4.So she will remember her pain

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Back in her room, she looked at her reflection in the copper mirror. Though the reflection is not that clear, she could see her flawless skin without any blemishes, her straight nose and her big bright eyes. She touches her eye, 'How I hate these pair of eyes. How I wish I could gauge them out and keep it!'. What is that?! Who said that? Is there something that I forgot in my last life?

Suddenly her head started to hurt.

"Aaagghhhh!!!", she shouted.

"Eldest miss! What happen to you?! Let's get you in bed", her maid Xiao Xi help her get up and slowly they walk to her bed.

"Xiao Xi, I just feel like my head hurt. But it's okay now. Thanks Xiao Xi", she smiled at her maid.

"Eldest miss please be happy", Xiao Xi cry softly. Her heart breaks seeing her eldest miss suffered.

"Xiao Xi, I'm okay. In the future, we don't have to talk about that man ever again", she tried to pacify her maid.

Xiao Xi is her most trusted maid. From young, they grew up together. They are like a pair of sisters. But ever since she starts obsessing about the crown prince, she ignored this maid. She used her to do her schemes and at last, while doing her bidding, she got caught by the 2nd prince. Finally, she is sentence to death by drinking poison.

"Sorry Xiao Xi, in the future let's live happily", said Xi Rui while trying to wipe Xiao Xi's tears.

"Yes miss", while still crying softly.

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After a while, she fell asleep as the headache started to ease. After making sure her eldest miss slept, Xiao Xi left her in her own room.

But after Xiao Xi left, Li Xi Rui open her eyes. She feels suffocated inside the room. She feels terrible. She didn't understand this feeling. It's like the world is out to get her! She curled up in her bed and cried. She cries for her family; she cries for herself. Finally, she saw her hairpin on the table and crawled her way to get the hairpin. Seeing that beautiful hairpin doesn't make her happy. That jewel encrusted gold hairpin is a present from the crown prince when they just get engaged. Why? Does she not deserve love as everyone else? Is she that bad?

So she cried. She lifts the hairpin and angle it towards her thigh. She stabbed herself. When once doesn't relieved her pain, she stabbed again and again till her skirt is stained with blood. Why she stabbed her thigh? It's because no one can see that part of her. In this ancient country, appearance is the most important. Flawless white skin, big eyes and red lips. So she stabbed her thigh. So her family didn't see, so they didn't worry. After feeling pain from the wound, she stops stabbing. Then she laughs.

She laughs her sadness away, laugh at herself and laugh at the world. She laughs till her tears stop and then she stands up. Though her thigh is hurting so bad, she endures. She decided she will endure everything. Even when her heart becomes stone, she swears she would not fall in love again. Once is enough. Because of her love, everyone dies. So she would not love again.

Standing up, limply she changes her clothes. She couldn't risk anyone knowing her pain. She didn't want her family feel hurt for her. So she will pretend, pretend to be okay.

After changing her clothes, she burns the blood drenched dress. But her wound, she just left it unattended so she would remember her pain.

To the new readers, please stop asking where are the rest of the chapters or why there are only 8+ chapter in dreame. I'm having problem with people reuploading my work without my consent. I need to edit everything before republishing it again.
I won't republish 18+ chapters in wattpad.
I will gradually (it means SLOWLY) republish the missing chapters (apart the 18+) in the future. Maybe till the end of may or june. So please be patient.


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