Chapter 13

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I wake up the next morning, happy that we don't have school today, I always feel like we never have weekends but we do, I think everyone's wish is for the weekends to be longer, never heard anyone say that. The only thing is that they go way too quickly. I stand up from my bed and begin to decide what to wear, I didn't feel happy or joyful so I decided to wear black leggings and a white cropped tee. I didn't bother to put make-up on since I'm not leaving the house today, I tie my hair up in a high ponytail.

I walk downstairs to find everyone there, the girls and even the boys but the thing that surprised me was Aaron was there, he was happy, I thought he would leave and be mad at me but I guess not, but then again why should he be mad when I did nothing, he was the one who punched the guy for no reason.

"Well you slept in," I look up and noticed Aaron was talking to me

"Yeh, went to bed very late" I roll my eyes. I'm still mad at him, but I feel like I should be even more mad, furious but no...can I like him? What am I talking about, probably still drunk? I walk towards the speaker we have near the living room, I turn around and face the group

"So it was your idea for having this party, so you going to help me clean up or else you're in big shitty trouble" I smile to the girls proofing that I mean it.

I didn't hear a 'no' or a 'yes'. "Did you hear me?!" i talked a bit louder which causes their attention towards me again.

"Yep," said Lucy, i turn around and put loud music on, I don't give two fucks about the neighbours being annoyed.

After approximately 2 hours we have completely finished cleaning the house and decided that we should go to the mall. The boys went back to their house to get change with the rest of the girls and told me to meet them back there.

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Well, guys, right now it's 8 pm and we are back from the mall. Yours probably wondering what happens, well we met at the mall and hang around until we got bored. I annoyed the crap out of Aaron, which he didn't really appreciate it but didn't care and never will. I'm a little confused with my feelings, I want to hate him but, but I don't know, but I know I feel weak when i am around him, I don't know if this is telling me that I do have feelings or not.

The boys went back home since they had to do some business apparently but we all know they are doing gang stuff. The girl are here right next to me and we are going to have a sleepover it's considered that from the girls but I don't since they've already slept over many times.

"So what do you want to do, since this is a sleepover and girls are meant to have fun," i roll my eyes because this is bullshit and girlie, really girlie, I could be sleeping in my bed right now but no the girls want to have girl time which is our sleepover .

"Let's prank call the boys," said Taylor, of course, they want to prank call the boys, why?, because they have a huge fucking crush on them and I am stuck to support them.

"fine" I agree but not going to play.

"Allie you're up first" Of course.

"NO!" I said nice and firm.

"Yes you are because we are you best friends and your only friends and we went you to play," Cut the crap, stop putting our relationship on the line. They won't shut up about it if i don't so that's the only reason why i agree.

"Fine, who do you want me to call?" in me very deep inside of me i knew they are gonna say the name i shall not say out loud in my thoughts.

"Aaron" of course Bianca my best fucking friend had to say it. i go and get my phone from the table and go to my contact list and click on Aaron

"Wait what do I say"

"Pretend you are having sex and you are moaning," said Skylar, really, why did i fucking agree to do this, this is stupid, but i would love to see his reaction. As it was ringing i remembered he was busy doing gang stuff so i decided to end it

"NO, their probably busy doing you know, gang stuff" i kinda feel weird that the girls don't mind that the boys are in a gang and that Aaron is the leader, i wonder if they knew about me, will they still want to be my best friends but I guess we will never know.

"fine, we going to bed" Lucy said, they turn around and pretend to be asleep in the sleeping bags but I knew they wouldn't.

I don't want to hurt them, i know its a stupid sleepover but things are going to grow bigger and bigger, if they find out about me me before i can release that they have found out, my friends are going to be in trouble and i'm going to have to leave them so they don't get hurt. I'm so fucking strong but i don't want to say it but they are not, they are going to get so hurt they might die just like my parents did or leave me like a piece of trash like my brother did. i felt my eyes getting heavy and I fell asleep, preparing myself for anything that might happen tomorrow or might not happen tomorrow, i guess like my friends never found out we never are going too.

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I wake up the next morning and noticed the girls are still asleep, i want to apologise even if they are mad at the smallest fight you can ever have with your friends. i feel like from now on things are going to be hard or are going to begin getting hard. i want my friends to see me as the person i was before i left them, not this person who is cold-hearted, empty, selfish or mean and shitty or fucking crazy, not this.

As the creepy person i am, i know this sounds so wearied but i watch them sleep until they finally wake up. i was thinking of what i should say because i never apologise, i haven't apologise for two fucking year, no more than two and I wish i could keep it that why but I'm not that mean well i am but not to my friends.

One by one they woke up but didn't turn around to face me they talked to each other but not to me. i know what your thinking, this is stupid, why are they mad for me noting calling him, but for you guys these people right there are my friends. i stand up and do what i want to do

"OK listen here, you guys are my only friends us much us this hurts to say. You guys are mad at me for not playing a game and i don't know why but it hurt me so much to hurt you guys, i want to apologise even though I don't have to since it's my choose, i'm sorry" i smile apologetic

"Hey, it's ok why are you so upset" Said Lucy, i don' t know why i've been so sad since i woke up the next morning the morning after the party, i guess what Aaron said about me being a slut got me thinking, could you be a slut even though you practically never had sex before, i know i have but only 6 times with the same person maybe even more times but does that really count and why am i thinking how many times i had... you know that.

"Nothing just i felt like i should" I smiled, Aaron is not going to get in my head, the words he said are not going to be stuck in my head anymore because it's not the truth.

"We should go get ready for school." i say and they all nod.

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Right now we are in our break and all of us are sitting down on our regular sitting spots. As i was zoning out from their conversation, i got a call from the D, remember racing guy, we can't know his name, i knew it was him calling me since i kinda memorised his number.

"Hey guys, my....um parents are calling me, i will be right back". they nod their heads, i walk out of the cafeteria. i walk towards a wall and lean on it, answering the call

"Hey D, what's up,"

"i know your probably busy but would you like to come down and race for me in like one hour,"

"sure," i get out of school, of course i will go but i didn't tell him that

"ok, if you win you will be paid $25 000"

"Great, see you then,"

As i was heading back the doors of the cafeteria open and out came Aaron, he was also getting a phone call, me being curious I asked him.

"Why are you leaving?" i ask quieter then i usually do when i talk i guess i'm kinda nervous around him since of the party when he learn a bit more about me and technically he saw me kinda naked.

"Um someone is calling me" I nod my head, i walk and pass him and my shoulder accidentally touched him and i felt something that i never felt before but i ignored i.

I hear the bell ring indicating that we have our next period. i walk to the table and tell them

"Hey guys I'm going home early since i have some family stuff to do, yeh well bye" i kinda run out from cafeteria since i didn't want them to ask me any questions about me leaving. i walk out of school and go inside my car and head home to get changed

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I arrive at the tracks and head out of my car. Right now i am dressed in my usual colour, 'black'. i was wearing a tight black skirt, with black long shirt paired with my black knee-high boots.

As i approach D, i see Aaron, also walking towards him. He notices me and we begin to glare at each other.

"What the fuck are you doing here," he glares and screams at me.

"The same fucking thing you are doing here," I smile innocently, i don't care that he knows i'm here since he seen me kill someone.

"Hey, woah, control here" said D, he continue.

"You guys are going to race against each other" when he said those words i fucking in loved it, i'm am going to win, no doubt.

"Sure, i will love to go against my dear friend Aaron," i return my gaze towards him and he is glaring at me

"No fucking way, i am going to let her race, um i mean going to race with her" I smile bigger then i was already, his looking after me, no!

After fighting with him he finally agrees to go against me.

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We raced and guess who won... I did, me, me, me, me. i walk off, to take a smoke. As i was turning it on, someone pushed me against the wall.

"DON'T FUCKING COME BACK AND FUCKING GIVE ME THE MONEY," he so fucking annoying.

"OK SHUT YOUR MOUTH, I BEEN COMING HERE FOR SO LONG AND I OWN THIS MONEY, SO WHY SHOULD I?"

He pushed himself even more against me, he lean down and whispered in my ear "I affect you"'

"no, you don't," i whisper-yell.

"are you sure about that,"

"100%" He smirks, i was confused until I felt his cold but burning finds on my thigh, he looked into my eyes as he slowly very slowly lifted his hand higher and higher. When his hand is barley inside my skirt, he leans to kiss me but i forced all my feelings about him and i kicked him in the dick.

His hand fell and he fell to the ground screaming in pain. i of course laugh why shouldn't I laugh then i grow mad from remembering what he said and what he was about to do "Did you think you affected me?"

I shake my head for him, him being crazy i bend down, grab his face and looked into his eye...i felt something but i ignored it for later, he looked back into my own brown chocolate eyes, i lean in and he also lean in but I move my head away on purpose. As i try to go back to my car, he grabs my wrist and pushes me down towards his level

"YOU DON'T AND WILL NEVER HAVE AN EFFECT ON ME, YOU BY DOING THIS, YOU WILL GET IN SO MUCH TROUBLE FROM ME AND BE PREPARED FOR ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN OR WILL HAPPEN TO YOU, IF I WAS YOU I WOULD LEAVE MYSELF ALONE" he stand and left me standing there.

In that moment i knew i had a feeling for Aaron Mitchell.

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