( before this starts I would like to say that in the c!DSMP I know how dream is but in this he will have a soft spot for the three people which are DJ obviously, techno, and punz ... I would put Ranboo but from today's stream I don't know exactly what's going on there . You will also see dream only being nice to the people named . Or well truly nice ... anyways)

About a like two months after DJ'S and Technos trip ( I wasn't counting)

DJ'S POV ( travel log ... journal .. thing )

5:00 AM
The house was quiet. I was forced to go back to my dads place when Techno went to get him and Ranboo. It was a clear day but just so quiet. It was so uncomfortable, like I was at a funeral or where I was in a never ending nightmare. It made me feel sick.

9:00 AM
Hours passed and I was starting to worry about techno now to. He said it would be quick and I didn't see him it my dad anywhere. Not to mention my head was pounding. Something was wrong .. something bad happened , should I prepare myself now !? What am I even supposed to be doing! For all I know every one is dead !

10:00
Something is wrong ! I can feel it ... it's like a part of me died ....what am I supposedly so ! Who do I ask ... god !? Is there even someone like that here !? I need to go out and help ! But I can't! I'm stuck here in this god forsaken house with no information about what's going on ! ... stay calm DJ .. your going to make yourself crazy.. or am I allowed crazy ? What if I'm just imagining all of this and I'm still stuck in my little dirt hut talking to rocks !? Wow that sound fun ..."

No ones POV

" la la la" the girl sang when ripping pages from blank books. The singing slowly turned into a an almost painful and evil laugh.

~Ok that's enough! I can't watch this anymore! We have to do something!

: what are we sitting to do? We are not allowed to interact with this ! You know the rules. Now sit back and wait for your brother to co-

~She is slowly loosing her mind ! Can you not see that ! Plus your the one already messed with George in his dreams !

: THATS ENOUGH! You know your place ! We are to sit and watch ! Now do as your told.

".. what am I thinking..... this is real .. Pull yourself together DJ ! You just have to wait."

Back to DJ'S POV

" I just need to calm down... Dad sang when he was panicking... try humming a song ... the one dad sings ... like umm.... What are his songs !" I began to pace around the living room looking for something that will remind me of one of his songs, Ruben was right next to me . He was chewing on a stuffed carrot that techno made him . We had so much fun on are adventure

" DJ ! DJ IM HOME ! IM OUT AND IM HOME !" The yelling came from outside and I could see my dad running towards the house
so I instantly  opened the door .

" Dad ! Your back , I missed you so so much. Never ever do that again!" When he got to the door I was instantly pulled into a hug. We stayed like that for a bit. His armor what's bothering me a little but it wasn't the one he normally had on . He was a bit thinner to , but i didn't care .
" How is techno!? Oh and Ranboo to how is Ranboo!" He hugged me a tightly when I asked him how they where.

" Techno is fine . He's is dealing with other things right now but he's ok . After all he never dies . We can see him in like a week or two ok." I nodded my head in agreement and continued to hug him.

" What about Ranboo? Techno said he was forced in the prison. He got out right ...." He shifted a little and pulled away from the hug to go inside completely and take off his armor.

" He made it out ...." He was facing away from me and started to eat some carrots I got earlier .

" That's good ! Where is he now ?" It was completely silent . As silent as it was when I was waiting for him to come home. I could feel my fingers twitch a little as I waited for a response.

" Dad ..... I can go ask techno where he is if you don't know ..." there it is . That same feelings had earlier.

" Dad answer me ! Where is he ! What happened!?" He was still silent and continued to look away from me . So I decided to go ask Techno . Right when I went to go out the door dad grabbed my arm .

" Wait DJ...... I know what happened to him ...your not going to like it though..." I could feel my stomach turn as he made me sit down on a chair.

" DJ listen..... a lot happened during the escape.. there was a lot of people... The guard sam took him as a hostage. He said if I didn't come back he would kill him ........ I didn't go back in the prison DJ ...... Ranboo is dead.." Ig I was standing I would have instantly dropped to the ground. I could feel tears fall down my face.

" Your lying.... Why would he use Ranboo against you ...... you never really cared for him anyways .... This is a sick joke! Where is he ! Tell me now !" He just gave me a sad look and pulled me into another hug

" It's not a joke DJ . Ranboo is dead ... I'm so sorry that you lost your friend DJ ...I don't know why sam killed him ..... if he wanted me back in he should have threatened techno or something..." So many emotions hit me all at the same time.  I was deviated , angry, surprised , confused....... Blood thirsty?

" I want sam dead ..." Both me and my dad where surprised about what I said. " DJ ... I know what your feeling but we can't go kill sam right now ..... I already went after Tommy and guess what Phil( is it one L or two ) is mad at me now .... If we go after sam more people are going to get mad and they easily use me to get to you ..... or you to get to me . We can't risk it !"

I don't know what I was doing or what i was thinking.... Well mostly... I Just wanted sam dead . I wanted everyone who took my dad away from me dead . I want the people who killed my beat friend dead . I don't care if it killed me . All they have done is mess everything up .... I don't care if my dad planed to go to the prison. I don't care if he planed to have everyone outnumber him so he would get in . I want them dead . Dead ! Dead ! DEad !

" DJ snap out of it ! You need to calm down . Listen I know how you feel but you can't do anything. Take some deep breath's please... I won't let you do something I would do ... Something will happen to the people that deserve it ok ... like how me and phil are not  on good terms anymore .... Just calm down please." My dad sounded like he was panicking a little. I looked at him after what seemed like forever and he was about to cry

" Dad ...." He rubbed my back a little. He took some deep breaths and started to talk with a shaky voice.

" Listen... you know what I have done ... you know a lot of people hate me. If you try to go out and kill on pure blind range you will end up like me . I don't want you to become the new me ok ... The only me you can become is the one you see here ok .. I lost so many people from what I did . I lost one of my best friends... but I still have Techno.. and Punz do you remember Punz . I got him to ... and you have me and techno. Everything will be ok ." He kept telling me that over and over . I think he was mainly trying to calm himself down .

Now I can see why my dad did some of the things he did ...but later when he told me what he wanted to do to Tommy I new it was bad ... I kind in joyed it ..I wanted to help ? No that's not a question I wanted to help my dad .... But I don't . Everything is confusing... I feel like there are so many different things happening .. No the same things is happening.. I'm just not there when it is happening.

"DJ ... hay you ok ... maybe you should try and take a nap . You just went through a lot of things all at once. You won't be able to think properly." He picked me up and took me to my room. Ruben was still out in the living room when my dad left . I still can't stop thinking about it though. Why did I like the idea of making someone slowly loos there mind. Why did I want to hurt everyone so bad . Why can't everyone get along.

Why do I feel like I need to go out and destroy things .... I want to destroy it with explosives. Not like tnt.  I want cover something in gunpowder light it and chuck it at something or something.

A skull will do . A nice black skull.

~ she is going to loos her mind... we have to do something. I can't let this happen. It's going to brake dream! We have to get rid of the sickness now!

: do you want her to die ? We can't do anything

~ she dies with the sickness or she dies without it ! Pick one !

: She won't technically die with the sickness... it will make her feel like she is though. The effects are slowly starting to kick I faster with a loss of a friend.

~ what are you planning.... If your planning to hurt my niece it my brother!

: silence! I already told you I can't do anything. We can't do anything. Now leave it alone and watch !

( ok so like if anyone wants to talk about Lore from technos, Tommy's, punz , or sapnaps pov let me know . And if you saw quakitys stream let me know as well . Just thought it may be fun to talk about it . I hope you liked this chapter and it was so much easier to write.  Now knowing another stream with lore won't happen until like next year ... or so I have been told ... I will have more chapters. The next time Techno streams and let's say he didn't like see dream at all I can make it as like a lie in the book. Him , Dream , and DJ will see one another and multiple occasions . Also if you want a chapter with ghostboo let me know)