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Bangchan

That day at the mall, the day that was hell for Felix, Minji and I.

Not enjoying the conversation we all were apart of.

It was heartbreaking..

Mall Memory

"So they made up?" Chan asked, watching Felix nod, and look at Jisung and y/n talking at there table.

"Good, now can you guys make up?" Both Minji and Felix look at each other, slightly awkward.

"Honestly, what am I supposed to even say?" Felix started, looking from MinJi to Chan.

"Im not in the wrong here..."

"Look, i came over here because.. yes, i wanted to apologise.. for what exactly? I don't know."

"But now that I'm actually sitting here, with the both of you.." Felix stopped, thinking of what to say next.

"I'm not the one that needs to apologise." Chan and MinJi, sit quietly looking down at there drinks.

"Chan.. MinJi...?" Chan looked up, nodding apologetically.

"I'm sorry mate, for falling for your girl.." Felix eyes widen, as did MinJi, who looked up from the words spoken from Chan.

"Look mate, I'm not mad at you... I know how hard it is to hold back your feelings for someone.." Felix glanced up towards MinJi.

"I hid mine for so long, held back, and its not any fun. Infact it hurts." MinJi looked away, feeling guilty.

"So apology accepted." Felix softly smiled at his brother as did the other.

Both boys looking at MinJi waiting for words to be said.

"God, what the do you want me to say? That i hurt you? That i hurt the both of you for that matter? For lying? For being secretive? For making a mistake?.." She threw out, sighing.

"Felix, trust me when i say this.."

"You were great, everything I liked in someone, such a fantastic caring friend who was always, and when i say always i mean always there for me."

"No matter how i felt for you, i didn't want to jeopardize our friendship, because that was exactly what i needed."

"A friend like you, the only person i could trust overall anyone. You know how my family is, so Im sure you understand why having you as my friend is more needed."

"Chan, he and I weren't friends, we just .. I wasn't as close to him as I am to you which meant if he left, I wouldn't have felt the amount of pain just as if you left." Chan looked away, feeling hurt by her choice of words but still wanting to listen.

"So you wanted to keep me close? By hiding from me? Ignoring me? And moving onto my brother?" MinJi facepalmed herself.

"I hid from you because I love you.. And i knew you were at a point where you wanted to be way more than friends, and if I saw you I wouldn't have been able to say no, to reject you."

"And If you left, I would have no one."

"As for Chan, i didn't know he was your brother at first. I'm sorry."

Both aussie boys were lost in how to feel, looking at the girl in front of them.

"MinJi.." Chan spoke, voice low and hurt.

"You love Felix?.." The trembling amount of hurt in his voice sounded through the girls ears.

"What?" She quietly said, looking at the said boy.

"You said you love me." Felix spoke, smiling sweetly.

"Chan.." MinJi spoke, looking directly at in worry.

"MinJi please just choose already." Chan finally and tiredly let out.

MinJi sat there, looking at the two most important people in her life at the moment.

She wondered how this would go..

If she chose Chan, will Felix stick around? Will he continue to be my friend? Will he want nothing to do with me?

For the passed couple of weeks,shes been wanting more than anything to call Felix, cry and beg him to come over.

Have him help her like he always does when 'these' things happened.

But she couldn't, making her feel alone trapped at home, while her parents fought, threw stuff and verbally abused her.

And as much as she enjoyed Chan's company, and how close they have gotten, she just couldn't let her self tell him a single thing about any of it.

But if she chose Felix, there's a chance he will leave and she will be alone, not even a single friend, nothing.

Yeah she had her co-workers but that's all they were, even Jisoo.

The only reason she would help her lie about her where abouts to Felix is because she got the chance to talk to Felix.

And she adored Felix so any chance she got to talk or see him, she took.

She thought hard, looking at the two beautiful sweet caring boys in front her.

Brothers, brothers she thought.

I can't do this.

"Im sorry.. but I can't." Chan was about to speak up but was cut off before he even spoke.

"I can't choose either of you. Its unfair to the both of you, and this entire time I've just been a problem between you to."

"So.." She stood up, gathering her bags of items and her drink.

"I'm sorry for only thinking of myself." And with that she turned and walked away from the two boys who were deeply in love with the girl.

Leaving them both heartbroken.

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Chan

Honestly, I dont know how Felix is taking this so well.

I know in the beginning, dating Minji was to help me get over y/n and well it worked.

I fell inlove with her, even though it was obvious my own brother was deeply fond of her.

But, how is it that through it all, he seems fine?

How can he just walk around and be fine.

I stood up from swing set and started in for another walk.

Taking in the air, watching kids play and run around while parents chase them.

Cars speeding and lights switch from red to green.

People chatting, smiling and laughing.

Couples holding hands and enjoying each others company.

I could have had that, I wanted that.

I should have just stopped seeing MinJi right when Felix gave permission to be with her.

It was wrong of me to still go after her.

I kept walking, deciding it wouldnt hurt to go see MinJi one last time.

I knew it was wrong but the pain hurts, and just the thought of getting to see her makes my heart flutter and...

Her choosing neither one of us was just so unexpected.

I wasnt ready to never see her again, not to end everything.

To sudden and I just needed to see her.

So I walked, all the way to her house.

As I stood outside i breathed in and out anticipating the thought of knocking.

Finally when as I was going to knock, i heard a scream, then seconds later the door swung open, revealing a crying MinJi, with red spreading along side her face.

When she saw me she looked stuck, worried.

Her breathing was rapid.

"MinJi! Get your ass back here!" She turned to look back and quickly grabbed my arm pulling me with her, running far and fast away from her house.

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Just so you know, this is where Chan was when the Skz house was empty.

Not a big fan of this chapter but oh well.