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Naomi Black

Last night was a dream but thinking about the future was a nightmare.

I slowly opened my eyes to find out that the extreme comfort I am in was not caused by my bed, but Matti's instead.

Shit.

I slept over at Matti's.

His right arm was laid out underneath my head and his left arm was tucking me into his side like a football.

Awe.

So he does like to cuddle.

I turned slowly, careful not to wake him and I laid my eyes upon him. He looked so peaceful. And his eyelashes were a force to be reckoned with. He wasn't wearing a shirt and I was in a trance looking at this man's biceps.

There was no doubting his godlike looks.

And then I looked at his lips.

Reminiscing on last night was a dream. How our lips met in fiery passion yet oh so gentle for the first time. How I pushed him away after our first kiss because I knew from that moment onward that if we continued, I wouldn't have the power to stop.

Not only did I sleep in the unsleepable bed of Matti Williams, but now I'm watching him sleep as he cuddles me into his chest.

Looking down at myself I've realized that I'm only in my sports bra and my leggings which means I must've gotten hot throughout the night and took off my Penn State hoodie.

I can't even imagine what the girls are thinking at the moment.

I was in deep for Williams. I did have a huge crush on him.

But this was either going to turn out good for me or bad.

"Morning Black," God his morning voice makes me want to die. As if the man couldn't get any hotter. I looked up from the chest I was currently tucked into and smiled at him, "Morning Williams."

And then we sat in silence as he used the hand that was under my head to play with my hair. Did I do the impossible? Did Matti Williams like me?

"You snore in your sleep, did you know that?" He asked with a smile on his face. I laughed, "You turn into a human sauna when you sleep." He nodded at me.

"Explains why you have your shirt off. Even when I'm asleep Black, I still have that effect on you." I slapped his pec and sat up and turned to face him.

He looked up at me as I was sitting up practically hovering over top of him and he sighed.

"I need to take a cold shower." He started while covering his eyes. "It's you and that damn look! You always give me those stupid sex eyes. Enough with that!" He continued.

"I'm not doing it on purpose Matti! I don't even know what you're talking about." I laughed. He uncovered his eyes and looked at me again. "Even in the mornings, when you're supposed to look like shit, you still look pretty to me princess." I froze. Was he complimenting me? I blushed and then got out of bed as his gaze followed me.

"Yep," He immediately shot up out of bed. "Heading straight for the shower Black." I laughed as he jogged towards the bathroom door in his room. Before closing it he peaked back around and said, "Unless you would like to join me..." I took a pillow off the bed and launched it at him.

"Damn, Black. Consider throwing for the team next year!" I laughed.

I grabbed my sweatshirt that was on the floor and threw it on over my head. I grabbed my phone off of the table and was greeted with a flood of messages from Nat.

I hit the call button and waited for her to pick me up. Oh, how she was going to flip her shit.

"Well well well. Cinderella, how were the balls?" Nat answered the phone and I laughed. "Have you been planning that one all morning?" I asked.

"No, just for the last fifteen minutes," She stated but then continued, "Tell me everything. I have never seen anyone ever sleepover besides me. I need to know what happened." I laughed and then looked at the shower door.

"I'll tell you when I get home okay?" She groaned but agreed.

"I love you. Don't get your heart broken." I laughed, "I probably will. Love you too! Bye." I hung up.

If you would've told me that I would've been waking up in the bed of a guy that was ruining my college experience three weeks ago, I probably would've pissed my pants laughing. But here I am, three weeks later, as happy as a peach in Matti William's bed.

Suddenly the shower door opened and my mouth dropped.

There stood Matti Williams in only a towel around his waist.

Christ, I think I'm going to faint.

I took my right hand and used it to physically close my mouth since I couldn't do it myself.

"You okay, Black?" He asked while having a smirk on his face. I nodded and then just laid back on the bed with my eyes meeting the ceiling. I was trying to take my mind off of the fact that all of Matti Williams was a few feet away from me.

Well, I was a few feet away until he walked over to the edge of the bed and pulled my legs towards him. I gasped and covered my eyes.

What the hell is happening?

"Matti quit that shit right now!" I demanded grabbing the sides of the bed so he couldn't pull me closer while he laughed. "C'mon Princess. It's fun." And then he started tugging me down the bed even closer towards him.

"Matti you're only in a towel!" I yell at him while he smirks, "I know what a bummer. Do you want me to get you one too? That way we're both only wearing towels?" I laugh as he has both of my legs going vertical up his body and my ass is, of course, against his groin.

I wish I could come up with a complaint.

But it felt too good to ruin the moment.

That was somebody else's job, exactly why it was a shock to both of us when Blake Day burst through the door.

"Hey bro, can you keep it- oh baby!" Blake closed the door and was heard down the hallway, "Sorry dude! Didn't know she was still over!"

"It's all good!" Matti yelled back while pushing my body over so I was once again looking back at the ceiling and I wasn't against his towel-covered dick anymore.

"Breakfast?" He asks as I hear him drop the towel.

Shit. I hope he doesn't mean that kind of breakfast.

"Quit overthinking it you dumbass, do you want breakfast in the kitchen." He laughs at me.

I nodded my head while still keeping my eyes on the ceiling. If I looked, there was no turning back, and I was sure of it.

"Okay, Black. You can look now." He said as I smiled and turned my head. Gray Nike sweatpants covered his lower half as nothing covered his chest. He reached for my hand and pulled me out of the bed and downstairs to the kitchen.

"Okay so since it's lifting day. We need protein baby," He spoke while I sat in the bar chair watching him from across the island. I thought he was going to grab a protein shake. However, what I did not expect was for him to grab four cans of tuna, eight eggs, and put them into a food processor.

"No," I said while I looked at him.

"No, what?" He asked.

"Just no," I said while I got up from my chair and headed towards the cupboards, I obviously couldn't reach them so I climbed up them.

"As much as I love the view, get down before you fall." He grabs my waistband on my leggings and puts his left arm in between my legs and gently grabs me off the counter.

"I'm not eating that. Don't you have any Cocoa Puffs?" I ask while he smirks at me. "Do we have any Cocoa Puffs? Does it look like we carry Coco Puffs in this household?" He mocks me while he hits his muscles. I roll my eyes, "I'm not eating then."

"Fine, have it your way. More protein for me." I watch as he chugs down a mixture of egg, tuna, and spinach into a protein smoothie.

What the hell.

"Ugh, I think I'm going to be sick," I muttered as I covered my mouth in disgust. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand in the sexiest way.

"Still want to kiss me, princess?" He smirks as he walks around the island to me.

"Oh, for sure! Just name the time and place," A deep voice interrupts us.

We both turned towards the voice and it happened to belong to both Caden and Griffin that were watching us from both of the doorways.

Caden started dying of laughter and then so did Griffin as Matti turned bright red. "I was only kidding you guys," He started saying.

I rolled my eyes, "Black, what are you doing here? Shouldn't you be entertaining the Real Housewives of Happy Valley?" Griffin said and I giggled. That was a new nickname for the group.

"You're right I should be heading out. It's already ten and I have to study." I spoke as I hopped out of the bar chair and Matti followed me. "Goodbye, boys." I nod at them as they nod back.

I reach the front door and Matti stops me, "Thanks for coming to hang out." I smiled at him, "Anytime Williams." I started walking out the door.

"Wait," He said as I froze and turned around. "You're not walking. Let me get my keys." But as soon as I went to object, he was already halfway out the door with his keys he grabbed off the hook.

"C'mon slowpoke!" He yells while running to his jeep.

I raced after him and of course, he was waiting for me at the passenger side to open up my door for me. I smiled at him while he ran around the jeep to get into the driver's side.

"You didn't have to drive me home," I said while he was backing out of the driveway. He looked at me, "I know I didn't have to, but I wanted to."

I smiled and looked out the window at the pretty leaves that were falling from the trees. "Pretty view eh?" I asked.

"The prettiest." He said.

I turned to look at him but he was already looking at me.

"Turn right here,'' I said as he was turning down my road. "What time is your practice?" I asked.

"It's at one," He said while he pulled into my apartment building. He hopped out of his side and walked to my door, opening it. I jumped down and thanked him before walking towards my door.

"See you later, Black!" He yelled as I waved before walking into the building entrance.

I was in deep. He was so nice when you got to know him. So nice, that it kind of made me concerned. Was this all an act? Was he just trying to get in my pants like all of the other boys?

Reaching my door, I unlocked it and walked inside. There sat at the table were my three best friends were eating cereal, wide-eyed at my arrival.

"Hello, ladies. If I could get to my room and change before the interrogation begins I would much appreciate that." I pleaded with them before taking off towards my room.

I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth before throwing on a fresh outfit. I breathed a quick breath before entering the open fire zone.

Opening my door I calmly walked to the table and sat across Sloane.

And suddenly all of their spoons hit their bowls.

"You stayed the night at the captain's house! Do you know how crazy rare that is?" Finn yelled, I tried to answer but before I could I was interrupted by Sloane. "Are you crazy! You better of sucked his dick! Or did he go down on you? I heard he never goes down on girls!" I shook my head and tried to deny it only to then be interrupted by Natalie.

"Girls! One at a time! I'll go first. Naomi Black, what did you do with Matti Williams last night?" I laughed and then asked, "Who says I did anything with him?" They all looked at me and stared.

"Because it is Matti Fucking Williams. Sex God Williams. Multi-Million Dollar Williams. If you didn't do anything with him I'll be disappointed." Finn crosses her arms over her chest.

I sigh, "Well. I mean, we kissed."

They all started squealing, "No way! Was he as good as everyone says he is?" Sloane gushes. I shrugged my shoulders, "I pushed him away after a few seconds. But he has nice lips."

"Ugh! You're such a virgin." Natalie moans while banging her head against the table.

So what if I'm a virgin? It's not like I haven't sucked a dick before because I have. I've done just about everything except getting penetrated by a penis, and I'm fine with that. It just means, I'm super careful and I won't be letting anything get in the way of my dreams.

I'm waiting for the right guy.

"What exactly happened though?" Sloane asked while leaning forward.

"Well, we watched a movie, then we kissed, and somehow I fell asleep. And then this morning, he showered and came out of the bathroom with only a towel on his waist and pulled me towards his peen. He also tried to make me drink this nasty drink he made for breakfast. I haven't eaten, can we go to Starbucks?" I rant.

Finn nods but then Sloane interrupts, "Wait. You were in his room, room? The rooms downstairs don't have bathrooms in the rooms! He let you in his private room?!" I nodded. "Yeah, apparently that's rare. Not a big deal though." Her mouth dropped open.

"Wait, how do you know there are bathrooms in the bedrooms? Have you been in the bedrooms?" Nat turns her head to ask Sloane the question. Sloane immediately avoids the question, "Oh. You just mentioned it one day and don't remember. So, are we going to Starbucks?"

"Ugh. Please." I beg while they all nod and run to grab their shoes.

The walk to the campus Starbucks was filled with Finn complaining how Caden had taken her card from her to buy condoms and her parents received her billing to see that she was buying a twenty pack of condoms every week.

I raise my eyebrows, sex twenty times a week?

That's a lot.

Wait.

My eyes shoot to Sloane as she is kicking a random pebble without a care in the world.

"Ugh thank god the line isn't long!" Nat exclaims when Starbucks comes into sight.

Agreed, I seriously don't think I could go another minute without a damn coffee and a slice of lemon bread in my system. Sloane and Finn order their coffees first while I'm last after Natalie.

"I'm paying for her order," Natalie says to the barista while looking at me. "No, don't!" But too late, the card transaction already went through. I glared at her, "What was that for?"

She smiled, "Pay me back whenever we go on a double date" I laughed at her.

Would Matti go on dates? I mean, he calls them 'study dates', but would we go on dates? Like carnivals? Or would he go randomly to the bookstore with me? What about random Target runs? Would he do it?

We all grab our orders and sit at one of the bar tables. My back to the glass window while all three of them sit facing the cafe. "Do you like him?" Finn asks.

"... I do like him. But I don't know if he likes me. It's always me who turns out to look like an idiot when it comes to these things. And you guys know that. I always end up liking a guy way much more than he does me. But I entertain them because I like the attention they give me and then they disappear for a blonde girl. I'm just trying not to get attached. But, after these past 24 hours... I like him." I look down at my shoes.

"If you want my opinion. I think that he's immature and I think you would tame him. But, I'm worried about you. He will be leaving soon, and you still have five semesters left, not including all of your time towards clinical." Nat says and I nod.

"It sucks because the time just won't add up. This could end up well until the end of the semester, and then we all know he's leaving for the NFL. Would you be okay with him leaving and possibly dropping you? You've had people leave your entire life. Are you okay with that?" Sloane adds.

"Guys. Chill with the lecture it's just a crush. He probably doesn't even feel the same way. No matter how I feel or what happens he will be leaving anyway. I refuse to become attached. I won't do it. I mean a couple of weeks ago he was being a jerk to me." I plead with them to leave the subject alone.

Even if we did become somewhat closer to each other, I don't know if he would put me on the top of the roster as he did with football. Because at the end of the day, he's still the same Matti Williams.

And I will always be here.

Suddenly Nat coughs and Finn gasps, "Naomi." I immediately lock eyes with them. What the hell has gotten into them. "You don't need him, he is a douchebag," Sloane says while her eyes are wide.

"What the fuck is wrong with you guys? You look like you all just got stung by the same bee!" I exclaim as they look at me with sympathy.

"Turn around," Finn says and I put my hands up in defense and turn around with a smile on my face.

The smile I once wore fell into a blank stare.

There across the street on a brunch date sat that blonde Chloe girl and Matti Williams.

I chuckled.

As usual, he strikes again by hurting my feelings. I look at the ground and kick my feet.

"Imagine spending the night with a girl you just made feel important and then going on a date right after you drop her off to be with that blonde rat!" Sloane rages.

"It's fine you guys! I'm fine. Just drop it." I looked at all three of them that were beaming glares across the street to the happy pair. Last night was way too good to be true. Maybe it was the fact that I didn't put out? Maybe it was the fact that I didn't eat that healthy smoothie this morning? What did I do that made him drop me off after spending the night at his house, to go on a date with a different girl directly after.

And didn't have practice soon?

I wanted to not feel hurt because I've been through worse. A guy shouldn't hurt me like this because I'm so used to my dad walking in and out on me all of the time growing up.

But it did hurt because I opened up to him. And as usual, Matti Williams had his own 'Matti-way' of doing things that would hurt my feelings.

I just needed to avoid him now. There was no other solution. It was going to be class and that is it. If I do anymore, I will fall deeper and that is not good. If I'm feeling hurt by this now, imagine what I will feel like when he leaves for the NFL.

It's not worth the pain.

He's not worth the pain.

I've had worse done to me.

"Well. Either way, we have to pass them to walk back to the apartment. So we can either wait it out until they leave or walk past and make sure he knows you saw." Nat says while she looks up from her phone after texting who I assume to be Griff.

"You know what," I start as they all look at me, "I'm walking past them. And I don't give a flying fuck about them." They all cheer me on as we all get up to leave Starbucks.

We open the door and start walking across the crosswalk to get to the other side where he and she sat. I walked on the outside closest to them because they needed to know I was there.

"Ready?" Sloane asked as I nodded. "Yeah fuck him and his sour patch kids."

And it was game time, walking past their outside table I made sure to make direct eye contact with Matti Williams and flip him off.

He grimaced knowing that he ruined any chance at all he had with me.

And I wanted him to think that way.

Because at the end of the day, he was only a friend. A friend that I had kissed.

But I would sacrifice anything for my friends, even if it meant hurting myself in the end. So if he wanted her, then he could have her, because at the end of the day, men choosing

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