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Chapter 51

Cassandra threw her fry at an unsuspecting Sebastian as she sat on the top of the hilltop. After their first visit, the hill became their place. A place where they talked about everything humanely possible. Their feelings, current events, their families, and new hobbies they picked up. A place they called their own. It was always empty. It was as if that place was disconnected from the world.

A special place made for only Cassandra and Sebastian.

"You're so damn annoying," she laughed. "How is it humanely possible for you to be so wrong about her newest album. It's gold."

"You say gold, but I think silver. Also, you're totally biased. She's your favorite singer. She could fart into the mic, and you would say she deserves a grammy," he said with a mouth full of food.

"Would not. I think a lot of her earlier work isn't that good."

"Bullshit. When we were freshmen, and every time I came over to your house. I would always hear her album on full volume when I walked through the door. You loved it. You said, and I quote. There is no way she could make music any better than this. Shit, sometimes I can hear the songs in the dead of night."

Cassandra scoffed and ate another fry. "Overdramatic as always, Sebastian."

"I wish I was overdramatic about this. I have clear evidence of your obsession with her music." Sebastian takes his phone out and scrolls until he lands on the video of Cassandra. A much younger Cassandra dressed in an oversized t-shirt and shorts. Her hair was in a ponytail, and she held a brush. She stood in front of the television. A music video played in the background as she sang every lyric with precision.

It was one of his favorite videos of her. Not only did she sing, but she also danced. She swayed her hips and dipped low in front of him. He didn't quite know when the video was taken. By the background looks, he concluded that it had to be when the two were dating, the first time around.

A juvenile time, before the sex, and the constant breaking up and making up of the two.

He sometimes wished that that was still them.

He found himself thinking, what if the two teens stuck to Cassandra's plan. Would they be happier, or would it have turned out worse? Was this the path they were meant to take? A path that just ended with them being friends in secret on top of a random hill with cheeseburgers in their hand.

"Oh my God," Cassandra laughed, taking the phone from his hand. "Is this...God. We were so young. This was what? Four years ago? Three? We were freshman, right?"

"Yeah, look at the background. That's your old house."

"Wow...you had such a babyface, and I was so skinny. Look at my arms. They're like sticks."

"Yeah, we really changed."

"Yeah, in more ways than one."

Cassandra handed Sebastian his phone back and laid on the blanket in the grass. "I have a ton of videos of us still on my phone." Cassandra's mind went to another series of videos they made. X-rated ones that would make them one of those famous porn couples on one of those websites. She turned her full body to Sebastian, giving him her full attention.

"You do?"

"Yeah, you can't delete this type of comedic gold."

She licked her lips. "Do you have just funny videos? I mean, we made a few... a few sex tapes. Quite a few, actually."

"No," he immediately said. "No. I- I deleted those a while ago. After we broke up, it just didn't feel right to have them. Do you know what I mean? I mean, did you delete them too? I sent them to you, and you made a few of your own too."

Sebastian deleted the sex videos that featured Cassandra and himself when he first began dating Mia. He figured it was a bad idea and morally wrong for him to have it when he was dating someone else. What if she looked through his phone one day? It would be easier to explain the comedic videos rather than the sex ones.

He couldn't imagine the argument that would come with Mia, even thinking a little bit that he used him and Cassandra's sex videos to get off.

Cassandra let out a laugh. "Of course. To be completely honest. I watched it once, got embarrassed, and deleted it." She let out a coarse laugh.

"Good," Sebastian said as he took another bite of his food and stared at the fields ahead of him.

Cassandra laid on the blanket and turned her body to Sebastian. She took in his features one by one as he ate the large cheeseburger. There was a time, in this situation, she would have mounted him and took all of him with no regard for being outside.

But as friends, she could only watch him eat, eat a juicy burger.

He took a bigger bite of the burger. Juice ran down his arm, causing Cassandra to gulp and take a sip of her drink. She felt hot, too hot than she would have liked. She removed her jacket and put her hair up into a bun. Small pieces of her hair fell from the quick bun, but she didn't care. Nothing could make Cassandra feel better except for the thing in Sebastian's pants.

Sebastian looked down at his phone. He began to choke when the clock read three o'clock. "Shit, he cursed as he began to gather everything up in a hurry. "We have to go. Like now, probably like thirty minutes ago."

"Why? What's going on?"

"I have a date with Mia."

"What?"

"A date with my girlfriend, who I really do not want to keep waiting."

"Oh...right."

Cassandra and Sebastian gathered their things from the top of the hill and drove. Sebastian drove faster that day, swerving through traffic as if it was the easiest thing in the world. He made a two-hour drive into an hour and twenty minutes giving him enough time to get Mia without being late.

Cassandra got out of the car. Usually, Sebastian would stay and wait until she was inside her house safe and sound, but instead, he drove to another girl without sparing Cassandra another glance. She tried not to feel hurt, but she couldn't. The simple act of opening the door for her or waiting for her to go into the house wasn't a necessity anymore.

Cassandra watched as his car went into the distance. A pit in her stomach grew further as he drove away towards Mia. She turned on her heel and went into her empty home. Michelle and Walter were at work while Aurora was with Phillip. Cassandra was all alone in the house once again.

She went into her refrigerator and took a sip of water. She scrolled through her phone. She bit her lip, and her finger landed on the hidden section of her gallery. At first click, she was met with naked pictures of herself—a hundred and eighty-seven of them to be more exact. Pictures and pictures of her positioned at different angles with a variety of lingerie on and off. Cassandra had a secret that no one but Sebastian knew about.

She was risque.

She had a habit of taking nude photos. But the thing about Cassandra's, they were in high definition. She took time. She paid attention to detail. Her body behind the lens was like art. Her room's LED lights were her favorite feature to use to make her nude photos even better. She often, when going into Victoria's Secret, would buy matching lingerie. It was an expensive habit but one she loved to make her pictures better.

She blamed it on her mother and that blue matching bra and panty set. At first, she found it weird, but then she saw herself, really saw herself, and found beauty in it.

She never sent pictures to anyone but Sebastian. She was too shy when she was with Phillip to take a picture like that. And she wasn't with Vincent long enough for him to enjoy her photoshoots. She analyzed the curves of her body and the way she looked in certain lights. In the morning sun, she thought she looked like a Greek Goddess that deserved to be painted by Da Vinci himself.

At night, with red lights in the background. She was like a Vixen waiting for her next bed mate. Cassandra looked hot, and no one could take or deny that. She thought back to when she would send the photos to Sebastian. The way he would go wild and show up to her house in ten minutes flat.

She would toss her head back as he admired all the parts of her body.

She continued to scroll until she found what she was looking for. The series of Cassandra and Sebastian, raw and uncut. Her cheeks went flush as she thought of the lie she told Sebastian. She never deleted the videos. They were good material for her to get off to. She didn't enjoy porn. It didn't feel real. The obviously fake moans, the way the women's body didn't seem real to her.

Cassandra began to touch her hot neck before she went to click play. In the quiet kitchen, she heard it.

The sounds of his heavy breathing, the slaps of their skin, and her own orgasmic delight she could see and hear.

She watched as she became undone for him, over and over again. She laid on her back in the video, and she could see it all. He and she are using one another. She turned off the video; her cheeks were flushed as she quickly went into her room and locked it. Alone she laid in her bed. She shredded her clothes then she began to feel herself as she watched another video.

"Are you recording," she laughed in the video.

"Yeah? Want me to stop?" She remembered what he was doing behind the camera, admiring her, watching her every move. They had just got done and woke up from a nap together. When he was over, he refused to not take a shower with her. He loved to admire her under pellets of water.

She liked when he looked at her. He looked at her with ravaging eyes, ones that want to take her over and over again.

"Do whatever you want. All I care about is if you're going to come in or not?" Cassandra walked into the running shower. Steam coated the glass doors, suddenly the phone was put down, and Sebastian was now in the frame. She watched as his towel dropped and looked at the smile he sported when he joined her. First, a long kiss, then her legs were spread apart, and Sebastian was on his knees.

Cassandra began to touch herself as she remembered how Sebastian made her feel. She threw her head back as she listened to herself through the video. This wasn't the first time Cassandra did this. This was a habit of hers. After Sebastian would drop her off, in the silence of her home, she would release. She needed to let out the tension he placed on her without him even knowing.

Masturbation. She did it before. Once when she was young after a heated kissing Sebastian at the tender age of fifteen. And again, after sex with Phillip. She thought she was broken and wasn't able to finish. She figured out she was, in fact, able to finish all on her own. Phillip was bad, horrible even at sex. She did not need masturbating once she began to have consistent sex with Sebastian. But as of late, it was all she could do.

Masturbate. It was her new normal.

Wake up, masturbate, take a shower, go out with Sebastian, then come home and masturbate again. An unending habit that was becoming not enough for her.

"Sebastian," Cassandra moaned through the video. Cassandra's was now pressed against the shower wall as he took her. Cassandra remembered. Her body remembered every inch of him, and she wanted him again and again. She grew jealous of herself in the video. The ease of it all, being with Sebastian. How fun it could be having sex every and everywhere until she was sore.

She missed being sore, feeling tired with the person she loved right next to her. He played with her hair aimlessly and commented how much he loved her.

The way he used to moan her name into her ear when he was about to finish. It made her hot. It made her become undone with another touch down below.

Cassandra watched the ending of the video in a haze, and her heartfelt like it would break.  "Cassandra," Sebastian groaned, his voice echoed through the screen. "I love you. I love you so much," he said.

She missed that most of all. How easily he said, he loved her.

"I love you too," she said with her lips still pressed to his.

Then the video ended.

~

"So, how was your day?" Mia asked Sebastian.

"Oh, boring. I didn't do much of anything," Sebastian lied. It was getting easier and easier to lie about his hanging outs with Cassandra. While he would spend time with Mia, whether it be day or night, he would spend time with Cassandra. At the same time, Mia knew nothing of Cassandra. Cassandra knew everything about Mia.

Cassandra knew if they had a date. The type of music she liked, her favorite books and movies. She knew her home life and the seemingly endless jobs. Sebastian never explicitly told her, he would say one or two things in passing, but Cassandra listened. She picked up on every small detail she could about Mia.

She wanted to know as much as possible about the girl who filled Sebastian's heart.

"You probably gamed all day with Simon."

"No, Simon isn't usually up until now, actually. I just ran a few solos, nothing too special."

Mia's lips turned flat. "Are you okay? You seemed...I don't know what you seem like you lately. You've been more tired than usual, and it's like every time we're together or on the phone, I'm catching you at a bad time. Is it me? Did I do something wrong?"

"No, Mia, no. You're perfect. It's just...I took your advice for the Youtube channel. This first video I made editing is pretty complicated, and it's been stressing me out a ton."

Mia placed a kiss on Sebastian's lips and smiled. "Babe, you should have told me. Editing is hard. It takes some people months to edit a three-minute video."

"I know," he placed a kiss on Mia's lips.

It was true Sebastian had been working on a series of videos for his Youtube channel. But he had no problem at all editing. Editing was easy, a skill he picked up as if he was made to do it. He could edit a ten-minute video in a few hours if he wanted to. It was fun, a good way to relax after juggling a day with the two girls.

"Hey, my parents aren't home," Mia suggested with a raised eyebrow.

"Oh, sorry, Mia. I can't come over tonight," he lied.

"Oh, really? Well, that sucks. Mom again?"

"Yeah, she wants me home for dinner."

"Damn, it's been weeks since we last did it."

"Yeah, it has. It's been a while, hasn't it. How about tomorrow? You busy tomorrow?"

"Yeah, you know I'm always at work. At both jobs, to be more specific," she added. "How about this weekend? That's good for you? One last hurrah before the first day of senior year."

"Sure, anything you want. I'll move my schedule around. We'll have a last hurrah before senior year."

~

Cassandra stared at Bree as she folded clothes. "Bree, can I ask you something. Like something very, very personal that will maybe make you think of me differently and probably make you assume something that is not true?"

"What is it?"

"What does it mean when you sorta-kinda masturbated to your old boyfriend and your sex tape?"

"Huh? Cassandra..."

"Yeah," she admitted. "For the past few weeks, every day, I have been masturbating to Sebastian and I's sex tapes. Like it's so many of them, and they're like really good. Like him and me, if we're ever like homeless could lead the porn industry. So I ask my genius best friend what does this all mean?"

"Well, what do you think it means? And I want you to be honest with me."

"I...I think it means I'm horny. A total horn dog. A horn dog that misses great sex with her ex-boyfriend who is in a happy relationship."

"I think you're right. You hit it right on the mark. I think you're just horny, and you need a guy to mount. And with your daily outings with Sebastian, a guy who you used to be like a bunny in the heat with, that's all enhanced. So, don't think too much and find yourself a guy. Okay? Okay. I have to go."

"What? Bree, wait!"

"Yes, friend?"

"Wanna come over and go see a movie? Sebastian and I should be done pretty early. He has a tournament or something he said he was gonna be in. He and his friends reached fifty-thousand subscribers, and he said it was a good way for them to get more. I really miss you, and I need some female companionship."

"Sorry, I can't get something to do. How about you just go out with Adam? You two haven't hung out for a while. He's like a girl."

"Yeah, you're right. Maybe I should call Adam."

"Of course, I'm right. Now, I'll call you tomorrow. I have to go, bye."

She looked at the black screen. "All alone," Cassandra muttered. As she closed her eyes, she saw it again. In a steamed filled room with Sebastian, she took no regards and screwing her until she saw stars.

~

Cassandra, with Adam in the passenger seat, drove to the nearby movie theater. She hadn't been to the local movie theater in some time. The movie theaters she went to with Sebastian was always an hour away. She didn't question it. She knew why he did it. Mia worked here, almost every night and occasionally the afternoon.

Cassandra got out of the car. "Man, I miss when you used to live near me. It saved me so much gas," Adam said without thinking.

"Yeah, me too."

"Shit, Watson, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said that."

"No, it's fine. Let's go see the movie." Cassandra smiled.

The duo walked into the movie theater, and instantly, Mia's eyes locked with Cassandra's. The two girls never saw each other face to face before. It was clear to Mia at the close range, Cassandra was beautiful. A blind man could see why Sebastian was so obsessed with her. Mia silently prayed that she would never have the delight of meeting Cassandra. She was happy she moved away, even more so when she and Sebastian began to date.

Mia knew of Cassandra—everyone did. She had a reputation. One that was always associated with Sebastian.

Cassandra and Sebastian

Sebastian and Cassandra

A whirlwind romance that left everyone that got caught into it to be hurt. Malia, Vicky, Phillip, and even a rumored second guy that no one knew about. She hoped she wouldn't be next to be caught in that whirlwind. She refused to be. She was different from everyone else.

She was Mia, and Sebastian actually loved her.

Mia knew of Cassandra, but she had no idea if Cassandra knew her. Cassandra's eyes lingered a bit on Mia's, and then she turned to Adam as if she didn't know Mia. It made Mia feel like she could breathe. Would do you say to your boyfriend's ex-grilfriend. Bitch get away from my man? That wasn't very like Mia.

Adam placed his arm on Cassandra's shoulder, which she said nothing about. To them, it was something normal. To Mia, it looked completely different. An attractive guy and girl during the same arm in arm at the movie theater. They looked like they were on a date.

"Hey, can we have two tickets to that newest horror movie? This one here really wants to see it even though I prefer a good drama."

"I'm sorry, I don't want to see a chick flick, Sherlock." Cassandra put on her best face and flashed Mia a smile. "How much?"

"Huh? Oh, twenty-two dollars even."

Adam handed Mia his card. She placed the tickets in his hands, and the two walked through the gates. Mia held herself ten seconds before she looked back. When she looked back, she made direct eye contact with Mia and quickly turned away.

"You okay, Watson?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just really excited to see this movie." As the cinema