo in cursive on his forearm. I didn't know how to speak Spanish well, which is actually a real shame because I am...spanish. So I couldn't make out the word itself, but I thought it sounded sexy😏

"You wanna come chill at my place tonight? My cousin is going over his girl's for the night" he asked.

"Uh yeah sure, but I'm a need to lie to my parents in order to come. They wouldn't let me stay over a boy's house alone"

"Mm. Still a daddy's girl huh?"

"Still a negro, huh?" I laughed, snapping back at him.

He laughed with me. "Yep, but call yo folks up and then tell me what's up"

So I called my dad and asked him if I could stay over Kehlani's for the night. And he asked if her mom was okay with it, where I told him yeah and he said ok.

:: That night ::🌌🌙⭐

Finishing up a Marvel movie downstairs, he led me upstairs to chill in his room now. I really enjoyed watching the movie with him, we bonded a little bit more during that time and I was eager to spend the night now.

"You sleepy yet?" he asked, sitting on his bed and taking off his shirt in front of me.

I stared closely at his bare chest, viewing the four-pack and muscles on his arm. "No..I'm fine"

"Come sit with me, babe" he held out his arms to request me.

I walked up to him, feeling his hands travel down to my waist before then reaching my lower back. "Turn around"

Obeying, I turned away from him to sit on his lap as he guided me down and wrapped his arms around me. "You eva been kissed before?"

"No, I haven't even had my first kiss yet" I confessed.

"Wow really? Mmm, you too pretty to not have been kissed down yet"

As a response, I blushed with a slight chuckled in his arms. I was soaking up in the moment honestly. You gotta remember that I was very...naive and young at the time. He showed me a few red flags that night alone but in my eyes, all I could see was a cute boy liking me.

"Wanna learn?" he offered.

"Right now? You sure you don't mind kissing me–you could have anyone.. " I turned slightly to him on his lap.

"Maybe I could but....look who's sitting on my lap now"

"Yeah..." I blushed once more. ...again, unable to identify the red flags.

I got up from his lap to sit next to him instead, now watching him lean in closer to my face. I looked down at his lips and felt them press up against mine in seconds. Not knowing what to do next, I closed my eyes and kept my lips under his control.

He pulled back in a smack. "You ain't gonna kiss me back" he teased, making me smile.

"I don't know how to kiss...remember?"

"Just follow my lead" he leaned in once more.

I felt him again but more passionately this time by sucking my lips right back to his. So I tried to do the same back and opened my mouth to do it once, sexually consuming his lips back to me for the first time.

"Mm, that's it ma" he praised me.

I chuckled and did it again...and again...and again until I realized I just couldn't get enough. He pushed me backwards to lay on his bed and got in between my legs to make love to my lips as I held him down to me.

I could feel my area beating down there, now when he started to move up and down on me. Just like the adults I watched on my phone at night😏😣

"You a virgin aren't you?" he lifted up from my body.

I nodded my head "yes", confessing the truth. "Are you?"

"Nah. I lost mine when I was 11, just two years ago"

"Oh. Well how did it feel, did it hurt?" ...I heard boys don't go through pain like us girl, I just wanted to see if that was true.

"Not at all. It was great by the way, that's why I'm the man I am today"

"You think I'll be a woman after it?" ...ugh, I was so confused now that I look back at this😔

"Yeah baby. I can make you into a real woman. Then you gon' already have experience"

"Cool. I think we can try it, well if you want to..."

"With a cutie like you, yes I do. Take yo clothes off"

And so, I did...

I watched him take off his clothes too, showing me his manhood that hasn't exactly went through puberty yet. He had a lot of hair though but his size was maybe...5 inches at the time. I thought that was normal for someone his age since he was still young like me. I can't say I complained though, I'd rather have a shrimp for the first time any day....

I watched him turn off the lights and instead some rap music. He climbed up my now naked pre-teen body and we started to kiss again.

"You ready?" He whispered in my ear.

"Yeah..." I said softly, watching him lift up.

He opened my legs a little wider, and started patting his member on top of my lips down there. Then, he looked down further, assuming to find my entrance and held on to his shaft to slide himself inside. Pain shot up instantly from his entrance and when he came back up to my face, all of his inches were inside me. ...welp, there goes my cherry..😬

"Aggh! Malik!" I screamed, scratching my nails into his back from the pain.

"Take it ma, it'll feel better in a minute. I promise" he kissed my neck.

Feeling tensed up more than anything, I breathed out heavily in gasps and flinched at any movement with him still inside.

"You trust me?"

I nodded my head "yes" to him and tried my absolute hardest to relax myself and "take it" as he so says.

"I'm a pull out and let the pain go away. I just wanted to get the hard part over"

Lifting up, he gently pulled out and brought some of my blood out with him. "Damn, you bleeding, baby. Now you got a nigga feeling bad" he wiped off his shaft.

"It's okay, you just popped my cherry, right?"

He smiled. "Mhm. Now let's chill out for a bit and maybe try again in the morning" he got off the bed to put on his boxers again.

:: 3:43 am ::🌌⭐⛅

Waking up suddenly and in the middle of the night, I saw Malik to my left who was now fast asleep on his stomach. The pain was no longer existent down there now and boy, was that a relief. But I was curious now more than ever. Now would I be able to do the things like the adults did? Was my area that sensitive now? I wanted to know.

Reaching my hand down into my panties, I found my hole with ease and placed a finger or two inside. Still no pain occured. I dug even deeper, now feeling a.....sensation instead of pain that felt.....breath taking.

"Mmmm" I bit down on my lip, fingering myself to heaven for the first time. ...God it felt amazing.

So if using my fingers felt that good, I started to wonder how Malik would feel now. And that made me further aroused.

"Hey–....Malik?...Malik" I pushed him, awakeing him from his slumber.

"Hmm?" he groaned.

"I want it again. Please..." I slightly begged, drowning in this wonderful state of mind filled with ecstasy and pleasure.

"You want what?"

"For you to....you know. F*ck me...." I cursed.

"Damn. What has gotten into you baby girl. But if that's what you want, let's get it" He looked at me.

And so...A freak was born.
(Disclaimer: I know Quincy don't look the correct...age😅 but since he does play Malik and they were in bed, I felt like it was perfect)

°Diynara, age 12 in the Media°😅
Thanks for reading❤📚 --Tay🙈