At Party

Hyunjin Pov

Wasted. Everyone here is wasted. People grinding on each other without any limits to where they touch. People vomitting in the back. Music insanely blasting loud, making my ear acke.

The worst part about this, is that y/n is running around here hurt maybe even angry but drunk.

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3 hours ago

"

You did what!?" Y/n shouted from upstairs.

From the door slamming, it sounds pretty serious.

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"How dare you do that Jisung, you have no right to blackmail him, no right!" Y/n yelled, throwing a pillow at Jisung.

"This entire time i thought he was avoiding me because i chose you, but really it was all because of you that he won't even look me in the eye."

"Tell me, what EXACTLY did he do?" Jisung gulped, regretting telling y/n the truth. Regretting ever blackmailing Hyunjin to begin with, especially after y/ns outburst.

"You have to ask him about it." Y/n rolled her eyes.

"Your seriously something else Jisung, after everything... you go and do this.." Jisung stood up, attempting to get close to her and sooth her, but that was the last thing she wanted.

"Dont touch me, I need to think." She backed away from him, grabbed her phone and walked out the door heading down stairs.

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I watched as y/n rushed down the stairs looking ahead, and as soon as she saw me, i was immediately pulled into a hug.

"I'm sorry, please stop avoiding me. Jisung told me what he did, so you no longer need to avoid me." She said, stepping away a bit so she can see me.

"Can we talk?" She asked.

Nodding, i followed her outside and sat in the bench.

After a few minutes of silence, both of us not sure how to talk to each other, I spoke. "Im sorry I was avoiding you.."

"You were being blackmailed, I understand.." Her voice was soft, she was staring at the ground.

"What does he have on you?" She asked, looking up from the ground, slow and subtle yet her stare was more of burn.

"U-uh.. I can't s-"

"Jinnie, tell me please. Whatever it is, it cant be that bad.."

"But it is... you'll hate me.." She quirked a questionable eyebrow, thinking of what I possibly could have done.

"Look, our friendship was strong before the fair, and that doesnt just go away after a few weeks of not speaking. I promise you, I won't hate you." She sincerely spoke. Eyes full of truth and confusion.

If i tell her, its somethings shes not expecting, in which our friendship is could be lost.

But no telling her could only make her upset and maybe still hurt our friendship.

"I-I uh.. Remember the lake house.." I began, already regretting it. She nodded, waiting for me to continue.

"Well.." Here it goes..

"I'm the one who shot Wooyoung.." I shut my eyes right away, scared to face the girl infront of me. I couldn't bare to see the hate and sadness.

"Y-you were the one who s-shot him..?" Already, you could hear hear voice cracking.

"Im sorry y/n, i promise I didnt do it on purpose. I was holding the gun and Jaehyun had Felix... If I hadn't, Felix would have been very hurt..."

"But it was okay to hurt someone else in the process?" She spoke, voice still calm but still a tint of anger.

"No.. but it was Felix y/n, what was i supposed to do?" She was quiet, not staring at me but at the floor.

My eyes were open, and i was able to see her light jean colored jeans discolored as droplets of tears landed.

"Y/n I'm really sorry.." Without a word, she stood up, walked right back into the house.

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Present at Party

"Have you seen y/n?" I asked Minho, who was dancing with Changbin.

"I saw her go upstairs with Felix." Changbun answered since he was holding up a drunk Minho who probably couldnt speak all that well at the moment.

I headed up stairs, opening each room that i saw.

Reaching the second to last one, i found her and Felix sitting crissed cross on the floor together.

"Hyunjin, how'd you know we were up here?" Felix asked, looking back at y/n seeing her narrow her eyes to the ground. Probably after hearing my name.

"Is she okay?" I asked.

"Shes drunk, and keeps mumbling Wooyoungs name.." Felix softly said the ending of his response, knowing as Wooyoung is a very touchy subject.

Surprisingly, she stood up, almost falling in the process. Nonetheless, she stumbles her way towards me.

"You..." She mumbled, head falling forward into my chest.

"Wooyoung...." She cried, my heart acking.

Felix stood up to grab her, but he pushed him away.

"Wooyoung!" She somewhat shouted, almost tumbling back.

"Wooyoung isnt here y/n.." Felix spoke, putting his hands out behind her just incase she fell back, though i was holding her waist.

She began crying.

"B-because of you.." She poked me, making me feel like crap even more. Felix tilted his head in confusion.

Out of nowhere, she jumped at me. Arms wrapping around my waist and face in my chest.

"Hyunjin.." She cried.

"I forgive you.." Her crying was slowly beginning to calm down. Wrapping my arms around her for comfort.

"Lay her down Jinnie." Felix whispered.

I managed to get her over to the smallish bed, and layed her down.

As I was about to go, she pulled on my arm.

"Dont.." She quietly said, eyes closed.

"Dont what?" I quietly said back, Felix watching us.

"Don't go Wooyoung.." Her grip on my wrist was coming undone, and before i knew it, she was asleep.

She called me Wooyoung...

Stepping away, watching her lay there.

She looked so peaceful, but really..

Shes going through so much pain, that no one can see to see.. besides Felix and I.

"Lix, shes not okay.."

"I know.." He sat at the edge of the bed.

"How do we help her?" I asked.

"All we can do is be there for her." Felix being small, he was able to lay besides her and wrap him arm around her.

Felix truly did care for her.

Not really giving a crap about this party, I sat on the ground against the bed, head back.

Sighing.

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HEYYY EVERYONE

so I've written a new book, and published its first chapter PLEASE PLEASE GO CHECK IT OUT AND LEAVE FEEDBACK??

Main characters are Straykids, Baekhyun and Taeyong.

FELIX plays the MAIN MAIN role, alongside Baekhyun. So please maybe give it a chance?

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· a bet is made

· Felix | Baekhyun | Taeyong all like the same girl.

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