7:30 am next day .

"Miss Woods , please turn on your camera so i can know you're attentive " My professor said with a fake ass smile on his pale cracker looking ass face

"My camera broke and to be honest my environment is a bit too inappropriate to have my camera on sir , i'm attentive though if i wasn't i wouldn't get my bachelors degree and that wouldn't be good for me right ? "I replied in the most respectful way possible , i really don't know why teachers be pressing the whole camera situation ESPECIALLY when you in college it's pointless

Anyway I brought my macbook with me to the rest room then started to brush my teeth and washed my face thoroughly I got distracted when i looked at my neck and seen it had Lontrells hand prints on it , i understood his frustration but all in all the nigga didn't have to choke me out .

" Okay guys that was the end of our lesson for the week enjoy your weekend i'll see you all thursday Good bye " My professor said knocking me out of my thoughts , i closed my laptop with the quickness and took my ass back to pooh's bed and scrolled through tiktok until i got a facetime call from Mya ass

"pooh with you ? " she asked with her phone all under her chin

                 "damn good morning to you too i'm fine thanks for asking bitch "  i said jerking my head back frowning my face up

"'my bad girl , good morning whatcha doing today ? " she asked tryna back door what she just did

                           " i'm going to see an apartment i want to rent  , but what you want with pooh ? he not here right now "

" oh nothing i think he stole my charger that's all he ain't answering his phone like ughhh " She said laughing

                       "hoe when you got his number ? " i readjusted my self in bed and was now sitting up giving her my full attention

" 30 had me call him one time sis calm down shit youn trust a bitch ? " She questioned looking at me through the camera

               " girl nah it's not that just some weird ass opp shit been happening like pooh found out about la'quan robbing him and i ain't tell his ass nothing the only people who knew was me you and la'quan , trust running thinner then my waist line for every body "

"O WOW what the fuck i ain't say nothing to him at all tho best, tha fuck i look like crossing like that i ain't a cluck now ! that weirdo shit for the birds foreal maybe pooh found out on his own  you know he got connections . " she suggested sounding a bit offended that i'll come at her like that which i can understand cause i'll do the same if she came at me that way knowing how deep our relationship was

                    "yea maybe ian even think of that , but i gotta go i'm finna go to the apartment to see if i like it in person i'll call you later "  I said hanging up the phone , the vibe with mya wasn't off or anything  i just wanna know how the fuck shiesty find out if mya ass ain't tell him ..... connections make since but i don't know

I got out of my bed and slid on my slides and popped on a hoodie that matched my pants and walked out the house & into my car heading to the apartment complex which i might be renting

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" Hello Miss Woods , How are you today ? " the apartment manager asked as we walked into the unit

" I'm fine thanks for asking & you ??"

" I'm doing great ma'am , even better if you'd be willing to rent this unit " She said making us share a fake laugh

" Hopefully i will " i said plainly pushing a smile

" Yes yes , hopefully. This unit is the only unit out of the whole complex with privacy! It's a 3 bed room upstairs-downstairs with 1 full restroom and a guest bathroom , you will have a patio rent will cost you 1,200 per month and all maintenance issues will fall on us saving you money " She said ass we walked the halls of the apartment, it was honestly nice and spacious i could have a makeup room , guest room and my own room she honestly could've showed me a fucking box and i would've took it i just want to have my own shit that's not attached to anyone but me

"I love it where can i sign the lease ? " I asked smiling looking at all the rooms

" Right here ma'am sign there ... there and there " She said pointing to some lines on a paper , i signed it and handed her back the lease

" Here's the keys to your new place do you need any spares ? " She handed me a key then opened up a pouch waiting for my answer

"Uh actually yes two spares please " I smiled and took the both  of the spare keys from her i was just gonna give one of each to pooh and mya asses

"Okay well we are done here i'll fax over the rules and regulations for the apartment complex's but other than that have a great stay her ma'am " We shook hands and i watched her leave minutes later i locked up my home and drove back to pooh's cause my shit empty and i needa nap it's tooooo damn early .

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Once i got back to pooh's bnb i took a shower and changed into some comfortable clothes then watched love and hip hop since my body wouldn't let me go  to sleep

"Wassup baby girl " Pooh said walking into the room with grey powder all over his pants , he ain't seem mad at me so i just matched his energy

"Hey papa fat " I got out of bed then walked to him with open arms

"Nah you mama fat i been noticing you getting good gains " He shaded pulling me closer to him

" You think i'm gaining wait bro ?? " i said looking down at my stomach frowning

"Tsh yea it look good on you , yo ass getting thick asf that's all cause me baby " he said grabbing my ass kissing me

" Mhm here go your key " i said handing him a spare key to my place

" What's this for ?? " He asked putting down the things he had in his hands

"My apartment " I smile and intertwined my hands together

" aw you tryna leave me ? " he asked dropping his voice , this dude is a character... clingy ass

" no i'm not leaving you Lontrell if i was leaving you , you wouldn't have a key to my shit " i pulled him into a hug and he rested his head into my neck which kinda hurt because it was still sore

" Oh okay i'm so happy for you getting your own shit on your own time but baby look , i'm sorry for putting my hands on you i have to learn how to control myself in bazaar situation especially when it comes to you because i don't wanna lose you dawg , but i don't want you to have the same love you have for me for some busta ass nigga who don't give a shit about you ... you feel me ? " He stated massaging my shoulders

" Yea i feel what you saying but how was i supposed to tell you something like that without you losing trust in me ?? plus you told me what you was gone do to the person who robbed you why would i want that to happen to someone i've loved once before ? " I questioned he then dropped his hands from off me and walked to the restroom that wasn't that far from where i was

I still don't get how he doesn't understand where i'm coming from like yes la'quan is a piece of shit , but that piece of shit was mines for 3 1/2 consecutive years i hate his guts NOW but we once had love i don't wanna see him dead just like any normal person wouldn't wanna see there first love dead or hurt

" That shit ... tah that situation already tooken care of mama and you know what you're absolutely right about the first part but since you ain't tell me imma have a hard time trusting you which is bad , especially when i want you to be my shawty " He said confusing the hell outta me when he said it's tookin care of .

" What do you mean by it's taken care of ? " i said trying not to overthink

" The situation took care of china , i'm not fazed by being robbed anymore " He said sounding happy which relieved me

" Mmcht good baby , but let's rewind right quick you said you don't trust me ? " I said just now gathering all of what he said

" Yea it's gone be hard too you deadass crossed me kinda - which i don't even let people do but since i love the fuck outta you i'm willing to work and BUILD that trust back instead of whacking you in ya shit like a immature nigga in love " He said laughing

" Okay , well i need to work on not being fearful of you lontrell i don't wanna be scared to make you mad or make a mistake because i think you'll hurt me " I spat with a bit of attitude cause how the hell that work ???

" You right we both gotta work on stuff , but i'm so serious china i promise i will never put my hands on you i love you too damn much bro i've been regretting that moment it keeps replaying in my head ma i'm sorry " he pleaded walking out the restroom back to me resting his hands on my hips

I let the room grow silent before i replied

" I forgive you pooh" i said reluctantly letting out a breath i seemed to be holding

"ight good , i love you let's play the game together i'm tired of that sappy shit  " he smiled handing me a controller

" What game nigga ? " i asked sitting at the edge of the mattress

" 2k " he mumbled sitting next to me

"absolutely not dawg i wanna play  gta " i said getting all hyped and excited

"mmcht shawty i said a game we came play together " He said looking at me with his big brown eyes

" i wanna play grand theft auto tho you can lay on me and watch me play" i said rubbing his chin hair i noticed it was growing , that's the work of fat ma 🐱💪🏾

" ight bae you needa do missions and not just run over them poor civilians " he said putting in the game all hesitant

I began playing the game and doing exactly what he ain't want me to do , i ain't give a fuck tho i need to blow off some steam and them damn pedestrians be in my way

" yo ass don't fucking listen " pooh spat shaking his head

" Shut the fuck up " i demanded speeding up in my car i just stole

"Who you talking to? " he said laughing

" you bitch " i said trying to get a reaction outta him

i like when he get aggressive but i don't want ✨domestic violence ✨ aggression you feel me ?

"You tryna get hurt huh ?" He asked knocking the controller out of my hand & pinning my body down hovering over me i played with his chains that was dangling in my face then smiled

" Shh and just kiss me " i said softly laughing a lil bit cause i couldn't take myself seriously

We shared a deeply passionate kiss until my phone started blowing up i ignored it but pooh act like he couldn't pay it no mind ruining the moment

" Damn you popular see who texting us " he said handing me my phone which was full of instagram notifications twitter tags and story mentions

I read a few of the recent ones and my body went into shock making lontrell give me a worried look

" what's wrong baby ? " he said touching my shoulder

" You — you did it ? " i said feeling like i was losing breath letting tears fall from my eyes

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we lost him y'all 🥴 but at least we lost him to a black women who is a bad bitch purrrr 💕💕💕