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That is until you felt a pair of sweet delicate lips pash yours so gracefully.

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He pulls away very slowly, staying still and calm with his eyes closed and parted lips.

Though I was a mess a minute ago, I couldn't help but feel more calm, safe and protected.

Somehow, he's always there and I can't keep hiding the fact that he's the one.

"Jisung, I love you." Jisungs eyes quickly opened, smiling like an idiot.

"And I love you." He leaned in passionately kissing me with all the love in the world. His lips moulded with mine, soft and sweetly and for a split second i forgot where we were.

Until

"Y/n.." Jisung and I broke away from the kiss, looking up to Hyunjin. He held a very sadden expression, though his expression was mixed with a not surprised look.

"Jinnie.." I spoke, attempting to stand up to explain to him... but he was quick to stop me.

"No, its okay. Jisung, have you talked to her?" Jisung looked away, shrugging and not really looking like he was up for this conversation.

Hyunjin sighed, taking my hand and sitting me with him on the bench like swing.

"Jisung and I are up for it, so this will only happen if you also agree to it.." I squinted my eyes, turning to Jisung who had his this glum look and hand ruffling through his hair annoyingly.

"What is it?" I asked

"Polyamory relationship.." I gulped, didnt i literally just have this conversation with Minji?

"A-and you guys want that?" Hyunjin shrugged, while Jisung picked up a rock that was placed next to him and threw it at a distance.

"I just want you.. " Hyunjin looked over at Jisung after he spoke noticing my reoccuring look at the boy and wasn't blind to see that he wasn't exactly into this conversation.

He breathed, calmly yet tiredly. He looked at me once more, but my attention in Jisung.

"I just want you..." He spoke again, gaining my attention for repeating the same words. "In any possible way I can, friend, brother, enemy even.."

"I also just want you to be happy, so.." He edged out.

"I'm letting you go." His hand slipping passed mine.

He leaned forward, leaving a lingering kiss on my forehead.

And with that he stood up and walked inside, leaving Jisung and I shocked and yet a little less stressed.

"He broke up with me.." I speak aloud, still trying to comprehend what just happened.

Jisung stood up, sitting where Hyunjin was once sat.

"Y/n.. are you okay?" He asked, grazing mt cheek with his thumb, and only then is when i noticed i was in tears, again.

"Jisung, I-"

"I'm sorry." I stood up, fast walking into the house and up the stairs.

After the whole memory lane with Wooyoung, and the break up with Hyunjin.

I had realised something..

I opened the door to Hyunjins room, revealing him laying on his bed with his head phones in.

He sat up, pulling out his head phones in the process.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry Jinnie..." He stood up pulling me into a tight warm hug, soothing me with his hands.

"Please don't cry." He whispered.

We somehow ended up on the bed, sitting in a hug.

I pulled back, trying to bring myself back together.

"I shouldn't have strung you along... You were nothing but the perfect boyfriend, cared and showed me love, kept by you're side and made sure I was happy even if you weren't. You were really there for me just like wooyoung.. " i admitted, quietly mumbling the ending to myself.

"I really do appreciate everything you've done for me and I really do love you, so much but..." He nodded, a short forced smile pulling out.

"I know, thats why I ended it." He stated. "I don't think of you as someone who would fake love for someone, knowing that, i was able to feel the love between us and i knew you wouldnt be able to let it go. Even if it was pulling you down in the process."

He leaned over taking my hand.

"You have also been there for me, through more than you can think of. You really have been amazing, I couldn't have gone through it with out you. So thank you." I smiled warmly, then it quickly faded.

"I'm sorry about Nari.."

"And I'm sorry about Wooyoung." We leaned forward hugging, feeling the complete unawkward but loving warmth from each other.

We may have just broke up, but it didnt feel that way. It felt as though we aren't together, we will always be here for one another.

"Ill always love you y/n, whether its just friends or family, i will."

"Same here." I pulled away and began walking away.

"Wait."

"Yes?" I asked.

"So.. I guess you're going to want to move back in with Jisung." He head gestured towards the drawers and closet.

"Oh uh.." I quietly giggled.

"I'll come back to get my things." And as I was about to leave, Felix and Changbin rush towards me.

"Y-y/n..." Changbin said, obviously out of breath.

"What is it?" I worriedly ask.

"After you rushed inside, we went to go talk to Jisung but we saw him walking away from the house, then .."

"Some car pulled up, a man got out and.."

I began to try and push my way through them, worrying over Jisung.

"Wait, before you g-" Changbin started.

"God, you're dad is here." Felix outted, hoping it would stop me from trying to rush downstairs.

"W-what?" Hyunjin walked up behind me, putting his hand around me on my upper arm.

"Are you sure it's him?" Hyunjin asked for me, since i was still trying to understand.

"He showed us a picture of him and this girl, he pointed out the necklace." Changbin point at the one around my neck.

"He said he gave it to you." Felix finished.

"Where is he?" I asked.

"With Jisung out on the bench." I nodded, grabbing Hyunjins hand for support and pulled him along with me downstairs.

"Where the hell is Woojin?" You hear Changbin say upstairs.

"No clue, he's been in and out of this book like twice." Felix responded.

"Well we could really use a damn adult here, all this shit is getting out of control." Was the last this i heard, it fading as i kept way downstairs.

We stopped in front of the front door.

"Are you okay?" Hyunjin asked, squeezing my hand.

"No, but y-yeah. I've got this." I opened the door, stepping out to see Jisung, laughing with the guy i assume it my father.

He noticed us and quickly stood up.

I stood there, not sure what i was supposed to do or feel.

To me this guy is just a stranger.

"Wow, you look just like you're mother." The man spoke.

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So, im sorry i have taken so long to update. Love you!

Also, ive heard from a lot of you through comments and messages.

Some messages being so kind and sweet, and some worried about me.

I promise you im okay! No need to worry my lovelys!

Thank you for worrying, and caring! I hope you all are doing well and staying safe!
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ALSO

please, pleaseee don't hate me or start commenting rudely because the polyamory relationship didn't sail.

Any rude or insulting comment will be removed or blocked so please refrain for any of that.

And please, if you're unhappy about the situation, dont stop reading this book.

But then again, i cant stop you so :/