Janet's POV

"Ok class so the so the capital of Paris is..." my teacher was saying until the bell interrupted him "very well, I want everyone to write down the list of every capital of the country's from south America, class dismissed" we all then started to pack our things to leave

"Hey janet" on of my friends said to me

"hi Michelle, what's up?"

"Well the girls and I were thinking about heading to the karaoke, wanna join along?"

"Oh, That sounds nice but..."

"Your gonna be busy, again, I know but it's been 3 week's now and haven't hanged out, what's keeping you from having fun" she asked curiously

"Well..." I looked over at the boy who entered our class a month ago and saw he was about to finish packing

"Ohhhhhh, you wanna hang out with he new kid don't you" Michelle said teasingly, I looked over at her with my face red and flustered

"What, no its nothing like that, I just wanna be his friend that's all" i said waving my hands around

"I never said anything about dating him" I felt my body heat up and steam coming out of my head in embarrassment "Oh and there he goes" I turn back and saw he wasn't in his seat nor anywhere in he classroom

"No not again, I'm sorry Michelle but I promise we'll hang out soon" I said as I grabbed my stuff quickly and started to catch up with the boy "see you tomorrow" Michelle had a wierd look on her until I left and ran out of the school

I made it to the school gate and looked everywhere horse this person, then I found someone walking alone in the middle of a crowd of student's, he had the same hairstyle and looked down meaning it was him and I ran towards him

"Hey! Wait for me!" I screamed at him but he didn't listen but I maneged to catch up and stand in front of him blocking his way

"*pant* *pant* heeey *pant* nice weather we're having *pant* right?"the boy looked at me and I was finnaly able to see his face, and the most notable feature was his eyes because unlike everyone's his we're sad and lifeless, like if he has nothing to be happy about

"I... suppose so" he said shyly

"Anyways..." I said cracked, I then cleared my throat "my name's Janet, I'm in your class, what's you name?" He starts to shiver and I saw his eyes tier up "Oh wait I'm sorry, if you want you don't have to tell me" i said nervously and he walked passed me faster

"Wait! I just want to be friend's!" I ran to catch up to him but he started to run as well, after a while he entered a house, I got to the front door and heard a lock sound "Hey I'm sorry! Please don't be mad! I didn't mean to hurt your feelings!" But no one spoke, neither did someone open the door to see who it was, so I decided to sit down and wait for his parents to show up to explain what happened between me and him...

...and so far it's been 5 hours and no one appeard, I was thinking about leaving and hope everything gets well tomorrow, I got a paper an left a note saying I am sorry or what I did and slipped it under the door  hoping that his parents give it to him, and I left to my house sad at what I did, I just wanted to get along with him but all I did was made him sad, why did this had to happen when I finnaly got a chance to meet him.

The next day

I was sitting in my desk and layed my head down still feeling guilty about yesterday

"So how did it go with the new kid" Michelle asked me making me lot my head up with my homework stuck on my face

"Awful,  I was finnaly able to talk to him and I said something that made him upset" i slamed my head back to the desk ignoring the pain "why dose this even happen to me" Michelle patted my back trying to make me feel better

"Relax Janet, I'm sure you'll be able to befriend him" then she suddenly stopped and I heard someone else in front of my desk

"Um... excuse me, Janet... right?" I heard someone say shyly, recognizing the voice I lifted my head up and got the paper stuck on my head off

"Y-yes" I said blushing a little seeing it was the boy

"i... just wanted to say sorry... what happened yesterday wasn't your full" he said In a low tone and with his sad eyes

"No its ok, I was a little to forward on asking your name so... it was my fault" i said looking down ashamed

"No really... it's my fault,  and I....i...i was thinking about... taking you wherever you want as an apology... but if you don't want to I-"

"Sure, I'll go" I said quick a little red with a smile creeping up on my face

"O-ok, how about after school"

"Perfect, I'll see you out then" i looked away playing with my hair

"Ok, I'll see you in the gate after school then" and he left to his seat while I slowly looked at Michelle

"Looks like your finally going somewhere" Michelle said

After school

Once school ended I rushed to the gates waiting for the boy to hang out, while I was waiting I starting to imagen me and the boy doing everything a couple would do, but with his eyes full of joy and happiness... 'wait what am I thinking, I don't even know his name and I've always felt like his for him, I think there's something wrong with me'

"J-janet?" I was quickly out of thought hearing my name, looking to my side I saw the boy looking at me with his sad lifeless eye's, and somehow I was able to feel my heart skip a beat seeing them

"H-h-h-h-he-h-hey" was all I maneged to say

"So... where would you like to go?" He asked less shy from normal

"i,  was hoping to visit your house" i asked

"But...I"

"No its ok, we don't have to go there if you want, please don't be upset again" i said imidietly hoping the same event yesterday dosnt repeat

"O-ok, if you want... we can go there" he said hesitantly,  I looked up at him and blushed a little

We started to walk to his house without talking to eachother for some reasons, like not knowing what to say or how to start a conversation or the biggest reason of me not knowing his name, after an awkward walk we made it to his house

"We're here" he said as he opened the door letting me in, his house was nice and clean, he then closed door and showed me the living room "you can sit down, I'll bring us some water"

"thanks" and he left off, I sat on his sofa and started to ask where his parents might be since I haven't seen them yet, a while later the boy came with two cups of water

"Here you go Janet" he said handing me a cup

"Thank you...um"

"it's... (Y/N)"

"(Y/N), it's a nice name you have" i said with a small smile, he then took a seat next to me "so (Y/N), I was wondering why haven't I heard your name in school" i asked

"Well, I tell the teachers I'm there before the classes start"

"But why, you don't want anyone to know your name?" He slowly nodded and I got more curious about a topic

"And where are your parents (Y/N)" and as soon as I said that his eyes started to water up again

"My...m-m-mom and d-dad, they..."he was starting to shake and he looked at a newspaper next to me, and what I read was shocking, it said that a terrible car accident occurred 3 months ago leaving two death's, the person's was a man and a women that resembles (Y/N)

I looked at (Y/N) and saw he wanted to cry so hard, so I hugged him and rubbed his back letting him cry on my shoulder, and I started to cry as well seeing him like this, if I knew about it then I would have never asked to go here

"I'm... I'm sorry (Y/N), I'm so sorry" i said in between sobs

"Why?" (Y/N) said calming down and letting go of me "Why do you care so much" he said looking into my eye's

"Because, I know how you feel, my parents are also gone" (Y/N) eyes widen after hearing me "my parents also suffered a car accident, but I was with them on the trip, and when the crash happened I was scared, I saw my parents and heard them say run, and I got out of the car fast and nice I was out the car exploded" i began to tier up as well and (Y/N)s reaction was more sympathetic "they died in front of me... and I felt lonely ever since... it took me years to get over it but... every time...I" i started to cry and i felt (Y/N) hug me, he soothed my head and started to calm down "sorry, I get very emotional about it, if I keep making you feel bad I'll leave now" i said standing up and walking to the door but I felt (Y/N) grab my hand before I left the room

"Wait, I'm the one who should be sorry"

"What do you mean?"

"i thought I had it rough, but you went through it worst then I did, and I treated you like an annoyment yesterday, I'm sorry" he said, and when I saw his eye's they had life on them "I... i hope we can still be friends?"

I got to his chest and started crying again, but instead of sadness they were tiers of joy "you don't know how long I wanted to ask you that"

And since then we started to get along, from friends to best friends in Just a few weeks, I still had dreams of being more then just (Y/N)'s friend, but I'm sure it will happen some time soon, and when it happens I know his eye's will always be filled with joy with me

The end