I'm Jayda Lynn Sikes, I'm eighteen years old and I currently am a senior in high school.

I'm about medium height with beautiful chocolate skin and big curly hair, I have a good looking body but no instagram body my stomach is flat and I have a nice figure with my thick thighs and round butt.

I was recently in a relationship, but it didn't last long when I found out that he just wanted me for my body and that was all.

His name was Pierce and my worst mistake every known to man. I thought it was love but he thought it was just sex.

He was my first time and he made me feel like I was the best thing ever, then broke my heart by cheating on me with the biggest hoe in school,and there I was looking like a dummy.

Silly me.

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"Hey girl, did you take it yet?"My bestfriend Havana asked me over the phone.

"Yea I did, just waiting on the results right now..."I said pacing my bathroom back and forth "H what if it's positive?"I asked biting my bottle lip.

"It shouldn't be,and if it is we will cross that bridge"She answered "But you do need to tell your parents immediately if it is positive"

She was right about that, my parents in fact did need to know...The thing is my parents are both strict as hell. My dad is a lawyer and my mom is a surgeon,and they basically have my whole life planned for me.

I was supposed to be saving myself for marriage but clearly that didn't happen if I'm sitting here taking a pregnancy test.

My timer went off indicating that my five minutes were up. I looked down on the counter and damn near fainted.

Positive.

"Havana it's positive"I said with a tear escaping my eye "What am I going to do? I'm not fit to be a mother"I cried.

"It's okay Jay...Look go tell your parents and talk to them,they should understand"

"Okay"I said and ended the call.

I took all four pregnancy tests and walked downstairs where my mom,dad, and little brother Cam were sitting on the couch.

Cam was sixteen and we are like really close with one another. He even knows about me and Pierce.

I took a deep breathe and walked over to them "Mama,Daddy we need to talk"

They looked back at me and nodded. They both got up and walked into the dining room and sat down and waited for me to start talking.

"Jayda is everything okay? Have you been crying?"My mom asked with worried eyes.

"I screwed up big time"I said with tears coming down my face.

"What did you do? Scam a bank?"My dad asked "Kill somebody?"

I shook my head no.

"Then what is it?"They both asked in unsion.

I pulled the tests out of my back pocket and placed them on the table.

"I'm pregnant"

"Is this some sick ass joke?"My dad snapped throwing the tests across the room.

"How could you Jayda?"My mom said with a tears coming down her face.

"I'm sorry"I said trying to reason with them.

"Pff"My dad scoffed. "Your sorry? Were you sorry when you were opening your legs like a little slut?"He snapped.

I looked up at him with hurt in my eyes. How could he say all of that, I wasn't a slut I just made a honest mistake.  

"I'm not a slut!"I yelled back.

"Oh yes you are...Your just like your auntie, I raised you better than this!"He yelled back "As of right now your not my daughter, and that thing inside of you is not my grandchild"He looked at me with disgust.

"Bu-"

He cut me off by throwing his hand up in my face "I don't want to hear your excuses, I want you out of my house."

"Mama, your just going to let him kick me out?"I looked over at my mother who was crying.

"It's out of my hands Jayda...You brought this on yourself"

I looked at her one last time before storming up to my room. I slung my closet door open and pulled out three suitcases,and start putting as many clothes in them as I could.

"Jay? Are you okay?"I heard Cam ask from my door.

"No Cam I'm not, I'm pregnant without anywhere to live and my parents just disowned me."I said zipping up my suitcase.

"Look I can talk them ou-"

"Don't even bother their not going to listen, you just live your life and when I get my own place I will let you come visit me and the baby"I responded.

He nodded and gave me a hug "I love you Jay so much, and I'm going to come help you and my niece or nephew out I promise"

A tear escaped my eye as I let go of my little brother. "I love you too"

"I will help you with your bag's"He said and walked over and picked up my suitcases.

I gathered up the rest of my bag's and everything else I needed and walked downstairs. I looked over at my parents and my dad was holding my mom as she cried and he was giving me a mean glare.

I returned the gesture and continued to walk outside. I helped Cam put all of my stuff in my red 2017 Bentley Coupe.

"Thank you Cam,and you take care of mama okay?"I said hugging him again.

"Are you going to be okay?"

"Yes, I'm going to be fine. I don't want you worrying about me"

"Call me everyday Jay I mean it"

"And I will"I chuckled. "I love you Cammy pooh"

"I love you to Jay boo"He said and we both start laughing.

I opened the front door and backed out of the driveway of my old home. I pulled my phone out and called Havana.

"Hello?"She answered on the third ring.

"I told them"I told her, there was a lot of moving around before she said something.

"What happened? How did it go? Was they mad? What did they do?"She kept asking a lot of questions.

"They kicked me out"I said crying all over again.

"They what? Kicked you out?"

"Yess H! I have nowhere to go"I cried out.

"Come over my place Austyn doesn't care"She answered.

I breathed out in relief. "Thank you so much H"

"You know I got you girl"

I ended the call and started my way to Havana's house.

Havana was the same age of me, but she lives in her own house with her boyfriend Austyn. She ran away from her foster parents and started living on her own at age seventeen. Her boyfriend sold drugs as well.

The two have been together for three years now and are pretty happy and living good. They lived in a very spacious three bedroom home,and they had a dog named Honey.

I pulled up in her driveway and got all of my stuff out and walked to the front door. I rung the doorbell and Havana came to the door with her bonnet on and a sports bra with some booty shorts on.

"Hey girl"She pulled me into a hug and I cried on her shoulder.

"Thank you so much Havana like forreal"I said as I pulled away and wiped my eyes.

"It's no problem like really"She said and I walked into her house more "Austyn come help Jay!"She yelled and Austyn came out and helped me with my bags.

I walked into the guest room that was painted black and gold. And just sat on the bed and cried into my hand's.

What am I going to do? I can't raise no baby, I'm a baby myself.

I'm broke with nothing.

"Hey Jay"Havana said walking into the room and sitting next to me "You know you can stay here as long as you need, me and Austyn could use the company anyways"She said rubbing my back.

"Thank you, but I'm going to go job searching tomorrow so I can start saving money and buy my own apartment"I told her. "I know you both don't want to deal with a baby right now"

"Oh girl that's nothing, We wouldn't mind at all.. You know we be having my little niece over here"She chuckled.

"You talking about Pumpkin baby?"I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Yes girl her, that little girl is so precious"She smiled.

"I'm just blown that her mama name is pumpkin though"She looked at me and laughed.

"Girl don't let Austyn hear you say that, he don't play about his sister dumbass name"

I shook my head and chuckled at my crazy friend.

"Anyways tomorrow I will take you to the mall and we can go job searching"She said and I nodded. "Get some rest"She gave me a small smile and walked out of the guest room that I was staying in.

I start putting my clothes up, and after I was done I grabbed some night clothes and everything I needed and walked into the bathroom to take a shower.

I cut the water on and adjusted it to how I like it which was steaming hot. I got inside and let the water run down my body and my hair.

I stood under the water as tears start coming down my face. Just thinking about everything had me emotional,because now I had to tell Pierce that I'm having his baby...and he is the last person I want to speak too.

I washed my hair and my body and stayed in the shower for thirty minutes before getting out and drying off. I moisturized my skin with coconut oil and I put my wet hair into a messy bun.

I put on my sleep clothes and put my phone on the charger and then I climbed in bed and fell into a deep sleep.

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I was woken up to the smell of food. I looked at my phone and read that it was eleven o'clock clock. I got out of bed and went into the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth.

I walked out of the guest room and into the kitchen where Havana was cooking and Austyn was at the island looking at his phone.

"Goodmorning"I said making my presence known.

Havana looked back at me and smiled "About time your up, but Goodmorning Jay"

"Wassup Jay"Austyn said giving me a head nod.

Havana cut the stove off and start laying the food out "Jay there is orange juice and apple juice in the fridge, just pick which ever one you want"

I nodded and grabbed a cup out of the cabinet,and went into the refrigerator and poured me some apple juice.

"Aye baby I'm about to head out and go hit up some licks...I'll be back later on tonight"Austyn said walking up and kissing Havana.

"Okay baby, and I have to work tonight so Jay is going to be here"She told him and he nodded and left out of the house.

"Speaking of work... You still working at the club?"I asked eating a piece of my bacon.

"I sure am, it pays good money"She shrugged "You know I could put you on"She smirked and I shook my head.

"No girl that isn't me"I put my hand up "I don't see myself shaking ass on the pole"

Havana busted out laughing at me "Girl, you don't have to strip like I do , you could just be a bottle girl or something"She plopped a grape in her mouth.

"Nah I'll pass"

"I'm forreal it makes good money, plus your body is good looking you could make lots and lots of tips...I'm just saying"She shrugged.

"I'll think about it"I responded drinking the rest of my apple juice.

"Well think fast, because if you want that guap fast..."She said rubbing her fingers together "Then a nine to five won't be it"

I just chuckled at her "Yea well I'll let you know"

"Well I'm about to get ready, oh and Jax coming with us today as well"She said.

"He's back in town?"I asked and she nodded.

"Yep, they came back last night apparently he texted me this morning"

I nodded "Well I missed him, plus I got to fill him in on this tea"I said pointing down to my stomach.

"Girl you is a mess"Havana laughed and walked into her room.

Jax was our other bestfriend, Him and his family had moved to Atlanta last year but he still kept in close touch with me and Havana, and now he was back.

I finished up my food and then I washed my plate and cup and walked into the guest room to start getting ready.

After doing all of my hygiene things, I put on a white skin tight sundress with my white huaraches. I let my curly hair down out of it's bun and let it flow freely. I applied some clear lipgloss to my lips and I walked out of the bathroom.

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"What girl, so you got a cookie baking in the oven?"Jax asked eating on his salted pretzel.

"Yep pretty much"I answered drinking from my slushie.

"So when are you going to tell Pierce bitch ass?"Havana asked.

"You just reminded me, I guess I need to do that now"I sighed and pulled my phone out.

Me: We need to talk.
3:47 P.M.

Pierce:About?
3:48 P.M.

Me:Can I come over?
3:48 P.M.

Pierce:Yea.
3:52 P.M.

"Hey H, would you mind taking me to Pierce house?"I asked putting my phone away.

"Yea girl, but I'm not leaving you alone there it ain't no telling what that grimey ass nigga got up his sleeve"She said and me and Jax laughed at her.

"I'm with H on that, I don't trust him Jay"Jax agreed.

"Well he's my baby father so I guess I have to put up with him"I shrugged and got up out of my seat.

We all walked out of the mall and got into Havana's car.  She pulled off and started the way to Pierce house.

I got out of the car and walked up to the door and knocked on it. Pierce came to the door and answered it.

"Wassup , what we need to talk about?"

"Can I come in?"I asked rolling my eyes and he let me in.

I walked in and sat on the couch.

"Come on Jayda I don't have time for no bullshit,just get to it"He said in a annoyed tone.

Wow. Rude much.

"Look I'm pregnant"I said and he furrowed his eyebrows.

"Okay? It ain't mine"He shrugged.

"Um yes it is, you were the only one I've been with"I said getting up and gettin offensive.

"No it ain't, that ain't my damn baby...If you don't know who the real daddy is the abort the baby, it's not like you can raise it anyways"He spat.

A tear rolled down my face and I cocked my arm back and smacked him hard as I could.

"Fuck you, and I will be the best mother ever to my baby"I said and stormed out of his house.

I got back into Havana's car and wiped my face.

"What happened?"Jax asked me.

"Can we go? I can't stand to be here anymore"I said looking over at Havana.

She pulled off and start driving towards her house.

"So are you going to tell us what happened?"

"He's saying that the baby isn't his"I said looking out of the window.

"Oh hell no, that baby is his."Havana said "With his bitch ass I can't stand that nigga"She shook her head.

"I say let's go back and jump him"Jax agreed.

"No no, I slapped him pretty hard so that's good enough I just want to lay down"I waved them off.

"That's my bitch"Havana hyped sticking her tongue out.

We dropped Jax back off at his house,and then Havana dropped me back off at her house.

"Okay girl, your welcome to anything in the kitchen"Havana said coming into my room "I'm about to go to work I'll see you in the morning"She said.

"Alright H"I said yawning and laying down.

She walked out of the room and I rolled over and fell into a deep sleep.

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