Carter had school.I had work but I didn't have to go until later so I was just resting on the bed.

I heard the door open.Carter must be back from his shower.

"Hey mommy."He winked at me.I stared at his chest.And gulped.For some reason I still haven't got used to that.His towel was hanging of his waist.

"Why do you keep calling me that?It easy just a joke."

"I don't know"He laughed.

I rolled my eyes.

"It sounds so weird and sexy at the same time."I whispered.

Carter smiled,taking off his towel.

I dove under the blanket.I forget about last night.I forget what we did.And it was so unlike us.So unlike me.I think I must have been drugged.I would never masturabate, especially in front of Carter!What was I thinking?And him and mini him?Oh my gosh I can't believe I saw it and didn't freak out.Why am I freaking out now?!?

"Yaz?"I heard footsteps coming close to the edge of the bed.

"No.I don't know what we did these past days Carter.What happened?I would never go that far with you.With anyone.It feels so wrong now.Its coming back to me.How stupid I was.I should have never did that.I'm a coward.I wouldn't do that.I wouldn't let you do that.To me.Make me feel like I wasn't in charge.I don't do that.I don't make that happen.Why did that happen?"

I was so afraid.I'm not Yazmin ,the innocent sweet police officer anymore.I'm a changed woman.A woman who knows things that everyone is supposed to know.How did that happen?

"Dont freak out.Its okay."Carter pulled back the blanket from my head.

"Its not okay.I don't know what I did.I'm not me anymore."

Carter leaned forward and hugged me.

"Yes you are.If you weren't you then this wouldn't be happening.Its okay to be scared.You told me that I'm changing you and I guess you were right.I'm sorry if its scaring you.But that's how relationships work.We influence each other.We trust each other.We care for each other.That's how it goes. And you said yes."

"Your right.I don't regret anything that happened-"

"Wait!You were gonna regret it?"

"What?No!I'm just thinking aloud.And I'm confused.And I'm trying to figure it out.Please don't get mad.I don't know what would happen if you got mad."

Carter sighed,nodding.

"Okay.Well I have to get to school.Just think and try to understand how this whole changing thing works.And adapt to it.We need each other."He kissed my lips and put his jeans on.

"Im sorry that I went ballistic."

"No worries"Carter smiled,buttoning his shirt.

"It happens when I'm not in control of what I feel.Or do."

Carter looked over at me.

"So we both have problems then?"

"I guess so".

"Cool"Carter picked up his bookbag and came over to me.

"I know that you have to reflect about what happened these past few days but I just wanna let you know that I enjoyed evey single bit.Your so amazing.And I love you so much."He kissed my forehead.

"I love you too"I replied, automatically.

"Good.I gotta go but I'll see you later."

"You better. "

Carter snickered and left.

Sigh.Imma miss that boy.Hmmm back to sleep.

Ken's POV
Time to set this plan in action.

I stood outside Yazmin's door with a key that AJ has given me.Such a sweet kid.At least I'm not the only one who cares about Marco.

I opened the door and walked in.Neat place.

I walked up the steps and stood outside Yazmin's bedroom.

I entered the room.She was sleeping.

Carmin

I know your mad that its short but heeeeeeeyyyyy.Lmao.Ken coming after Yaz.And AJ?Ha Got emmm.

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