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Yazmins POV

His eyes stared right into my soul.I messed up,didn't I?

"Carter,I didn't mean that"I said,sincerely.

He smiled,taking off his shirt.

Shit.He's so sexy wtf?

No.I'm supposed to be mad.

"Im gonna make you cum so much that you'll beg me to stop."

I crossed my legs,feeling the moisture between them.

"You expect me to believe that."I scoffed.

He bit his lip and straddled me.

Why did this turn me on?I closed my eyes.This is what he wants.I will not give him what he wants because I'm a stubborn bitch.

I opened them.He sucked on his index finger,watching me.

"Im crazy?Can you believe that?Me?!?"He laughed.

I gulped.I'm so scared.He can't know that though.

"I think everyone thinks that about you.Everyone thinks your crazy."I blurted.I slapped myself internally.

I watched as he sucked on both his index and middle fingers.

"Oh yeah?Fascinating."How is he being calm?

I would have beat his ass if he said this to me.

"Yeah.Its only when you don't take your-".Then I looked at him closely.

His eyes were menacing.

"Please tell me you took your pills today".

Then he sucked on his ring finger,combining all three.

"I didn't."

Then he stuck all three fingers inside of my p*ssy and pumped quickly in and out.

"Fuck! Shit! Carter!"I was hanging on to the bed for dear life.

My poor vagina.

I screamed in pain.

"Carter please!"I screamed,realizing he wasn't stopping.

He went even faster.

"OH MY FUCKING SHIT!"

Then I felt him add another finger.Another finger!?!

He was trying to kill me!!!!!

"CARTER STOP PLEASE!"I think I came all over his fingers but the pain was too unbearable to notice.

Tears filled my eyes.

"MERCY PLEASE!"I yelled,crying.

He looked up as he slowed down.Then at his fingers.

"Mission accomplished"He whispered,guiltily.

I panted.I looked at his fingers.Blood.My blood.

I was bleeding!?!

"W-w-why?"I asked,wiping my fallen tears.

Carter stood up,reaching for his pill bottle.He took out one and swallowed it.

"I warned you so many times about my anger.I couldn't control myself.I wanted to hear you scream."He said quietly.

"In pain.I was in pain."I still am.My vagina hurts.

"I wasn't thinking straight. I couldn't help myself."

I sighed."Im gonna take a shower.I'll be back."

I left the room.

:3

I stopped at the door to my room.I heard slight sniffles.Carter.

I opened the door.Carter was staring at the t.v.Some girl was crying.

"Hey."I greeted.

He said nothing.

"Rude."I sat next to him on the bed.

Ow.

I already changed in the bathroom as you know.

"I should be upset.Not you."I turned to him.

"I hurt you.I will never forgive myself for that."Carter spoke,his lip quivering.

"I forgive you.I shouldn't but I do.One,I deserved it for being a bitch.Two,you were off your meds.Three,I kind of...liked it for some strange reason.I don't know why I do.Especially when I was crying and bleeding too but the pain felt nice.I am insane.Am I?."

Carter looked perplexed.

"Im weird for liking it.I know you don't have to tell me."I felt my body heat up in embarrassment.

"What?That's..not weird at all.I'm freaking relieved because you're not mad and I'm sorry.Truly.I am.I wanted to hear you because I felt like I didn't make you feel good enough."He stared at his fingers.

"But since were being honest,I being the idiot, was testing how far you would go.I was stupid for doing that."

"Yes.You were.I could of done more damage.Worse damage.Don't test my anger.I don't want you hurt."He caressed my cheek.

"Ill try"I winked,causing him to pull me on his lap.

"Does it hurt?"He asked.

"Yeah."

"You want me to rub it for you?"Carter asked,seriously.

"If you want,I guess."I laughed.

"Im being completely serious,Yaz."

"Yes.I do."I replied, sure of myself this time.

He lifted up my T-shirt,his I guess,and found me bare.

"Oh."Carter licked his lips and looked
at me for an answer.

"I...sort of forgot them in the room.And I was supposed to put them on but you distracted me."I explained.

"Did I now?"Carter asked, lifting my body so I was on my knees.

"Yeah.How are you feeling?"I nodded,as he stroked my folds gently.

"The meds haven't kicked in yet.I wish they did.My thoughts aren't exactly holy at this point."Carter blushed,rubbed me in circles.

I moaned,quietly.

"When I take my meds,I don't get turned on.That's a side effect I guess.I-I kind of want to sometimes you know."

"Are you right now?"I asked him.

"See for yourself."

I looked down.The bulge in his jeans was evident.

I reached for it.

"Woah there."He said, grabbing my hand.

I slapped it away,squeezing his d*ck through his jeans.

He whimpered.

"Its been a long time,huh?"

He nodded,biting his lip.

"Im glad you're waiting for me."I got off of him,pushing him to lay down flat.

"I want to stop you but I need this so bad."Carter whispered.

"Then don't stop me."I kissed his lips,making him groan.He grabbed my back to bring me closer.

I ran my hand through his hair,grinding on him.

Carter bit his top lip,holding me.

I moved his hands so he was touching my ass.

"You like that?"He asked,squeezing it.

I nodded,kissing him.

I felt him slap my ass.

I moaned.

"You kinky freak"He whispered between kisses.

He slapped me again.

I moaned louder,fiddling with his belt.

"Yaz maybe you-"

"Shhh you want this"I replied,pulling down his jeans.

I sat on him and sucked on his neck.

"Mhmm. I do.I really do."

His hard on was poking me.I looked in his eyes.

"Ready?"

I didn't wait for an answer as I took off his boxers.

Oh shit.I gulped,rethinking this plan.

"Yaz?"

"Im okay."I nodded, staring at his d*ck before me.

This thing was alert and ready.
[(I'm weak :')]

"What if...I don't like it?"I asked to myself.

"Then you stop.I'm not forcing you."

I was surprised at his answer.I didn't know why I was.

I sucked in a breath and held it in my hand.

Carter sighed softly.

I stroked it up and down like I seen him do.

Carter groaned."Shit."

I went faster,watching his facial expressions change.

"Oh Yaz"He bit his lip.

His groans were really sexy.I wanted him to scream a little more.

I can do this.Its just Carter.I've never sucked d*ck oh my.. Will I be called a hoe if I do it?

I leaned down and put my tongue on it.

I felt him shake.

I licked his tip slowly.He tastes...strange but in a good way.

I can't explain it.

"Yaz,its been a while since I've..you know so would you be okay not teasing me?"

I laughed, licking it even slower.

"Please"he whispered.

"Beg for it"I mocked,stroking him up and down.

"Yazmin,please!"he groaned as I swirled my tongue around.

"Please what baby?"I asked.

"Please...uh...I-FUCK!"Carter moaned,as I scraped my teeth against his d*ck.

"Uhh Yaz baby"He moaned as I pulled away.

"When do I stop?"I asked.

"Whenever you want to"Carter blushed,licking his lips.

He wanted me to keep going.His eyes said everything.He's just being sweet.

I put the whole of him in my mouth.

Shit.I gagged.

Okay not the best idea.I really suck at this(pun not intended).

Carter laughed.Laughed!?!

"You think this is funny!?!"I yelled.

"Your so cute."

I rolled my eyes.

"I give up.I fail."I sighed.

"You didn't fail.It felt really nice."

"You liar!"

"Im not"he stated.

I started pumping his d*ck up and down at sonic speed.

"Yazmin!Fuck me!"He groaned.

"One day"I grinned,teasingly.

"Ughhhh shit".

Gross.Its all over my hands.

Should I taste it?I'm so curious.

I sniffed it.It smelled like nothing.
I licked some off my hands.

Hmmm.Sort of bitter and salty.

But not awful.

Carter watched me,intently as I sucked the rest of my hands.

"How do you look so innocent while doing that?"Carter asked, in amazement.

"You tell me"I grinned,climbing on him and giving a kiss on the lips.

This was so bad guys.I apologize.

Xoxo nia