[October 24, 2018]

"Park Jimin?" You call out as you hear the same squeaky voice near you.

Park Jimin was surrounded with girls, complimenting how kind and beautiful he is. They were touching his hair, his cheeks and forearm and Jimin only laughed his awkwardness off. Before, Taehyung had this attention but he was snappy so no girls would dare touch him, they can't do it to Taehyung so now that there's Jimin, they shower him with love and affection.

And the ash brown headed boy might like it but he would love it more if it was you giving hin attention. So when you called for his name, his face instantly lit up.

"Hey, beautiful." He replied and you smile. You heard the girls groan when Jimin started to approach you.

"Where's the bunny guy you are always with?" He asks and you chuckle.

"He has classes." You replied and Jimin nodded.

"Where are you heading?" He ask, he would literally grab every chance he gets just to be with you.

"I actually want to go to the music room." You admit.

Jimin's eyes grew. So you love music? Yes, you do, but you also love the memory you had there.

"I can take you there if you want." Jimin gulps, he starts to sweat.

Offering someone you like a company wasn't easy. And Jimin is no exeption. He was a boy afterall, a teen in the process of growing and he's deeply infatuated with you. He wants you and he needs you, you light up his day, that's what he feel towards you.

"Is it okay with you?" You asked, "You seem busy with other girls." You stated.

And Jimin shakes his head. "No, no. I'm not really busy. Let's go?" He instantly denies when in fact he was talking with the other girls for 20 minutes before you came.

You both headed towards the music room. You gulp, before Taehyung was the one with you but now an ash brown headed boy is beside you and with that fact, it already makes you feel sad. Your chest tightens as you miss Taehyung's presence.

If only you have another moment with him. If only you can be with him for another minute. If only... but you know better, you told him to stay away from you and Taehyung isn't someone that will push himself to people that doesn't like him.

Jimin's phone rings, the both of you halts. He fish for his phone in his pocket as he throw you a glance. "I need to take this. Can you please wait for minute?" He ask.

"Its okay. I can handle it, I'll be fine." You say.

Jimin nods. "I'll be your lookout." Jimin said and you nodded as you found the knob of the door.

"I wont take long." You mumbled.

So with your guide stick, you enter the room but little did you know that behind that door was the red headed boy on the piano seat. His shoulder caved in, his eyes fixed on the keys and sadness lingered within him.

And he heard you, he heard the door creak and the tapping of your stick on the wooden floor. His eyes grew wide and he felt something in his stomach as you come for the piano.

He became nervous. He started to sweat even though the room was conditioned. He felt butterflies inside him. He wasn't like this. He didn't feel like this towards anybody. But you weren't just anybody, you're you.

The girl that crawled inside his system without him knowing. The realest form he ever met. And no, he wasn't like this to you before, but it was the first time that you will be near each other ever since you told him to stay. Ever since you told him you don't need him anymore.

He scoot over his seat, not leaving and just making a space for you. He misses you and this time he will give himself a chance, a chance to enjoy a moment with you. And you don't have to know, he just wants this moment to keep in his heart.

You sit on the bench and you sigh. Memories came flooding your mind. You remember Taehyung's presence, how he rambled when you asked him to play. How his fingers pushed every key. How the song played as you enjoy the moment.

You imagined it. You imagined the place, the moment, every single detail of the room. But what hurts you the most is that you can't picture out Taehyung. You can't envision the red headed guy, instead you only see a black figure beside you, you can only picture his form but not his face.

And you whimper. You sob. You sniff. "Why can't I see you?" You ask as tears roll down your cheeks.

You had beautiful memories together but you can never see him. The only thing you can remember is the sound and the feeling, but his face, you can't see him inside your head. You can't see his smile, all you can remember was his presence.

Taehyung stared at you the whole time. His heart sinks seeing you like this. He wanted to tell you that he's there beside you. But he can't. He wanted to wipe your tears with his fingers but he stopped himself.

He shakes his head. He can't. You told him to stay away. He gulps, if only he had the courage to go against your decision.

"I miss you, Kim Taehyung." You mutter that made Taehyung stiffen but eyes soft.

I miss you too, please don't cry anymore. He said in his head as he bit his tongue stopping himself from spilling his thoughts.

"Please, just come back. I need you." You sob, the back of your hand goes to your lips as you try to silence yourself.

Something about what you said triggers something inside him as he try to reach for you. He inhaled, his hands reached for your face but stopped when he heard the door creak and an ash brown haired guy peeked his head in.

Taehyung instantly stood up and went behind the curtains to hide. The new boy came in as his feet hit the wooden floor.

"Why are you crying?" The boy asked and Taehyung's heart clenched.

"Its okay. I'm here." The guy muttered and Taehyung's heart sunk as he heard your sobs getting louder.

Yeah, he's there, you don't need me anymore. He bitterly thought as he smiled to himself with hurt and tears building up in his eyes.