It's been a month since i started dating Aaron, let's just say everything is perfect, too perfect, i feel like Ben is going to do something but then i remember he won't since his dead and his head is still laying on the floor in that factory. But something i know is that he is perfect, Aaron is. The day after we got together we told the rest of the guys and everyone was so happy even my brother i was so surprised. But then Aaron told me that it was him who convinced Aaron to chase after me.

So what happen to Jim and the offer, the next morning, i called him apologising saying that i want to stay and that i'm happy here. He was fine with it and told me that he will stay for a few more years until he find someone who he trust, I felt really bad because out of the men around me, he was more like father to me.

Anyways, now the important thing, I'm scared right now, i've never been this terrified before in my life. Right now i'm in the bathroom, holding something that either is going to change my life forever or keep it the same. I wait 2 minutes until my alarm goes off telling me that it's time to check. I walk to the sink and grab the pregnancy test and see what it says. Before i look down, i stare at myself in the mirror. Two things could happen if i'm actually pregnant. Number one is i tell Aaron and he leaves me and i will fucking die if that happens, Now number two is i tell Aaron and he stays with me, i will melt with happiness. Ok here i go, i stare down and look at the stick.

It had... two lines, i'm pregnant, I'm fucking pregnant. I'm actually really happy but so nervous, what is Aaron going to say, what is Will going to say, what are the guys going to say, am i going to be a good mum. I'm a murder and going to have a kid. What do i do?

I breathe and decide first i have to tell Aaron. Opening the bathroom door, i go downstairs and thanking that everyone has left to go out and left Aaron and I alone in the house. I go outside to the pool area and find him sitting on one of  the pool chairs on his phone.

"Hey," he looks up from his phone. Why does he have to be so perfect
"Hey are you ok, you left for quit a long time," he always worried about me.
"Yeh, it's just i have something important to tell you."
"Ok...is everything alright?"
"well depends if you thinks its alright,"
"Your scaring me whats wrong,"
"Ok here i go....well...i'm...um..pregnant" i say the last word so quickly i don't think he heard me.

I wait for anything he can say, his face is expressionless but then i see a smile begging to form. i let the breathe i was holding out and look at him smiling.
"Your pregnant, i'm going to be a dad?"
"Yeh," i smile, he stands up and kissing me.
"Are you happy?" i know why ask something when it's that obvious but i don't know.
"I'm so happy, god yes," didn't think he was going to be this happy but I'm happy he is.
"we have to tell the others though, i'm scared to tell Will," He still thinks i'm a virgin.
"Everything is going to be alright, i got you pregnant so i'm the one who is going to help you tell him," he smiles, "When did this happen?" Aaron asks me.
"I think the first time we didn't use a condom." Ok i now what your thinking, safety first, but you don't really think of safety when the person you love is about to make love to you. It just goes in one ear and goes out the other ear.
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"I'm pregnant!" I close my eyes when i say those two words, right now Aaron and i are standing well the rest are sitting down on the couch.

"Your what?" Oh no Will.
"You heard me"
"I'm going to fucking kill him," Will stand up and tries to punch Aaron but i stop him
"stop!" i demand him.
"Stop, he fucking got you pregnant at the age of 18."
"I'm nearly 19."
"Like that is going to change anything."
"Please just stop, it already happen, we can't do anything about it." its quiet...minutes have past and nothing yet, i'm holding my breath.
"I'm sorry, yeh your right nothing we can do except support you and him!"
"Thank you" i hug him.
"Well i know you too will be good parents." he hugs me and then Aaron, well for Aaron when he was going for the hug, he punched him in the chest, hard and i know that because Aaron tried to contain the small scream i knew he wanted to let out.

"Well?" i question the group.
They all scream and clap, ok they are happy.
"Shhhhh"
"Sorry" they all scream.

i'm so happy this moment that i will never trade it for nothing in the world. I just want this to go one forever, no enemies no nothing.
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