Jayda

"I got Murder on my Mindd"I sung out in the car with Havana.

She stopped at the red light and cut the song off and looked at me.

"Hey! I was listening to that bitch"I mugged her.

"Is there something you want to tell me? Like have I've been a bad friend or something?"She asked and I looked at her funny.

"What are you talking about?"

"You singing this song mighty hard, you not getting no ideas are you?"She asked looking over at me and I busted out laughing at her.

"Girl hush I just love the song"I laughed. "But I might kill this nigga"I said looking down at my phone.

"Who? Cj?"

"Yes girl, I've been calling and texting him all damn day and he act like he can't answer my phone calls"I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

"I got you"She said and made a illegal U-turn in the middle of the road.

"Um Havana? Where in the hell you going?"I asked looking at her crazy.

"To yo nigga house, what it look like?"

I just shook my head. This girl is officially crazy.

She pulled up at Cj's house and I got out of the car and went and knocked on his door. The same girl answered the door eating some salt and vinegar chips.

"You again"She mugged me "Why you here now?"

"Cj here?"I asked ignoring her rude stares.

"Yes why"

"Bitch because she his girl, now move the fuck out of the way before I beat yo ass"Havana snapped at the girl and she rolled her eyes and moved out of the way so we could come in.

We walked inside his house was big and beautiful. It was well decorated and organized, and his theme was red black and gold.

"Where is he?"I asked the girl and she huffed loudly.

"Upstairs damn"She smirked walking over to the couch and plopping down on it.

"Havana stay down here"I said and she sucked her teeth.

"You finna leave me down here with this bitch? Because I'm ready to pop her in the mouth"She complained.

"Just deal with it"I said and start walking up the stairs.

I made it to his room and knocked on the door.

"Man hol yo ass up I'm busy"He snapped from the other side.

I rolled my eyes and busted in his room and instantly regretted it.

He was getting head from another girl.

"Didn't I just tell yo ass that I'm bu-"He stopped what he was saying when he saw that it was me standing in the doorway.

He jumped up and pushed the girl off of him, I got a glimpse of the girl and it was Kiesha.

"Kiesha what the hell are you doing?"I snapped at her.

"What it look like? Pleasing your man"She grinned.

"Havana!"I yelled and less them thirty seconds Havana was running up the stairs.

"What bitch? What happened? Kiesha the fuck you doing here?"She asked.

"Handle my lightweight"I told her and she instantly took off her earrings and put her hair up.

She swung on Kiesha and punched her to the ground and she start dragging her across the room and punching her.

"Jayda what are you doing here?"Cj asked me

"I been calling yo ass all fucking day, now I know what the fuck is up"I snapped at him "I don't even know why I'm trippin you not my nigga"I scoffed.

"C'mon man"He said trying to pull me towards him but I pushed him away from me.

"And to think I was going to try a relationship with you"I scoffed wiping my eyes "You just like the others"

"No I'm not and I can prove it to you"He tried to reason but I wasn't trying to hear it.

"I don't want anything to do with you, Have a nice life Cj"I said "C'mon Havana"She stopped beating Kiesha's ass and we walked downstairs.

When we got downstairs Havana hit the girl upside her head "And you knew that he had the bitch up there. I should beat yo ass as well you lucky you pregnant bitch"She bucked at the girl and she flinched.

We walked towards the front door but it was opened by some woman and a little girl was right behind her.

"Oh hell no, this nigga got kid's?"Havana said looking the woman up and down.

"Excuse me? I'm his mother"The lady said.

"Yo son nasty"Havana said and I nudged her in the side. 

"I'm sorry about my friend, Nice to meet you Mrs.Jackson"I said sticking my hand out.

"Please call me Mia"She smiled shaking my hand. "You must be Jayda?"She asked.

"Yea"I smiled back at her.

"Well your even more beautiful then your picture girl"She smiled "And oh my you are rocking your pregnancy"

"Thank you"I smiled.

"How many months are you?"

"I'm about the be eight months starting tomorrow"I said rubbing my belly.

"Well that is awesome, I hope that Christopher have told you about my cookout I'm doing tomorrow"

"Oh he haven't, but I can stop by there just not with Cj"I told her and she looked at me with a confused look.

"Well why not?"

"Me and him are not talking anymore, but you can get my number from him and you can send me your address, and I will love to stop by there"I smiled at her and she nodded.

"Well okay then that's fine"She smiled back.

"Ma? What you doing here?"Cj asked coming down the stairs.

I looked back at him and rolled my eyes. "Well it was nice meeting you Mia, I have to go do some other important things see you at your cookout"I said and me and Havana left out of his house.

"Hold up"Havana said and she took her key and start keying his car.

"Havana!"I yelled.

"What? He did you dirty so he has to pay"She shrugged.

"Get yo crazy ass in this car"I said and she sucked her teeth and came and got in the car.

We pulled off from his house and started our way to the mall.

We both hopped out of the car and walked inside. We were at the mall because I had to go shopping for a baby shower dress since it was coming up in a couple of days.

"You like this one?"Havana asked holding up a pink dress.

"No, and I'm not wearing pink I'm having a boy remember"I said looking through the rack some more.

"Whatever, I still think the doctor made a mistake...You having a girl"

"Girl hush you just don't want to take them damn clothes back"I said waving her off.

"You damn skippy"She said and I start laughing.

"When you gone have kid's?"I asked her and she shrugged.

"I don't know, maybe in my twenties...I really don't be thinking about kids like that"She told me and I nodded.

I wanted my first kid to come when I was at least twenty five but that obviously didn't happen, but there is nothing I could do at this point anyways.

We finished up finding my dress. I ended up getting a baby blue off the shoulder midi dress with some white sandals.

"I'm starving, and I know you are let's go eat something"Havana said rubbing her stomach and I nodded.

As we were walking to the food court some dude accidentally bumped into me and made me drop my phone along with his.

"Shit"I said picking up my now cracked screen.

"I'm so sorry about that ma"He said picking his phone up as well.

I looked up at him and he was actually fine as hell. He was lightskin with hazel greenish eyes and he was tall and buff and he had a a fade with some low curls.

"It's all good"I told him.

"Did I hit your stomach or anything?"He asked looking me and up and down and I shook my head.

"Nope you just cracked my phone"

"Sorry about that, let me pay for it to get fixed"He said pulling his wallet out.

"No that's fine I'm go-"

"Girl if you don't get that damn money"Havana cut me off and I rolled my eyes.

"Here it's the least I could do I did crack it not paying attention"He said passing me a couple of hundreds.

"Well thank you"I smiled at him.

"She single by the way, get the number"Havana winked at him and he start laughing at her.

"Yea thats cool, so can I get your number?"He smirked.

"Yea, it's not like you have a choice anyways"I said passing him my phone.

He typed in his phone number and texted himself "Well I'll see you around..."He trailed off

"Jayda"I told him.

"See you around Miss Jayda"He smirked and by the way my name is "Lance"

I nodded and he walked off.

"Really Havana?"I cut my eyes at her.

"What? You need a new nigga the fuck"She said bluntly.

"Just c'mon"I said walking towards the food court.

After ordering our food we sat down and just start eating and talking.

Cj

"I like that Jayda girl"My mom said setting food out in my kitchen. "She so respectful,and she not like them bad attitude girl's."She said pulling a pan out.

"Yea I like her too ma I like her a lot actually"He scratched my head.

"Then get her"

"I can't she doesn't want anything to do with me now"I told her and she stopped what she was doing and looked at me.

She reached over and slapped me upside my head "Now I raised you better than to be your father. You don't do the good one's dirty Christopher!"She yelled at me.

"Yea but ma I'm not good at this"I objected.

"Don't give me that bullshit"She pointed her finger at me "Now my cookout is coming up and you better be thinking of a good ass way to get back in Jayda's good graces, or it's going to be me and you son"She said sternly.

"Okay ma"I shook my head.

How was I supposed to do that? After what I did I'm pretty sure Jayda isn't even going to speak to me anymore.

I know what I did was wronf but honestly me and Jayda aren't even together so she can't be completely mad.

I know me getting a second chance with her is slim to nun,but I will try everything in my power to get her back because I really am feeling this girl.

I called up the one person that could help me with this kind of stuff. Tristen.

"Yurrr"He yelled up in the phone.

"Where you at man?"I asked.

"On the way to the Bodega, Wassup?"

"I need to talk to you about something, it's real important to me"

"Aight man, I'll slide through there in a lil"He said and I hung the phone up.

I put my phone up and sighed heavily. I went into the living room and Amari was in there with her feet on my coffe table and she was eating a bag of chips while watching Love and HipHop.

"Aye man get yo feet down, respect my shit"I said pushing her feet off of the table.

She sucked her teeth and rolled her eyes "When can I leave this hell hole? You don't even let me go outside what kind of shit is this"She rolled her eyes.

"Shut the hell up, I don't trust you. As soon as you have this baby and I get them dna tests done then imma let you go"I told her

"Well the way you got me just sitting in this house, You should've just killed me"She mumbled.

"Don't test me"I said eyeing her.

"Whatever, I know this baby is yours soo.. you gone help take care of it or what?"

"No imma take care of my child by myself. Your not fit to be a mother and you know that, you only keeping the baby so you can get my money not dumb"

"You not gone take my child away from me Cj, so we can co-parent"She rolled her neck.

"I'll see"I said getting on my phone and going to Jayda's contact.

Me-Can we please talk?
Today:2:50 P.M

Jayda Boo💕. - Lose my number.
Today:2:53 P.M

Me- I'm not giving up on us.
Today:2:53 P.M

Read:2:54 P.M

I sighed and put my phone up. The doorbell rung and I got up to see who was at the door, I opened the door and Tristen was standing there with his one year daughter in his arms.

"Wassup man, and hey princess"I cooed at Serenity and she start smiling showing her little teeth.

"You wanna go to Uncle Cj?"Tristen asked her and she reached for me.

"Hey my princess"I cooed walking over to the couch and sitting down with her. "Yo get out"I said to Amari abd she got up and went upstairs.

"Wassuh brody? Why you call me over here"He asked "Oh and you look fucking horrible"

"Shut the fuck up"I said back to him "And I lost Jayda today"I shook my head.

"What you do?"

"She walked in on me getting head from Kiesha"I confessed.

"Bar tender Kiesha?"He asked and I nodded my head "Man you fucking dumb, Kiesha be giving everybody head...She even let me and James run a train on her"

I cringed at what he said "I really didn't want to hear that nasty ass shit"I scrunched my face up "I just need yo help getting her back."

He pulled on his chin hair some before nodding "Okay, I know Jayda a special girl so I'll help you out"He shrugged.

"Okay this is the plan...."

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