❝You Kill-killed your F-father? ❞
Taehyung asked, eyes wide open, disbelief pooling his mind.

❝Yeah and I don't regret it in the least. ❞
Jungkook said, voice unamused and unbothered.

❝Will you leave me, run away from me, Now that you know my darkest secret?❞
Jungkook questioned, eyes darkening and his hold on Taehyung's wiast tightening painfully.

❝No, I'll love you regardless. ❞
Taehyung announced, knowing that he won't be able to leave Jungkook even If he murdered a puppy.

❝Was your father abusive? ❞
Taehyung questioned, carefully.

❝ huh! 'Abuse' is trivializing the torture he bestowed on my mother and I, we died so many times in one lifetime under his control. ❞
Jungkook said, closing his eyes to control his breathing and rising anger.

❝My body is riddled with scars underneath these tattoos, they act as a mask to cover up my upbringing and past. I didn't have them engraved to look cool. ❞
Jungkook rasped out, voice breaking.

❝ 'Rather be dead than cool. ❞
Jungkook mumbled as Taehyung's eyes fell on his tatted body.

The tattoos hid stories darker than our capabilities to imagine, countless tears and immeasurable pain was what the ink of the tattoos consisted.

Jungkook's pain was engraved on his body, no matter how many layers of tattoos mask the proof of the atrocities, they're still fresh in his mind and flesh.

❝He was a drug addict, An alcoholic with a fucked up brain, he used to beat me and my mother to half death.
I've spent more of my childhood in hospital than in school.
He had theses W-whips and belts he'd hit me with, poured wax on my body and didn't let me eat for days.
Used to lock me up in a dark room all alone with nothing but me and my vocal mind, the voices th-they told me to kill-❞

Tears traveled down Taehyung's eyes and he physically flinched upon hearing the abuse Jungkook went through, almost as if he was experiencing everything himself.

Taehyung kissed Jungkook all over his face as a sign of reassurance, he wanted Jungkook to know that he wasn't alone anymore.

He had Taehyung.

❝I was Fourteen when he Snapped, he found out that my mother was having an affair. ❞
Jungkook whispered, eyes ablaze.

❝Having a woman cheat on you is one thing and turning a woman lesbian is another, That Bastard who had raped my mother countless times, finally killed her.
Two shots to the heart, the woman my mother loved committed suicide after getting notified about the ordeal. ❞
Jungkook said, eyes brimming with unshed tears.

❝I had failed my mother but I decided that even though I ceased to protect her, I'd avenge her.
While that fucker was stranding there stunned, I kicked the gun out of his hands and pressed it to his chest.❞

Jungkook was physically here, sitting beside Taehyung but mentally he was far far away, reliving the whole experience.

❝Do you know what he said to me, just before I pulled the trigger?❞ Jungkook chuckled humourlessly before continuing

❝he asked me to spare his life, said Even God gives out second chances! ❞
A crazed laughter escaped Jungkook's lips and his eyes appeared dazed.

❝Do you know, what I replied with? ❞
Jungkook questioned rhetorically, making Taehyung gulp out of anticipation.

❝God who resides contently at heaven may give out second chances but Humans who've been dragged through hell fucking dont! ❞
Jungkook growled, the unfortunate night still fresh in his mind.

❝The Audacity, He stripped me off of any Humanity I had and then expected me to act humane with him, Did he expect himself to be capable of Taming the monster he created?❞

Taehyung was flabbergasted he didn't know how to respond to Jungkook's rambling, his innocent eyes were wide and thoughts were running loose.

❝ I guess, he forgot that Fallen Angels have always made the most feral monsters. ❞
Jungkook finished, a sinister smirk ghosting his lips as his face morphed into a triumphant expression.

❝Two shots to the heart and his lifeless
Body fell to the ground, his head on my mother's feet.
The blood gushing out of the bullet wound was calmingly rhythmic, his scream of terror before death overtook him was music to my ears, his pale, lifeless face is still painted in my mind, that was perhaps the best he ever looked.❞
Jungkook said, lifting Taehyung up to make his sit on his thick thighs.

Jungkook nuzzled his face in Taehyung's nape and brushed the tears that escaped Taehyung's eyes away.

❝Baby, Don't cry.❞
Jungkook whispered, kissing Taehyung's neck.

❝when the police was informed, they claimed that my Mother and father had killed each other, nobody suspected it to be their 14 year old son who could barely walk due to the pain in his muscles. ❞
Jungkook continued.

❝Me and Soobin who I had shielded from our father all his life were put into foster care till I became a legal adult.
Soobin did receive my father's wrath at times but I took his punishments, I didn't want that monster to fuck Soobin up like me.❞

❝I may have physically healed but the internal scars are still bleeding, my heart's still healing, my mind is still recovering.
I left Busan in Hope's of finding a new light to live and I did, I found you.❞
Jungkook said, making Taehyung's heart pool with intense love.

❝The worst part was whenever he afflicted pain on my mother and I, he'd say it was because he loved us.
He fucked up the meaning of love for me, he riddled me with anger issues and sociopathic tendencies.
He messed me up so bad that I the blood in veins turned toxic.
The only emotions I ever felt were Anger and rage.
He broke me beyond repair, I couldn't heal myself, I felt so helpless at times.❞
Jungkook said, one traitor tear escaping his eyes.

Some memories become a part of our existence, they filter our views on the world and hinder our growth but you can't forget them, you can't forget something that's a part of who you are.

❝Some nights I stayed up wondering, Was Love supposed to hurt this bad? ❞

Jungkook looked into Taheyung's eyes as he felt mesmerized by the amount of Adoration and Love that his eyes held.

❝Then, I met you.
You painted my black tainted canvas with pastel colors of love, I felt incomprehensible emotions surge through my veins everytime I saw you. ❞

Jungkook placed a finger on Taehyung's lips to prevent him from interrupting.

❝I was confused at first, I couldn't decipher whether it was love or not because the love I was acquainted with was destructive and only afflicted pain. ❞

❝-But then you introduced me the actual meaning love.
The love we shared isn't destructive, it is addictive.
The love we share isn't painful, it is Euphoric. ❞

❝You are my saving grace, the salvation I was awaiting. I'm so deeply in love with you-❞

Taehyung cut Jungkook off by pressing his soft lips to Jungkook's inviting ones.
Jungkook flipped their positions, hovering above Taehyung's petit body.

Jungkook dominated the kiss as his hands slipped under the youngers shirt feeling the soft flesh underneath his fingertips.

Taehyung's skin was tempting and Jungkook was tempted to devour Taehyung completely but he wanted their first time to be special, something they'd cherish forever.

Jungkook's mouth swallowed Taehyung's moans of pleasure as he sunk his sharp teeth into Taehyung's bottom lip drawing little blood.

Jungkook groaned against Taehyung's lips as his hands wrapped around Taehyung's neck.

❝God, I love you so much.❞
Jungkook growled out, hooking his fingers under Taehyung's silk shirt lifting it up and removing the article of clothing from Taehyung's chest.

❝ I L-love you too-Ah. ❞

Taehyung moaned when he felt Jungkook flick his tongue across his hardened niples making immense pleasure travel down his spine.

Jungkook painted a bouquet of Hickeys across Taehyung's chest, sucking on Taehyung's pink niples earning whimpers and moans, Jungkook was worshiping each and every inch of Taehyung's skin.

Jungkook pulled away, catching his breath before connecting their lips again.

Both boys were drowning in immense love and pleasure, lips moving in a synchronized rhythm memorized by their bodies.

Jungkook's being was riddled with open wounds and scars until Taheyung came skipping his way though the barriers guarding Jungkook's heart, planting Kisses on the wounds closing them one by one, engraving his essence in Jungkook's heart.

Love isn't supposed to hurt, it's supposed to heal the wounds we've long forgotten about.
It's supposed to fix what we think is broken beyond repair, Love stitches together the torn pieces, entwining our scar lines into Mesmerizing constellations.

Fun fact: I thought of this chapter before I even had a clue about the plot of this book, it's one of my favorites.
I have a maths Exam soon and I'm gonna prolly fail but it be like that sometimes :(
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