Naomi Black

He was everything I had ever wanted but didn't know I needed.

This had been one of the best days of my life and he did it all for me—nothing out of this day had benefited him at all. I played with the necklace in between my fingers. We had devoured the fruit—duh. I was a girlfriend now, I had tamed the untameable.

Without even trying.

But tonight I felt something different, I had felt connected to him in a way I hadn't before—and I wanted to be connected to him in that exact way. Everything had been so perfect, I couldn't even describe the feeling that was running through me.

The necklace was so heartfelt and the fact that he got a pendant of the exact same design that was on my neck made me melt.

For once in my life everything felt like it was slowly piecing together. I had my best friends, the best boyfriend, I'm about to start my dream job. But I felt so guilty because I literally just had my grandparents die—was I supposed to be this happy at this moment, right now?

"Babe," He spoke, spinning me out of my trance. I looked at him, he was smiling at me. I smiled back. "You okay?" He asks as I nod.

"Yeah, just not used to it." I responded. I really wasn't used to it. I felt like I was living a dream. I was living in a fake reality.

I was a girl that had nothing.

He pouted his lips at me and leaned in for a kiss.

And for the millionth time tonight—I had felt like the luckiest girl.

Mattison Williams had been the guy that everyone had ever wanted. He was the guy that nobody knew too much about. He was the guy who would do one and be done.

He hadn't ever even had a "one" and done with me to be in that situation.

He had a list of girls ahead of me. Would I even compare? Would he leave me after this? God—everything was on my mind, I wanted to scream.

How do I even start this conversation? Would I be the one making the moves?

Do I even have the capability of pulling the moves?

"Crazy how we found each other— I mean. Look at this huge galaxy, there's so many more people on this planet, yet we found each other." He spoke while looking at the sky smiling.

I chuckle and turn to face him. "You know what, I think about that a lot." He faces me instead of the sky. He nods for me to continue. "I just think about my mom and dad. It's crazy how alike my mom and I are. I mean without the prositution. It's like I'm living the life she was supposed to live." I state as he smiles at me.

"You think we're meant to be?" He teases as I chuckle, my cheeks getting red. Before I could respond he turned back to face the sky.

"I agree." He states as I giggle at his words. "We're literally the definition of 'in another lifetime loser'." He says as I nod, facing the sky too.

"I think I would've turned out like your dad if you didn't come into my life." He admits as I suck in a breath. "No seriously. I have done drugs, I have parties—It could've gotten worse." He states as I nod.

"You changed my life." He finishes as I chuckle. "You changed mine too. Today was—" He cuts me off. "Everything you have ever deserved but never had." He finishes for me as I giggle.

"Thank you." I speak, gratefully as I see him smile at me from the corner of my eyes. His right arm comes around the back of my neck and curls me into his body.

"Anything and everything for you. Okay? From here on out it's an even playing field." He states as I nod into his chest.

Not even on my best day did I ever think this would happen to me. I was so determined to focus on my studies this year, to not party, to not fall in love. Love was not even on the itinerary for this semester. But here I am, successfully completed this semester almost and started my journey as a nurse.

In love.

Living the life I tried so hard to live.

We laid back against the blanket and pillows that he had laid out for us. We stared up at the sky and watched as the stars shined, the moon sparkling in all of its glory. The meteor shower had happened briefly for a few moments before moving south, it was so beautiful.

It was like Matti had never seen a falling star.

The smile on his face, the twinkle in his eyes had melted my damn heart.

I rolled into Matti's chest and he chuckled. "I packed comfy clothes for you. In the corner." He spoke as I sighed. "—but before you get up. I have one more thing to give you." He speaks as I let out a laugh.

"Matti. No more." I say as he shrugs. "It won't be of any use to me if you don't take it." He admits as I groan. "You always say that." He shrugs.

He sits up from the covers and crawls over five feet, reaching in a bag. He chucks the hoodie and sweatpants at me. I chuckle as they hit my chest. "Close your eyes." He demands as I giggle.

"Is this a strip tease?" I joke as he chuckles. "Do you want it to be?" He asks with a laugh as I giggle, not giving back a response. I hear him shuffle a bit more before coming closer.

"Okay. I saw this thing and I thought of you. If you don't love it—I'm sorry. I just saw this yesterday and I had to do it." He rambles as I listen to him with my eyes closed.

He holds my palms out, and places something in my hands. It felt like paper.

"Okay, open." He speaks and my eyes fly open.

"A certificate?" I giggle and he nods. "Read it," He says.

And so I do.

On the easternmost side of the moon sits a star that shines bright. The star is one of the closest to the moon and shines the brightest in the atmosphere. This stars name is Naomi—

I gasp and look up at him. He has an unreadable look on his face. "I know, I'm sorry if this hurts your feelings. I just wanted to get this for you because you'd be next to your mom in some way. I didn't mean any harm." He gushes out as I sit in shock.

"You bought me a star?" I ask as he shrugs. "Does it bug you that I did?" He asks as I shake my head.

"Okay well then, I bought you a star and named it after you. That way you're next to your mom at night." He speaks as I drop the certificate on my lap and rub my face.

I wanted to cry, I wanted to smile, I wanted to laugh. Most of all I wanted to love this man like he hadn't ever felt love before.

He had got me a star? Because he knew I was all alone down here? So he got me a star. So I could be next to my mom that lives vicariously through the moon?

"Matti." I speak in shock as he just giggles and wraps me in his arms. "Thank you." I speak into his shoulder as he squeezes me tightly, not letting me go. I never wanted to let him go.

He had gotten me a star.

"I'd do anything for you." He rubs my back and I laugh at him.

The boy who had no cares for anyone other than him at the beginning of the semester had just bought me my own star because my dead mom was up there.

This has been the most expensive birthday of my damn life.

"Can I run in the house for like five minutes?" I ask as he pulls away and nods. "Yeah. Can you bring me back another water?" He asks as I nod and kiss his cheek. I remove myself from him, collect the clothes he gave me, go barefoot out of the treehouse, and practically fly down the steps. Which isn't that smart for me.

I needed to be as quick as possible when it came to executing this.

I run into the house and sprint to my room for my phone. I ripped it off the charger and facetime the group of girls, which I knew would be my best bet since Reese probably was getting invested in two girls at the moment—knowing him.

"What's up?" Nat asks, answering the call. She's in the dark, a face mask on.

"Hey Bitches." Finn speaks while holding the tweezers to her eyebrows.

"What? I was in the middle of sending nudes." Sloane complained as she picked up the call.

"Everyone shut the fuck up—" I speak as they all raise their eyebrows at my voice. Once they were quiet I continued.

"I'm going to have sex in the next thirty mintues. What should I do? What do I wear? How do I do this?" I ramble as they all freeze. The tweezers in Finn's hands are the last noise that was heard before the craziness started.

"Outfit first. I packed a black lace outfit for you." Sloane says as she puts on a robe over her naked body. Finn chuckles, "Naomi, you'll be fine." She reassures me as Nat clears her throat.

"I can't give you advice other than to trust him. He has had sex a million times, he knows what to do. Don't freak out." She speaks as we all raise our eyebrows.

"No. Naomi, you need to go in there and literally strip for him. You should be good at that—" Sloane speaks as Finn spits her water at the mom jokes. "Naomi, tease your hair a bit, rub your cheeks and make them red. Brush your teeth, loads of chapstick. You got this." They all smile as I take a deep breath.

"You can trust him." Sloane adds as I nod. I can trust him, but knowing Matti- he's going to have a nervous breakdown at the thought of hurting me.

"Oh and go pee after you get done!" Nat reminds me as I nod.

"Okay. I'm going to go now. I love you all." I speak as we all hang up.

I could do this. I had been waiting for this moment my entire life. It meant everything to me— I cherished it, I was letting someone enter my body, I was placing my ultimate trust in someone for the first time.

I threw on the lace set that Sloane packed for me. I stared at myself in the mirror and tried to convince myself that I was ready for this. Maybe—I wasn't ready?

If I was overthinking it, was I ready for it?

I threw on the sweatshirt and sweatpants Matti had chucked at me before I rushed out. I ran my fingers through my hair a few times before walking into the kitchen. I grabbed the water per request.

A meow stopped me before I went out.

Mimi looked at me in almost a knowing way and I almost caved under pressure. "Don't worry, I got this." And I walked out before she could respond. I shut the door behind me and rushed into the darkness and climbed the stairs to my treehouse.

If I decided to not do it; he would be fine with it anyways.

He did this all for nothing, he wasn't expecting.

"Hey." I greet as his head snaps towards me from where he was laying back down. "El agua ." He speaks as he gestures for me to chuck the water at him. I chuckle and throw it as he smiles at me. "Nice toss," He jokes as I roll my eyes.

I walk over to the bed area he's set up and sit down.

If it happens it happens.

I set my phone and my own water next down to my side. I laid down under the covers and looked upwards. "Where's mine?" I ask as he chuckles. "Look on the eastern side." He speaks as I nod.

"What is one thing you regret most in this world?" I ask him as I turn, laying on my side—facing him. He gave me a small smile and followed my actions. His arm reached out to tuck the hair in my face, behind my ear.

"I was going to leave you." He started as I froze. "What?" I was shocked.

He nodded, "Yeah. Biggest regret. I was dumb for thinking I was capable of leaving you alone." He spoke as I couldn't believe my ears. "When was this?" I ask as he hums.

"A month and more ago. Pittsburgh was when I was forsure supposed to do it. Then it all ended," He admitted as I took in all of the information. "But you aren't anymore?" I asked for reassurance.

"I'm not leaving, even if you force me to Black."He states while sitting up. I sit cross legged next to him. He leans in and as soon as I close my eyes, thinking he was about to kiss me he lets out a chuckle.

"NJ." I open my eyes to see him holding a bottle of champagne in front of my face. I turn red in embarrassment as he lets out a loud laugh. "If you want a kiss, just say something." He winks at me as he opens the bottle.

I thought he was going to hand me the bottle but he gets on his knee caps and leans over top of me. He ushered for me to tilt my head back as he poured it in my mouth. The alcohol hit my tongue and I nearly folded.

This was so intimate.

I put my hand up as a sign to stop and he winked at me when I swallowed. He threw the bottle back into his mouth, taking a few swigs of it. "Scale of 1-10, how was our first date?" He spoke as he sat the bottle down next to us.

I reached for the bottle and took a few sips on my own this time. I set the bottle down.

"You have made this the best night of my life." I speak as I look across at him, he's smiling at me. Champagne glazed over my eyes.

This was our third bottle of the night and we were starting to feel the bubbles, in a good way.

This is what I think I needed though—some liquid courage.

"Matti," I spoke his name as he was deep in thought, looking at the ground biting his lip as his head snapped up. "Yes princess?" He asks as I chuckle.

"Kiss me." I state as he raises his eyebrows. "Demanding?" He accuses as I snort. "Hey! You told me if I wanted a kiss to just say something." I defend myself as he leans closer to me, he hovers over my lips. "I was kidding, beautiful." He leaned in and connected our lips.

And then I wrapped my arms around his neck, leaning into our makeout session more.

His lips were more intoxicating than the champagne. His lips tasted of chocolate strawberries and champagne. He was my high, my addiction, almost as deadly as my mother's .

His arms found my waist, pulling me on top of his legs. I chuckled as his arms left my waist and found the bottom of my legs, wrapping them around his back. His left hand came back up to my face and grazed my jaw. This thumb ran along the side of my jaw line—tickling me.

He pulled away from our kiss and chuckled at me. "Hang on tight." He spoke as I looked at him in confusion. My legs that were crossed behind him tightened as he flipped us over, I was no longer sitting on top of him—he was hovering overtop of me, chain swinging in my face.

My head laying on the pillow below me, he hovered above me in a pushup position just staring at me. I couldn't take my eyes off of him though.

His glazed over eyes, his red swollen lips.

We were just staring at each other—not knowing what move to make first. My right hand found his chain and slowly pulled him down to me, our lips connecting again. But with Matti it felt like I was kissing him like it was the first time, all of the time.

When his lips slammed down on mine, it was like electricity had slapped us both on the lips. Heat built between us as if it was all we ever knew each other for. He was so demanding with his lips, intimidating almost. Everything that I had guarded for the last few months from him, everything that I had guarded from any guy ever had come down for him.

His hand found my left side of my neck and cleared the hair off of it, pushing the brunette locks to the side. His lips leave mine and he trails kisses from the left side of my lips to directly next to that spot, not one spot left untouched.

His lips connected with my neck, kissing and making me let out a giggle at the tickles. Until he slowly bit down on one spot and then sucked on my skin.

I had chills crawl up the side of me. He had no right making me feel like this.

I was the luckiest girl in the damn world.

I leaned my head to the side as the neck kisses became more intense. I wanted to whimper but I truly couldn't even fucking think to do that because before I could focus on how good that one motion felt, there was a new motion happen whenever he picked a different spot.

My neck was going to be purple after tonight.

Spreading my legs, I gestured for him to lower himself but he wouldn't give up. He pulled away from our kiss and hovered over me. His blue eyes were enhanced, cheeks were bright pink and his lips were so kissable.

"Naomi." He spoke my name as I smiled at him. He smiled at me and let out a chuckle, he looked down at our bodies, my legs open, him hovering over me. I was right where he had many women previous to me.

"Are we going to continue to stare at eachother or are we going to do this?" I ask as he chuckles. He leans his head closer to me. "Do what?" He asks me as I sigh.

I don't think I could've ever pictured the word falling from my mouth. I don't think I could've ever picture myself in this position—writhing in pleasure from a guy that I fought so hard to stay away from.

"Matti," I whispered as he raised his eyebrows and smirked. I rolled my eyes and chuckled, as if this guy's ego couldn't get any bigger. "Yes, Naomi?" He asks as I nod.

I take my right hand and pull his neck down to meet my lips. And his lips consumed me again, in the most deep way possible. I was surrounded by him— his lips on top of mine, making me feel whole. His cologne engulfed me completely like a hug.

He pulled away, "Say it." He whispered above my lips as I just stared into his eyes. "Say what?" I ask as he chuckles. "Say what you want." He smirked over me as I rolled my eyes.

I felt my cheeks turn red, and I know he saw them too because he let out another chuckle. The light illuminating his shadow as he hovered over my body.

"Let's have sex." I state as his eyebrows raise. "I mean—if you want to. If you don't want to have sex with me—that's fine, completly understanble. I just thought that maybe—" He cut me off as he placed one kiss on my lips.

He pulled back from me and smiled, a huge shit eating grin.

And then he chuckled, "Naomi Jade Black, I would be honored. But you have to give me a moment to run inside the house." He states as I nod. He gives me another smile before leaning down and kissing me again.

"And trust me, I definitely want to. Don't ever think that I have never wanted to fuck you becuse trust me, I've had more cold showers than I think I've ever had in my life baby." He whispers as he gets off of me and smirks. He puts on his shoes and unlatches the door.

He exited the treehouse and that left me alone with my thoughts.

God, why did he have to go inside the damn house?

What if he's actually leaving?

What if he's on the phone with Blake wondering how to get