4 month of marriage

Namjoon's POV

"Finally," I say out loud.

I finished the pile of work I had on my desk this morning in record time.

Calling my secretary in, I hand her the files "Send them out, once you are done you can just go home" I tell her.

She looks at me surprised but bows and leaves my office.

I turn off my desktop and get my coat.

Reaching the elevator my phone goes off.

I look at the caller ID and Yoogi hyung.

Me: Hey hyung. How are you?

Yoongi Hyung: Good Joonie, I was calling to see if you wanted to join us for a few drinks.

Me:  Sorry hyung I'm gonna have to rain check.

Yoongi Hyung:  You are still working? Dude take a break.

Me: Umm...It's not that. I'm on my way home to make diner.

Yoongi Hyung: ...I'm sorry did I hear correctly? Did you leave work early to cook?

Me: *Mumbles* I wanted to make Y/N something since she's the one that's always cooking.

Yoongi Hyung: So you want to poison your wife? Are things not going well Namjoon-ah?

Me: No, things are going really well...I just wanted to do something nice.

Yoongi Hyung: I'm glad to hear that things are going well and I get that you want to do something nice for your wife...but cooking? We both know that you in a kitchen is a recipe for disaster.

Me: Hyung have some faith in me.

With that, I hang up feeling upset that my friend has no faith in me.

I am going to make dinner and it's going to be freaking delicious.

30 min later

The kitchen is filled with smoke and the food on the pan is in flames.

I take the pan and put it underwater in the sink.

At least we have rice. I check the rice cooker and all the rice is undercooked and Black?

How did...? Shit. Dinner is ruined. Maybe hyung was right.

"What tha?" I hear from the kitchen entrance.

I find my wife looking at the mess that is in our kitchen in horror.

"I-I tried to make dinner for us but... well it burnt" I confessed feeling so freaking embarrassed.

"That's very sweet of you, Thank you" She smiles looking a bit amused.

"Why are you thanking me, It's all ruined," I say in frustration.

"It's the thought that counts, How about we clean this mess and we go to the BBQ restaurant that is by the park. After diner, we can take a walk"

I am grateful that she didn't freak out, she is actually taking this pretty well even though I almost burnt down the kitchen.

I nod and we both begin to clean everything up, I am very careful because I cute a few of my fingers and have paper towels warped on them.

Once the kitchen is back to its former state I begin to walk to the front door when Y/N grabs my wrist and drags me upstairs.

"Huh?" I say a bit perplexed.

She takes me into her room and guides me to her bathroom.

"Sit" She orders.

Sitting on her toilet I watch as she checks under her sink and pulls out a first aid kit.

Without saying anything she begins to clean my cuts and puts a band-aid on them.

"Joon?"She speaks up.

I hum in response.

"You are banned from cooking in our kitchen" She smiles sweetly.

I am completely captivated by her beautiful smile that all I do is nod.

Reaching the restaurant we sit and order out food.

The staff bring our side dishes and put the pork belly on the grill.

As the meat sizzles, I ask her about her day."How was work today?"

At my question, she smiles "It was really interesting"

Wanting to know more I ask her to elaborate.

Her eyes sparkle with excitement as she begins to tell me. "Something very rare happened today. I had a consolation about a dog who had an enlargement on her clitoris and her owner said that she didn't know if he was male or female and but have been behaving like a male. Although to her dog has always been a female." 

She pauses "I'm sorry maybe we shouldn't talk about that when we are about to eat"

"I don't mind. I actually want to know about this. You seem pretty hyped about it" I tell her.

"Well...the logical thing to do was to get her spade to help with the behavioral problems and all the humping she seemed to be doing. I continue to examine her and It trued out that she was a hermaphrodite. Which it's very uncommon. I mean I have heard of a few cases but never have seen one myself. "

Watching her animatedly talk about this was really cute. You can see how passionate she is about what she does and how thrilling it is for her.

I could sit here all day and listen to her talk all Medical Vet and I wouldn't get bored. 

"So was she a hermaphrodite. Wait how was she a hermaphrodite?" I ask really interested in this.

Y/N smiles at my question. "There are two types of hermaphrodites. There are the true hermaphrodites who have both ovary and testicular tissue. And then there is Psuedohermaphrodite which is when they have the external characteristic of one sex  and they have the gonadal tissue of another."

That sounds pretty insane. I had no idea that was a thing, the curiosity is killing me so I ask,"And what was she?"

Y/n wiggles in her seat and says "She was a Psuedohermaphrodite. She had the outer appearance of a female but instead of ovaries she had testicles."

"Hands down out of the two of us you have the most interesting job" I joke.

She laughs and I  swear it is music to my ears, There is something so calming about her laugh, something so genuine. 

Agreeing she says "For sure. So how was work?"

I have to laugh at her question "Nothing as exciting as your workday"

"I mean we can't all be veterinarian extraordinaire" She sasses as she rolls her eyes.

I just shake my head not know what to do with her.

We eat and talk about what is going on in the company and she listens attentively.

Like she really cares about what's going on in my life and asks questions, making me feel all warm inside as cheesy as that sounds.

After we are stuffed with grilled meat we make our way to the park.

"It's so beautiful here" She comments.

"The reason I picked our house because of this park" I confess as I look around. 

Green grass, trees, and flowers surround us as we walk through the little path.

"I'm glad you did," she says.

We walk home in comfortable silence. Just enjoying each other's company and the pretty park.

"Wanna listen to music?" She asks offering me one of her wireless headphones.

Taking it, I put it on my ear and enjoy the low music as we walk. 

"What's the name of this song?" I ask really enjoying it.

"Stuck with you by Ariana Grande and Justin Bieber," she says.

As the song keeps playing I look at my wife and smile. 

How fitting is this song? I am stuck with her and she is stuck with me.

But I'm not mad about it. I'm actually glad I'm stuck with her.

As I keep taking glances at her my heart begins to beat fast as she softly sings along to the song.

The songs change and I like every one of them.

A new song begins to play and hearing the lyrics makes me glace at Y/N again.

'But I feel 'em in my chest
A tiny war within
But when I pull you closer
Girl, I can't explain But I, I wanna do whatever you wanna do
If you wanted to, girl, we could cross that line
Know we've been friends'

And at that moment I realize I want to do this with her every day for the rest of our lives. 

The realization hits me like a ton of bricks.

HOLY SHIT!

Do I...? Am I...? No!

I try to control my breathing as Y/N is oblivious of the turmoil that is going on in my head.

I need to figure this out.

Namjoon crisis!!!

Question! What is your favorite dish to cook?

Don't forget that you are a star in a dark galaxy.💜

Y/N's walk playlist.

*Stuck with U- Ariana Grande, Justin Bieber

*Adore You - Harry Styles

*Japanese Denim- Daniel Caesar

*feelings -Lauv