Y/N's POV:

He came closer to my face a little. "Remember something very important. Stop making decisions on what someone else wants. Stop thinking what i want or what he wants or whoever the fuck." He told.

"What do you want?"

"Striker I-"

"Answer me Y/N."

"It's not that easy."

"What. Do. You. Want. Huh?"
He held my hand and stroke it gently.

"It is very hard for me to answer this question. If i'm being honest, i am in need to be with someone who'll listen to me, won't leave me for my stupid mistakes." I answered.
"It's the loneliness that i can't take it."

"I know it sounds ridiculous, but it’s true. Well, I still have my grandma who will listen. But I've already told her so many lies. She doesn’t deserve that, none of my friends do." I sighed.

"See that? That's your problem." He said.

"What?" I questioned.

"You're afraid of losing people that sticked with you all along. People you love." He told.
I slowly nodded with a sad look on my face.

"If you look at us and think about what we been through together. What comes to mind first, Striker?" I asked and looked into his eyes.

His grip on my hand tightened, he didn't know what to say next.

"Only bad and painful memories accompany us. Am i right?" I said pulled my hand away from his.
He looked disappointed at my action but needed to accept it.

"You know, I don't know why i wasted so much time pretending i didn't care about you."
I got wide eyes and continued to listen to his words.

"I guess i didn't want to feel this way. But I'm not gonna break because of this.
It's not cuz' i don't care, i do care. I have never felt this way about anyone.
I just-" he stopped for a second.

I put my hand on his cheek "Tell me."

"I just can't tell you yet, it's too complicated."

I pulled him closer to me and wrapped my arms around him.
He didn't hug back at first.
"What are you doing?" He whispered.

"I need a embrace from you. And you deserve it too."
Then I felt his arms around me and put his one hand on the back of my head and he started to stroke my hair.

I closed my eyes and pulled him even closer. He was so peaceful.

I just wished for more moments like that. He becomes completely different when we comes to such topics. I already have a hunch that he shows a little bit of his emotions towards me.

Our tails connected together to show their affection.

This was such a beautiful feeling.

"Are you okey?" I asked.

"Never better, darlin'." He pulled away and a soft smile appeared on his face.

"Now it's your turn." He said.

"What do you mean?"

"Smile, my love."

I made one small smile.

"Smile bigger."
I chuckeled at this and I smile brightly at him.

"There you go. You're gorgeous." He kissed my forehead.

We were in silent for a few minutes, but the silence was nice not awkward.
Then i spoke up
"I think, I'll take a shower now." I told.

"Fine by me." He patted my head and get up from the bed.

"Will you go too?" I asked.

"I showered few minutes ago what do you me-" he raised an eyebrow. "You know what, nevermind, i'm in."

~time skip~

We were in our hotel room bathroom now, it looked so nice and clean.
Striker undressed himself and stepped into the shower.

When i got fully naked i put my underwear on the counter near the sink. After i put them there i saw two boxes of condoms. This hotel really offers a lot, doesn't it?

I heard that he had already opened the water from inside the shower so I just stepped on the wet tiles.

When I looked at him, Striker already had wet hair and in an instant we made eye contact. I blushed at how good he looks.

"C'mere darlin'." He showed with his index finger to come closer to him.
I slowly walked over to him.

"No need to be shy now." He lifted my chin.
"I'm not shy, just excited."

"Glad to hear that."

A warm water poured on to my face, i felt two hands on my waist, rubbing me up and down gently.

"Damn, you have magical hands." I chuckled softly.

"I do?" He laughed a bit.

"Yes, i love them." I smiled.

We took shampoos to wash our bodies, I wet my hair and he gently scratched my head with his fingers.

After that I took a bottle of conditioner
and I applied it to the tips of my hair.
Then Striker hugged me from behind and whispered to me.

"Do you enjoy this?" He asked.

"Very, i'm so relaxed."
I giggled.

I turned around to face him and I bit my lip as I looked at his toned body.

"Don't bite your lip like that." He said.

"Why?"

"It turns me on." he told directly.

"Oh? Getting weak now?" I smirked and grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him down a little to my height.

"If you don't stop, you'll get weak in your legs, love. Don't test me."

With that i kissed his neck, suck on it slowly that i'll make sure to mark him.
He started to breath heavily and grabbed my ass and roughly squeezed it.

"Mm~ Y/N what the-"

My tongue trailed up to his jaw to his mouth so we started to kiss. The kiss started off slow then eventually became extremely heated.
I was pressed against his wet naked body. My eyes widened slightly because his teeth bit down my lower lip.

"Round two i'm guessing?" He said.

"Yes, please." I breathed out.
With that he spun me around and pressed me against the wall in the shower.

His lips landed on my shoulder and nibbling on it. Then he wrapped my hair around his fist, using it to pull my head backwards.

"Fuck~." I moaned when he makes his way to make contact with my neck.
My eyes fluttered shut of the pleasurable feeling.

I felt him between my legs getting hard.
He reached my sweet spot, he kept sucking on the spot until he heard me moan his name.

"Striker~." I heard him laugh then he turned me around and pinned me against the wall, one of his hands grabbed my throat.

"This clown upset you, he made you feel bad about yourself, didn't he?" He said.

I had no idea what was he up to.

"Go get your phone, sugar~."

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