Thirty-Nine

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As I was walking towards Hyunjins room, Felix was on his way out of his room.

"Want to go see a movie?" He asked with a beaming smile. Someone must have woken up on the right side of the bed.

"Later? I have to talk with HyunJin." He nodded watching me walk to HyunJins door and knock.

For an odd reason, Felix stayed put and watched the scene occur infront of him.

"HyunJin, can i come in?" Silence

"HyunJin?" Silence

"Are y-" something loud was thrown against the walls on the inside of his room, causing loud crashes of things inside.

"HyunJin!" I wiggled the door knob vigorously.

"Open the doo-" "Go away!" He threw something more but this time at the door, causing me to jump back, tripping over my own shoe in the process.

As i was stumbling back, there was a possibility of me hitting the corner of the was since Hyunjin was at a corner turn in the hall..

Luckily as my head was about to hit the corner, i felt a hand quickly slide behind my hand which covered the impact of the hit.

I looked up and saw Felix kneeling by me, holding my arm and securing my almost hit.

"Are you okay?" He quickly and worried asked, and in the process of me answering, HyunJin swings the door open and sees me on the ground.

He doesnt say anything, but his expression said it all.

He felt horrible...

Guilty even?

Felix looked up at HyunJin and immediately went to face him, angrily.

"What the hell Jinnie!?" HyunJin refused to looked at either one of us in the eyes, so his stare remained on the ground.

"Why are you going crazy!? Are you really trying to turn into Jisung 2.0!?" Felix shouted as I found my way up to my feet.

"Answer me J-"

"Nari's dead." Felix shut right up and immediately pulled HyunJin into a warm tight hug.

HyunJin reluctantly hugged back and i was able to him crying into Felixs shoulder.

I wanted to do something, so i went up to them and placed my hand on top on Hyunjins for emotional support..

Only, he moved his hand away quickly and wiped his tears, pulling away from Felix.

"I just want to be left alone please. Thank you." And with that, he shut the door.

Felix looked back at me and saw I looked hurt and confused, so he grabbed hold of my hand and smiled.

"Why dont we go do something to lighten up our moods? Let HyunJin have his alone time." I sighed, and looked at his door one more time before agreeing with Felix and followed him down the stairs.

When we got downstairs, of course Seungmin, Jeongin,Woojin, and Changbin were playing video games.

Jisung on the other hand was sitting in the kitchen, scrolling through his phone.

Then i remembered he wanted to talk.

Should I talk to him now?

"Uh Felix, do you mind if talk to Jisung first?" Felix rose an eyebrow of confusion and looked over at Jisung who looked up at me when i mentioned his name.

"Uh, sure. Ill wait with them.." He motioned towards the boys playing the game.

I nodded and looked over at Jisung who stood up.

"Lets talk outside?" He suggested and in which i agreed.

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"What did you mean shes planning to get rid of me?" I asked, wanting to get straight to the point.

"Before we talk about that, i need to say something..." Sighing, I nodded for him to continue.

"Im sorry, Im so very sorry on how all of this has played out.."

"I know Ive said and done hurtful and unforgivable things, and in which i wish i hadn't..."

"With Mina being back, its like i feel obligated to be by her side. I feel as if its my fault she went missing in the first place, and for the longest time i held my self accountable for what happened to her, but now that shes back..."

"You think taking care of her and being with her will make up for all the guilt..?" I questioned, understanding.

"Y-yeah i guess, but that still didnt give me the right to treat you the way i did. I guess even though Mina is back, and might i say shes a piece of work, my feelings for you have never went away.."

"As much as I deeply wanted them to.. they wouldn't,  and so I covered them with ignoring you and more, but seeing you with HyunJin constantly was a reminder that i fucked up.."

"And when i saw you guys kiss... I lost it, i ddint even know what i was doing until you basically slapped the shit out of me.."

"Which by the way hurt so very much.." He cupped both his cheeks while pouting, looking like a sad squirrel.

I couldnt help but laugh lightly at how adorable he looked.

"You deserved it, your behavior was so awful.." I said, seeing him release his chubby squirrel like cheeks.

He chuckled softly, looking passed everything but my eyes and for a split second, i have to admit..

Its felt really nice to look into those precious shining gems...

But moments like these only last for seconds...

HyunJin.

I blinked away, looking down at my hands in the process.

He sighed and carried on talking.

"Can we please restart?.."

"Give me another chance? Please.." He begged, reaching out for my hand.

I sighed and agreed.

"But... your chance will consist of only family..., nothing more.." I was able to see the hurt in his eyes and guilt becoming visible as-well.

He quickly pushed everything back and smiled.

"Something is better than nothing." Just then, Felix opened the door and looked between us.

"Everything good out here? Do i need to call animal control?" (If you don't understand why i added animal control then... bye.)

I laughed, shaking my head no.

"Everything is good, we're good." I looked back and smiled at Jisung, in which he returned.

"Good, about damn time." He smiled, and hugged the both of us.

"Well, are you ready to go?" Felix asked.

"Yeah I am." We both began walking as Jisung was walking inside.

But Felix stopped.

"Would you want to invite Jisung? Enjoy the time we have with him while he's a nice squirrel?" I slightly nudged Felix and laughed, agreeing to the invitation.

"Jisung! " Felix shouted, just in time before Jisung shut the door.

"Yeah?" He asked.

"Would you want to come with ?" He smiled and agreed faster than I thought, quickly shutting the door and rushing down to us.

As they were about to walk away, the one and only Mina appeared behind them.

"Wait! Where are you guys going!? Can i come?" Mina chirped, holding a bag that looked like it contained various snacks.

Just as Felix and I were going to shout no, Jisung beat us to it.

"No, get lost already!" And with that, she stopped in her tracks and watched us go.

With Jisung smiling my way and Felix and I laughing to death.

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But what they didnt know, was HyunJin had stepped outside to see where y/n had gone, and wanted to apologize.

But instead he found Jisung, Felix and you looking like the best of friends.

Both Mina and HyunJin staring away, feeling pained, and betrayed or more confused.

Well, HyunJin felt that way.

Mina was furious and wanted nothing more that to ruin you.

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SO, HERES A RANT.

SO YESTERDAY, 3/30, ALL MY TEACHERS SENT OUT ONLINE WORK.

Considering my school is now shut down, so everything is online.

And i didnt know MY CLASSES started yesterday, so guess whos ALREADY behind ON HER work.

Dear god, i went to go through all my classes and I COULDNT EVEN figure out where to GO, the teachers ARE terrible at explaining where and what to do.

OBVIOUSLY, because this is the first time they have ever had to do this crap.

SO after about an HOUR, i finally figured out where to go for my classes.

First off, my econ class...

BISH, THIS DUDE OUTSIDE INFRONT OF HIS POOL WITH HIS DAUGHTERS WHITE BOARD AND A SUIT.... CORRECTION, SWIMMING POOL BOTTOMS 😂😂😂😂😂

how the hell was i supposed to concentrate on Economic Pandemics whens he flaunting this crap😂😂😂 I just could stop LAUGHING

HE ALSO kept getting SO DAMN close to the SCREEN, i swear i felt the need to keep scooting back away from my computer 😂😂

Second, my dance class..

NOW, she gave us a list of things she wants us to choose from to complete in a week, and keep track and record it all, whether or not its warm-ups, stretching, critiquing dances, creating choreo..etc MUST RECORD like, DAMN, does it look like i have that much storage on my phone? NO,

AND on top of that, i guess were going to be having DAILY video chats with small groups of the class, which okay, whatever, she just wants to check in.

BJT BC I DIDNT KNOW UNTIL I LOOKED TODAY,

SHE HAS ME SCHEDULED TO VIDEO CALL AT 10AM TOMORROW, which actually is already tomorrow, ITS 4:12AM,

BRUH, THIS GIRL COULDNT HAVE SENT THESE EMAILS LIKE A WEEK AGO???

WOULD HAVE GIVEN ME TIME TO FIX MY DAMN SLEEP SCHEDULE BECAUSE 10AM IS MY DAMN BED TIME.

PLUS, I LOOK LIKE SHIZ DUDE, I CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WORE MAKEUP, NOR DID MY HAIR AND WORE DECENT CLOTHING.

like damn, she really pulling this shiz..

GUESS, whos gonna have black dark heavy ass bags when i video call.. 💀

Okay, third... My Financial Algebra class..

HONESTLY, the only work hes handed to us was a website to follow and due a lesson a day starting yesterday, which i didnt know that and did a handful of lessons days ago. SO IM AHEAD, AND GET TO CHILL.

and LASTLY, my Media Technology Class.

AS MUCH as im an outgoing peoples person & not much afraid of being in the camera... HE WANTS US TO DO DAILY GREETINGS, as in record a greeting and send it in on a webside, and everyone of his classes will see it, and wants us to take the time to TO Q&A that consist of 30 or more Qs and As,  each topic on a MOVIE, like yo, for one, i only know KDRAMAS, CDRAMAS...etc dramas.

PLUS BC I WAS GONE A WHOLE ASS DAY IN THESE CLASSES, I HAVE DOUBLE THE DAMN WORK.

IM REALLY BOUTA CHUCK THE DAMN COMPUTER AT A WALL.

like, dude. when i was in your class, did i ever do your work? HAHA NO

What makes you think im going to do your online shiz, YOUR FUNNY 😂😂😂

"YOUR A JOKER GUY!" (jins voice in the bts carpool)

but like, he said if we do the online stuff for his class, he will 100% excuse all missing assignments in the grade book, WHICH IS LIKE EVERYTHING FOR ME😂😂

but like, do i really want to is the question...

also, he has us check in for attendance... using a code word...

aka.. waffles or pancake or popcorn like WTF, huh? Okay i get you...?

IM JUST ANNOYED AND STRESSED, and its not like i can just abandon online all together, im 18 a senior in HS that needs to keep her grades good that way i can graduate... (Over The Damn Computer)

BI**H I WAITED 12 YEARS FOR THIS SHIZ, AND NOW MY GRADUATION MAY BE ON SCREEN?

HAHAHAHAHA bye.

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AHAHAHAHAH OKAY ILL SHUT THE HELL UP NOW, AND IF YOU READ ALL OF THAT

LET ME KNOW BECAUSE I FRICKEN LOVE YOU LIKE WOW 💜

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