MERRYMERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE OR HAPPY HOLIDAYS

I bit my lip as I gripped the sheets.

"Just stay still"Carter whispered in my ear.I breathed quietly and tried to stay as calm as I could.

"C-Carter..."I stuttered.

"I know ...I know....shhhh"I felt his fingers trail down my body slowly.

"I don't know if I can do this."I admitted feeling like a coward.

Carter chuckled,shaking his head.
"Baby you've always wanted this."

"I-I"

"Shhhhhhhh"He put his finger to my lips and kissed his way down my body.

I woke up breathing heavily.I fanned myself with my hand.Lord I was sweating so much.I starting getting hot thinking of my dream.Ugh my head is so screwed up.Why am I thinking dirty stuff about Carter when he has a girlfriend?That's so wrong.

I sighed.I want him so bad.This is the first time I've actually admitted this to myself.

I do.I want Carter.I want him to be my...b-b-b-b ...I sighed.That part I couldn't admit.

I want his large hands all over me.Touch me.Rub me.Feel me.His lips to kiss me.His body.Oh his body.I-I don't know if I was allowed to think these things but the thoughts kept coming.

"Im not gonna hurt you Yaz.I would never."Carter kissed my cheek slowly.

"Promise?"I asked.

Carter nodded his head and cuddled with me.

"I think its really sexy how innocent you are.If its okay... can I
..."I looked up at him.He was blushing.What did he want to do with me?

"What is it Carter?"I asked.

He pulled me on top of him."This alright?"

I nodded.

He pulled my chin down and bit my bottom lip.I moaned as he kissed me and sucked on my top lip.

"Carter..."I groaned.

"What?"I blinked my eyes open.

Carter raised his eyebrows at me.I could see a smirk playing on his lips.Why does he always catch me?I swear bad stuff always happens to me.

"Um..."I mean what do I say?

Carter sat on the bed next me.

"Your really sweaty.You okay?"He knew everything that was going on but hes acting like he doesn't.Well played.

"Im fine.You can go now."

"I don't know.I might stay a little while.Seeing how innocent and sexy you are."He grinned.

I covered my face with my hands.The embarrassment it hurts so much.

"Why?I'm already ashamed.Go away."

"I don't want to.This is the best day ever."

I layed down looking at the ceiling.Carter did the same.

"What do you want?"I asked.

"To know what it all means"He said seriously.

It means I like you way more than I want to ,duh.

"It shouldn't matter since your dating someone."

Carter sighed."For once forget Teresa and talk to me.Do you miss me?"

"Your right here"I laughed.

"No I meant this..."His hand trailed up and down my arm.

I shivered.No no no.Gf he has a gf.

"Nope."I said quickly.

"Dont lie to me.I hate liars."His voice was so serious it scared me.

"Then y-y-you must hate me right?"

"Yeah.I do.I hate you Yaz.Because I can hate you.I could never hate you."I felt his breath on my neck.Why was he so close?

"Tell me.Why do you have those dreams?About me?With you?"Carter played with my curl.

All this was scaring the crap out of me.

"I don't know.IguessIwanttobewithyoubutyouhaveagfandimscaredasshittobewithyoubecauseofstuffihaventtoldyouandiwantyouwaytoomuchtobepossiblerightnow."

Carter smiled shaking his head."Of course you would ramble."

I sighed."Please just go your just making everything so complicated."

Carter hugged me,gripping my waist with his hands."Your not pushing me away."

"You have a girlfriend!?!"I yelled.

"And I will never cheat!I'm not doing anything wrong."He fumed.

He squeezed me tighter.Ow!I groaned in pain.

"Shit!I'm sorry."He let me go.

"Maybe I should leave.I don't know what's going on.I-I I need some sleep."He gulped.

I nodded."Maybe you should."

He left.

:3

I sighed.Work work work.How do I do this everyday?

I went outside to go get some Trident when I heard a KABOOM.Oh no the station is on fire!

I ran back to the building.Smoke and flames were in my vision. I heard the ambulance and fire trucks in the distance.

Oh no!

A note flew in my hand.

Lucky.

I gasped.

Shit just went down.Oh my gosh.
Carmin though .
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Xoxo Nia