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A/n BROOOOO WTF we are number one in Jay Halstead tags like wtf dude out of 744 stories dude, dude I'm shook like I love y'all let's see if we can get to number one of all tags we are close on some

*Next day*

I wake up to Jay's alarm going off

I groan shoving Jay who was snoring in my ear

"Jay" I say looking over to see it said 5:30 in the morning

"Jay!" I say a bit louder peeling his arm off my bare body I grab his phone and turn his alarm off, I grab his shirt from last night I slip it on and start jumping on the bed like a 5 year old

Jay groans as I continue jumping around him

I squeal as he pulls me down into his grasp

"You're alarm was going off and you weren't waking up" I laugh feeling his breath on my shoulder

"I have to work today also so get up" I say grabbing my pillow and hitting his side

"What time?" He asks

"9 to 2 so I'm going to ask Gabi to pick Ryan up cause I'm going to see my dad today" I say, I text my dad last night after Jay went to sleep and we are meeting at 3 at the coffee shop near the hospital

"When did you plan that?" Jay asks slipping his pants on

"After you fell asleep we text for a bit and I am not rushing but I just think it was a long time coming and I am a different person now from when I was younger" I say sitting on my bed

"Have you-" Jay starts then stops looking at me

"Yes?" I ask smirking knowing he was looking for his shirt

"My shirt, black, short sleeve you wouldn't have seen it would you?" He asks leaning closer to me his hands sinking into my covers

"Nope" I say pulling the sides in closer

He pretends to look around on the bed

"Well I believe I found it" he says tugging at the bottom of the shirt

"Oh my God I didnt know" I say before running into the bathroom, I slip the shirt off and throw it out before turning the water on

After I put my white tank top on, a pair of black Jean's, I grab my black heart ring and my single diamond necklace I got from Antonio and his family for Christmas and put it on, I go downstairs to see Jay cooking breakfast

I sit at the counter watching him cook god I hope every day is like this I think smiling hoping this could be our future on day, us waking up in the same bed under the same roof of our house, making breakfast, Ryan walking up to the both of us, I know Jay could never replace her dad for her but Jay love and cares for her I see it, possibly maybe one more kid if he wants.

I snap out of my thoughts to a coffee cup being placed in front of me

"You nervous about after work?"

I gulp moving my head side to side signaling kind of

I hear foot steps come from behind me and realized I need to ask Gabi or Antonio to pick Ryan up after school

"Morning sweetie" I say as Ryan jumps up beside me

"Morning" she says placing her arms on the table "morning Jay" she says causing Jay to turn and smile

"Morning Ry" he says going back to cooking

"Today your uncle Toni or aunty Gabi will be picking you up I just to text and ask one of them" I say picking my phone up

"I have a meeting after work ok?" I say as she nods her head

I open the Dawson Kids😜 group chat

Kennedy🥀
Hey can one of you pick Ryan up after school

I am going to be meeting papa after school he came by the house one day and asked to meet one day to try talk stuff through

I am older and more mature from back then and I get everything now
I feel like it is time to forgive and forget with us and I want Ryan to know her grandpa and grandma not just her aunts and uncles, I know we're all she needs but i dont want her not knowing mom and dad cause of my pettiness with them

This is alot for me so if one of you can... please

Antonio👮‍♂️
I wish I could but I will still be working

Sorry sis

But glad you and dad are working it out

Gabi💝
I can swing by and pick her up

See can come to the fire house and meet everyone Boden wont mind

What time does she get out??

Kennedy🥀
She gets out at 2:15 but the school asks to be there at 2 and you, Antonio and Jay are on the pick up list, it just means you can pick her up and I wont need to send a note and it's safe for you 3 to pick up not sure if you need to show ID cause you'll have to go to office saying your picking up so teacher that stands outside wont yell at you 😂 cause they will inform that teacher or you can wait in office and they will call her to office instead

But considering we look like twins I dont think they will notice but please go to office and inform so I don't get in trouble with school

I sit there with Ryan and Jay places two plate down in front of us as he grabs his and come sit beside me

"Your aunty Gabi will be picking you up today" I say as we start to eat, Ryan nods her head

After we eat Ryan takes a quick shower and gets her bag ready for school and she packed some stuff to bring to the fire house

I slip my converse on and grab my black beanie and put it on

I stand up straight seeing Jay slipping his shoes on

"You joining us for dinner again?" I ask grabbing my bag and throwing some make up in and my scrubs and shoes

"Uh no I am having dinner with my dad and Will" he says I nod my head and we wait for Ryan to come out

I sit on the couch waiting since it was 7:30

"What are you making tonight?" Jay asks sitting beside me pulling me into his side

"I don't know I might just pick something up from somewhere" I say not wanting to cook tonight

"Ohh yah well I'm going to get going, get to the office early" he says kissing the top of my head before he gets up

He walks towards Ryan's room and says his bye and waves at me before he leaves

"Kennedy!" I hear Ryan yell I jump up running to her room

"You ok?" I ask and she nods

"Have you seen my black converse with yellow hearts?" She asks

"Where did we put all your shoes last night?" I ask and she slumps her shoulders before walking past me towards the front door to where we put all her shoes

She puts her shoes on and we leave earlier than usual

We drive to the school and I sit with her for a tiny but before we walk into the school

I walk into the office as she walks towards her class

"Hi Ms. Dawson" Ms. Moore the secretary says as I walk in

"Hi Ms. Moore, Ryan is getting picked up by my sister Gabi today" I say and she writes it down nodding her head

I wave and say goodbye before heading to my car

*Skip the work day*

I change back into my clothes and say good bye to everyone before I start heading towards my car

I sit down in the driver's seat I pull visor down and reach into my bag grabbing my eye liner quickly doing a quick winged eyeliner

I drive to the coffee shop and go in

I see my father there already and freeze, I go up to the counter and order my coffee

I walk over to the table and set my bag in the seat before sitting in an empty seat

"Mija" he says sitting up holding the empty cup which indicates he has been here for awhile

"Dad" I say sitting with my shoulders back as we sit here in silence for a minute

"Kennedy I am so sorry about everything I ever done to hurt or traumatize you I've been my AA meeting and steps and when I look back on everything I hurt you the most and I am sorry mija" he starts looking down at the coffee cup

"I'm so sorry" he says I can hear his voice shaking

"No I'm sorry i made raising me difficult and dad i have a daughter and i would act the same if she done the same shit, it was tough love and I get it" I start

"You never meant it i get it dad, i choose yo rebel against you and mom" I say my voice starting shake too "I done a lot of stupid shit and I'm owning up too it today cause going to Africa helped me opening my eyes" I say holding back my tears

"I saw a whole new perspective when I talked to an elderly guy who's son passed away from drugs, he tried everything to help his son but he didn't listen he died and his father tried everything in the world to help him, he tried tough love, begging his son, sending him to rehab" I said letting some tears out

"You fought to help me and I didnt listen, if I hadn't ran away and gotten my life together after one OD I was scared an alone until my nurse talked me into finishing medical school" I say really fighting back my tears

"Look now I am a resident at one of Chicagos best hospitals" I say wiping away some tears

"But what I am trying to say dad is that I forgive you for everything that has ever happened between us and I want to work on a better relationship between us for me and my daughter, your granddaughter who is brilliant and kind and wonderful she-"

I was about to continue speaking before my phone starts ringing, cutting me off

Gabi💝

"Hello" I say picking up the call

"Did you ask Jay to pick Ryan up instead?" She asks in a frantic voice

"No you were picking her up" I say raising my voice a little

"Well the secretary said Jay picked her up at a quater to 2" she says

"He would've text me, but even then he would pick her up at the actual end of the day" I say seeing my dad look at me scared

"I'm gonna call him I'll call you back in a bit" i say hanging up

I unlock my phone opening my contacts and press on Jay name

It rings a few times before Jay picks up

"Hey aren't you suppose to be with your dad right now?" He asks

"I am but did you pick Ryan up early from school?" I ask

"No Gabi was picking her up you said" he says confusing lacing his voice

"Ms. Moore the secretary said you picked her up at quarter to 2" I say

"I never picked her up Kennedy" he says

"Than who has my daughter!?" I raise my voice higher

"I'm going to the school" I say

"I'll meet you there" Jay says

"I'm sorry dad but I got to go I am so sorry" I say grabbing my leather jacket and bag

"Its ok Kennedy go"

I run out to my car and race to the school to see Gabi and Ms. Moore outside

*Jay's POV*

I hang up grabbing my jacket

"Where you going brotha?" Kevin asks

"Someone posed as me to pick Ryan up from her school and we dont know where she is" I say as Voight walked out of his office

"I'm meeting Kennedy at the school right now" I say before running out of intelligence

I race to my truck and my phone ring Voight

" I'm sorry I ran out on the case but someone has Ryan I need to go"

"No I get it keep me in the loop Jay, if you need help call" he says and I say ok and hang up before rushing to the school

I see Kennedy waiting with Gabi and a teacher out front

I run up to them

"This is Jay" Kennedy says and the teacher has a shocked expression

"I am so sorry Ms. Dawson" the teacher says

"What did he look like?" I ask

"Ah brown hair just a little past his ears, he ah smelled of cigarettes, and had bags around his eyes like he hasn't slept in days" she says

"Michael" Kennedy says pulling her hair a little walking in a small circle

"He said he parked in front of a fire hydrant and didnt want to get a ticket he just asked to just send her out I am so sorry Kennedy" the teacher says

*Kennedys POV*

I pace around

Jay went to call Hank and fill him in on the situation

"Hank said to come to the precinct" Jay says to Gabi and I, we nod our heads and we drive to the precinct and head up to intelligence unit

I get to the top step and see everyone there

I go to the lounge as Jay and Gabi talks with everyone, I just wanted to be by myself for a bit

"I'm so sorry Alex I didnt protect her" I sob looking up

"Kid" i look up to see Hank

"I failed both of them" I sob as Hank walks over

"I should've picked her up like always I get there early when I can" I cry as Hank hugs me

"This isn't your fault Kid" he says pulling away and sitting in the empty chair beside me

"Where were you?" Hank asks

"I met up with my dad we are trying to get through all the b.s in the past" I say and he glares at me

"After everything you want to forgive him!" He yells loudly

"I've grown up I'm different from when I was younger and I want my daughter to know her grandfather" I say annoyed with Hanks reaction

"He kicked you out Kennedy and practically disowned you" he yells causing Jay to walk in

"Voight!" He says Hank turns around looking at Jay

Hank storms past Jay and I hear his office door slam

"You ok Kenndy?" Jay asks and I shrug my shoulders letting my tears fall

I walk towards the window looking out at the people rushing by and think somewhere out there is my daughter with that vindictive asshole

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