Like she had a purpose?! That's how I feel around Dabi.
"Mom, I think.... I think I feel that way about someone." She smiled, in a way that said, I know.
"I- I think you need to know something though."
"Yes, Y/N?"
"The people I'm hanging out with... they..." Do I really need to tell her? What if she's upset, I don't want her to feel like a failure of a mom.
"They're villains. Mom, I'm joining the League."

She didn't look surprised at all!
"I know."
"You know?! How could you know? I've been so secretive about it the whole time!"
"Y/N, I'm your mom, I know you better than you know yourself, and it was pretty obvious you were hiding something."
"Aren't you mad- or- or something?!"
"No, Y/N, I will always support you. It doesn't matter what choices you make, I'm your mom, it's my job to support you."

You were almost crying at this point, you really didn't think she'd be so supportive.
"Just do what makes you happy, Y/N." Tears began to flow and to gave her a big hug.
"Thank you, mama, thank you." You hadn't called her mama in a long time. You figured now was an appropriate time, though, with all the emotions in the room. You wiped the tears from your face and went to get a tissue.

You went to your room and did some more research on all of the League. All of them have really cool quirks! Maybe I will fit in here. You sniffled a bit, and went to get something to eat. You ate a little bit and went to go for a walk. You weren't going to tell Dabi about you leaving decision just yet, you just wanted to clear your head, make sure you were thinking properly. You blink away another onslaught of tears and find yourself at the same alley. Wait a minute. I wasn't supposed to come here yet. Oh, whatever. Dabi was already waiting there.

"Made a decision so soon?"
"Not really, I was just clearing my head and ended up here."
"What are you thinking about, little villain?"
"I don't know really, just clearing my head, thinking, you know?"
Dabi nodded. "I know little villain, I know."
"I'm... I'm really close to making  a decision I think."
Dabi sighed.
"I know it's hard to make such a big decision, but I know, that if you really feel how you say you do... useless and powerless... then I know you'll join us, we'll give you a purpose."

A purpose. The thing I've been looking for, for a really long time... Maybe, Y/N, don't make decisions you'll regret.
"Thank you, but... I need to.... I need to go and finalize things."
Dabi nodded.
"Meet me here when you decide, little villain." You waved your goodbyes and went on your way home. When you got home, you told your mom about your encounter.
"I think.... I think Dabi gives me a purpose. He makes me feel like I'm wanted somewhere. You're sure you're okay with this?"
"Of course Y/N."

You went to your room and though for a little longer, finalizing your decision. Is this really what's best for me? I just want to feel needed, like I have at least a little bit of use. I'm tired of being lonely now, I want friends, maybe a lover, even. No.... Don't think too far ahead. I think... I think I know.