Sonya's POV

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'Hello (Y/N), Its me Sonya again.

I guess buy this point you could call me a pest for sending you a letter everyday, but I really miss you.

It's already been thirteen years since we last saw each other, and even after that long I haven't changed at all, just in case you come back so that you could recognise me fast.

Yep. I'm still the crybaby I was since we first met in kindergarten, remember...

"Wahhhhhh!"

"Hey what's wrong? why are you crying?"

"M-my bracelet fell in the water, and I can't reach it"

"Oh don't worry, I'll get it out" (Y/N) Then went to get a stick, and with it he was able to get the bracelet out "there, here you go, you can stop crying now"

I reached the bracelet and tried to stop crying, then (Y/N) cleaned my tears away.

"...Thank you" I then hugged (Y/N) and he hugged me back, making me feel happy.

To this day I still remember how kind you were to me every time I see my bracelet.

I also remember how I never got separated from you after that, I just had to follow you everywhere you go...

"(Y/N), Its your turn to take the trash out, who do you want to help you out?" The teacher asked and many kids raised there hands to get picked. I did the same, but since I was shorter then everyone my hand was barely visible, so I stood on my toes so (Y/N) could see me.

'please pick me, please'

"I want Sonya to help me" when I heard that I felt joy bursting inside me.

"Aww come on, you always pick her"

"Hey, it's my choice, come on let's go Sonya"

"Sure!" We both then grabbed one side of the bin and walked together to the dumpster.

those sure where the days, but I don't need any help from anyone when I do some work now, but if you come back I wouldn't mind your help of course.

But we won't just be doing chores together, I spent a lot of time planning so we can get those thirteen years back, we're gonna eat, play, talk, and have a wonderful time together just like the good old days...

"Look (Y/N), there selling cotton candy there"

"Quick, let's get one before he sells out" we both ran the the little cart as fast as we could and made it there breathless.

"Two... cotton candy please"

"I'm sorry but I only have enough to make one more" the guy said as he made the taste treat, and he gave it to (Y/N) after.

"Here you go Sonya, it's yours"

"But what about you?"

"It's ok, I don't really wa-"  he said before I grabbed a piece of cotton candy and fed him.

"I don't want to enjoy this alone, so we'll share it" he only nodded as his face turned a bit red.

Anyways, did you know that I was able to make new friends, it was hard at first, but after a couple of years I was finally able to talk to someone who had things in common with me, we both love stuffed animals, we like sweet things and enjoy the same movies, we both have a blast when where together.

Just like you and me...

"(Y/N) the por Kitty is hungry, what should we do"

"Hmm... I know, wait her for a second" (Y/N) Then ran to his house while I stayed with the kitten, and a short while later he came back with some milk in a baby bottle.

"Here it is, do you want to feed him?"

"Ok" I then grabbed the bottle and gently fed the baby cat, and it was eating peacefully.

"It was just born, but where's his mom?"

"I don't know, but it's getting dark and cold for the kitty to stay out" I said worried.

"Then let's take care of it, you can be his new mom"

"Really, sure. You hear that kitty, where gonna be your new parents"

Something similar happened with my new friend actually, we both took care of a small bird that fell from its best.

But, if I'm being honest, I accidentally said that my friend is my best friend, I'm really sorry for forgetting you, but even though I said that, you will always be my first best friend, so please don't be mad at me, I promise I won't do it again.

But I want you to promise one thing too, to come back and do one thing you forgot when you left...

"We finally finished another year at school, this is exciting" (Y/N) said stretching.

"But I don't want it to end, I won't be able to see you every day anymore" I said rather sad.

"Don't worry Sonya, even if we don't see each other, remember that we both are the bestest friends in the world, so I'll always love you no matter how far we are, I hope you think so too?" After (Y/N) said that I felt my heart melt, and from it I gave him a big hug.

"Of course I do, you always make me happy"

The bell then ringed, and our parents went to pick us up.

"Come on (Y/N), We have a busy day today" his mom said.

"One second mom" he then turned to me and gave me one last hug, but with more sentiment into it, making my heart flutter. And then he left.

"See you soon (Y/N)!" I said waving at him, he waved back and then left.

The next month was like torture to me, after a few days my family moved to a different house that was pretty far from our old one, but I was still able to go to the same school like always, but I wasn't able to see (Y/N) since he doesn't know where I live now.

But then the next school year came, and I was in front of the board looking for my name.

"Sonya, Sonya, Son- oh there I am, but... Yes! We're in the same class again, I can't wait to see him"

I went to my new class room, many other students where there, but not (Y/N), so I sat next to the door so I could wait for him.

... But he didn't came, hopefully he was late today?

Class then started, and while the teacher was speaking I was always watching the door waiting for (Y/N) to come in, but the more school advance the more worried I became.

The next day was the same, he never came to class, and I was starting to feel sad. Then the week, and then the month.

I was getting more and more depressed seeing that my best friend wasn't coming to school.

"Hey Sonya, can you come out with me?" The teacher asked me taking me out of my thoughts. I nodded and followed him out "Sonya is everything alright, your grades aren't any good, and your expression is worst. Is something bothering you?" He asked concerned.

"... I, I'm just waiting for (Y/N) to come back, I'm sorry Im not doing good in class, but I miss him to much" I said with a tear falling down.

"Oh I see, but I'm afraid you can't wait for him anymore" he said making me scared "(Y/N) is now at a different School, in a different town too."

"What!? No, your lying! I know he will come back" I said as tears where threateningly coming out of my eyes.

"I'm sorry Sonya, but it's the truth, he's never coming back"  I felt my heart shatter after hearing that, my best friend left without saying goodbye. I felt my legs weak and i fell down. I was crying a storm out, and my teacher as well as other teachers tried to cheer me up, but nothing they did work.

The next day, I never left my room, I was to depressed to leave. My parents grew worried too, so they would sometimes come in and try to get me happy, they would bring me cookies, stuffed animals, or some jokes to get me happy again, but I couldn't care less for anything now. All I wanted was to stay in my room wrapped in my blanket forever.

The years passed, and I was slowly getting better, I managed to go outside and eat with my family at the table again. They got really excited seeing me getting happy again.

But I was only able to get better after I gave up. I finally understood that (Y/N) Will be gone forever, and I can't do anything to get him back now. But I still wanted to think he was here, so i grabbed a paper and started to write some letters to (Y/N) everyday.

back then we didn't even knew what a phone was, neither did we had a social media. But I like to imagine that we would always call each other on the phone since we never said goodbye.

I wish I knew how you were doing, I want to know if your still the same guy I love or if you changed, of course I'd still love you even if you changed a lot. I wish to know if you made new friends and if your happy at your new home.

So when we meet again, I want to know everything about your new life, so please...'

"...Come back" I said as tears where falling down in the letter.

The feeling was so strong I had to slide the letter away and cry for a little while.

After some time I felt a bit better and got the letter back.

'I miss you so much, whenever your in my dreams, I try to hug you, but I always wake up when I'm about to reach you, that pain is something I have to deal with almost every day.

So even if it was just for one day, come back. I wish for nothing more then to see you again.

With love, Sonya'

After I was done writing, I folded the paper and got a big container out from under my bed, and I saved the letter in it along with the other hundreds of letters I wrote for (Y/N), since he never told me where he lives now, I can't send them to him, but I keep them all for when he comes so he can see how much I did miss him.

After saving the letter, I went to bed with my heart aching once again.

"Good night (Y/N)" I said before falling asleep.

The end